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Alone- The silence is almost comforting, A sigh of relief perhaps; On second thought, Too many thoughts have overcome. Emotions run deep Through the veins of my reality; My very existence, the meaning I held close, Twisted and distorted into the unknown. Love: is there such a thing two people can share? Forgiveness comes so easily, But the letting go is so arduous. The thunder crashes down on my soul As the leaves crumble from the pressure And the rain pours down my face. I must climb out of this darkness; The only way to go lies in front of me, This path I walk alone. 18Aug07


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I like to think of myself as accepting of others, loving, kind,understanding,and open-minded. I like to have a good time. Who doesn't? I love being in the mountains. Don't care much for the city. I love spending time with my friends, and my son, Trevor. I am a thinker and like to philosiphize. I love laying in a field and looking at the stars. I believe in equality in everything. I believe that God is everything and everyone put together. I am not religious by any means. I am a spiritual person, who is trying to spend more time thanking the world for what it has offered me. I have come to the realization that everything has a purpose, even the negative things that happen in life. I have a few sacred places I like to visit. I love to travel. I want to open my own carpentry shop. I also want to get more involved with abused children. And I would like to be actively involved in making a positive difference in this world. I want to promote small farms also. There is really a lot of stuff I want to do in this world, and I am just now getting started for some reason.

My Interests

I'd like to meet:

I like to meet people who are accepting of others. An open mind is a wonderful thing. I would really love to meet Melissa Etheridge. She has inspired me greatly. Pretty much anyone who is good-natured. I would like to meet some more eccentric people. I want to find more people who have similar beliefs to my own. I would like to meet some organic farmers that I can purchase some good meat and vegetables from until I have my own garden. And I would like to find a good activist organization in support of the earth that I can get involved with.

My Blog

A look inside of me

Why do I feel down at times. It feels like I just feel too much all at the same time. I try to forget about my problems and all the things bothering me, and then they just all hit me at once. So I gue...
Posted by on Wed, 13 Aug 2008 20:11:00 GMT

Hope

9-13-97 The sky is blue with purple rain The day is warm with a light breeze The night is cold and filled with pain I touch the ground with my knees. As the rain penetrates my shell As the bird before...
Posted by on Mon, 04 Aug 2008 16:35:00 GMT

Colours

11-6-97 For once in the life flowers have bloomed in the extreme, The walls have been decorated with power and esteem; The joyous moments  have filled the air, while death has fallen  to it'...
Posted by on Mon, 04 Aug 2008 16:27:00 GMT

another poem (untitled)

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Posted by on Tue, 29 Jul 2008 18:10:00 GMT

Senseless

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Posted by on Wed, 16 Jul 2008 06:52:00 GMT

Reuniting

Being back with my baby again was even better than I could imagine. The funny part was when I got to the airport and I was looking all around for him but couldn't see him anywhere. That was actually k...
Posted by on Mon, 21 Apr 2008 06:36:00 GMT

Arkansas

I just wanted to take the time to say how much fun I had in Arkansas. I know I wasn’t there very long, but all the same, it was home to me. Thank you everyone for making my dreams come true. The...
Posted by on Mon, 07 Apr 2008 06:25:00 GMT

Lost and Found

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Posted by on Mon, 11 Feb 2008 08:42:00 GMT

I Love You!

Last night I lay in my bed crying, trying to figure out the age-old question: Why do bad things happen to good people? I don't think I will ever know for sure. But this I do know: It brings us a littl...
Posted by on Sat, 09 Feb 2008 07:51:00 GMT

Looking for people to help

Since I have been in this valley I have met some of the guys that put their lives on the line everyday. I have heard stories of these guys being blown up, yet here they are telling the story. Some of ...
Posted by on Fri, 25 Jan 2008 04:18:00 GMT