I would like to meet my baby boy again, to hold him one more time and to kiss his sweet little face.Ayden you were the best gift your daddy could ever give to me. I'm just glad we could hold you and kiss you before we lay you to rest. We love you and will miss you always.Sweet Dreams My Ayden Michael.
"A Pair of Shoes"
I am wearing a pair of shoes.
They are ugly shoes.
Uncomfortable shoes.
I hate my shoes.
Each day I wear them, and each day I wish I had another pair.
Some days my shoes hurt so bad that I do not think I can take another step.
Yet, I continue to wear them.
I get funny looks wearing these shoes.
They are looks of sympathy.
I can tell in others eyes that they are glad they are my shoes and not theirs.
They never talk about my shoes.
To learn how awful my shoes are might make them uncomfortable.
To truly understand these shoes you must walk in them.
But, once you put them on, you can never take them off.
I now realize that I am not the only one who wears these shoes.
There are many pairs in this world.
Some woman are like me and ache daily as they try and walk in them.
Some have learned how to walk in them so they don't hurt quite as much.
Some have worn the shoes so long that days will go by before they think about how much they hurt.
No woman deserves to wear these shoes.
Yet, because of these shoes I am a stronger woman.
These shoes have given me the strength to face anything.
They have made me who I am.
I will forever walk in the shoes of a woman who has lost a child.
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Adam & My mom for being supportive and helping me through this tragic time, my sister for being there when I needed her most and when I barely needed her at at. Amanda and Chris for supporting Adam and I in every little thing and even more. My Aunt Rosa, and Uncle Jo and my cousin's Shelbie and Hailey for being there for all of us and for sponsoring my Ayden's site. Without all of these people and many other family and friends I don't think I would have been able to face the days to come.