hi. don't add if ur not curious enough to read about me ...at least some of it ;}
Don't add if ur not willing 2 meet me. ..I'm on here 4 new friends ...not an online "social life".
Basically, don't waste my time ...peace >=]
Check it out ~ I'm Colin
u should talk to me. A LOT OF PEOPLE add me, & then dont talk. lol its just my way of testing how interested u are.
this is a myspace page. it aint me. i try to give u a good idea of who i am tho.
...Expect me to be different. Don't act surprised when i'm not like any guy u know. Don't think i'm weird cuz my views are novel to u. Being grateful for new things is better than coming off as closed-minded.Really different people, make me smile. When it isnt fake, when they actually live life by their screaming hearts, right in the teeth of those who say it's wrong, it inspires me.
FACTS: Lives in ABQ - Goes to CNM Montoya - works at the animal emergency hospital - Not from Abq (only lived here for a year) - down to meet genuine ppl - silly fuck - don't care abt pleasing ppl - been thru real pain - knows what he wants - passionate about art, truth, freedom - thinks hard // feels deep - loves life - will make you think abt things u probly haven't before...
I wanna make more REAL frnds, if u hav no real interest, neither do i. if u do, then don't waste any more time. i judge by actions, not words. u might swear up & down that u wanna chill wth me.. means nothin 2 me unless u actually try, and make it happen.
there r so many cool, smart, beautiful ppl out there worth knowing. a new person can potentially change your life, help u grow, learn, live a better life. can u rlly say you've met enough?
i'm not 77. If that aint obvious, u might wanna move on lol. common sense & following ur gut will get u far. in fact, go with your instincts in all things about me & try it in your life. It works if u know how to listen.
and no i don't care how old u are either. so much bullshit & judgement attached to age. i'm as old or young as i feel at the time.
I've lived in many places. Grew up in Portland, went on to LA, NYC, Tampa, Miami... and now New Mexico. i love the mountains, but it takes more to make me want to stay somewhere. i love animals. I'm passionate about this thing called Art. i like to create things. i'm a tree hugger. i believe in doing good. i happily suffer from the delusion that i can actually change this world 4 the better. i have no addictions except for truth, knowing whats real & whats bullshit. i like nice/confident/cool people. i do not like rude/concieted/fake people. if you are, i'll know it. so just be yourself. ;]
theres no point to be dishonest or pretentious. i like 2 lay it all out... to just be transparent for all to see who i am, love me or hate me.
i'm down for a good time and meeting genuine people. a good time 4 me is NOT: getting fucked up in a house full of strangers pressuring me to drink & act like a fool. i love good conversation, the feeling of really connecting, sharing ideas. i don't care how many ppl like u. i don't care how great your hair & ur tan looks - if ur polite, admit your faults, believe in something real and stand up for it, i will like u.
i can't tolerate narcissism or ignorance of the real issues of the world (like bigger than what happened on The OC or who ur b/f cheated with). confidence, responsibility, and knowing where u stand in this gorgeous planet will get u far.
Moving arnd so much, i've lost the friends i grew up with (u don't easily find a bond like that again) & i've been forced into some very lonely situations b4... and i've grown. i know the value of solitude, and i'd rather be alone than chill with fake people. But i want REAL friends.
So i love meeting new people - not gonna lie: don't like being alone too long. And i'm not someone who's satisfied with some myspace social life made up of "friends" who u never even meet.
Oh yeah, so that means if u don't see yourself hanging out with me anytime soon, Dont Add Me! and sure as hell don't txt me.
If you're "too busy" to tear yourself away from your everyday life, then i wont twist your arm. But if u know what's rlly important and are adventurous enuff to break away & meet a new face... we can talk ;]
Thats it. thems the facts. i add stuff sometimes, so keep reading if u want.
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i'm 6ft. naturally dark skin, black/brown hair, dark brown eyes. mostly European Spanish, Irish, German, and Blackfoot Indian, and other stuff, so i'm told.
i'm loud sometimes, & quiet others. i live 2 lives, one on the outside & one in my head. there's a whole other world under the surface that i wish i could turn inside out.
i think many ppl have this, but they dont rlly know how to show people.
i like being spontaneous. doing things u just think of, just because u want to, just because you CAN. it reminds you that you're free. i like being random. i like to walk around in my underwear.
i smile a lot. but sometimes not. i don't believe in pretending to be happy jst to please someone else. nothing pisses me off more than ppl who tell me to cheer up or smile or act a different way. i smile when i fucking feel like it lol.
sumtimes i'm shy, sumtimes i flirt. i'm laid back. i got a short fuse but i cool off fast. i've been in love more than once. my heart doesn't work the way it used to. but its still right there on my sleeve.
i love girls, but they kill me. they can be so thoughtless, fake, or downright fucked up ~ or they can be sweet & smart & intense. sometimes they have no idea how beautiful they are, & sometimes they know it a little too much.
i lovvve affection, i'm always craving it. if i want something i'll go 4 it. i don't care about unspoken rules or stupid complications or what-if's. i only care about what feels right & makes us happy.
i used to be prtty bad, but i'm mostly good now. i really like the feeling of doing the right thing. i have nothing to hide so i let people in easily. i've been in love b4, but i'm not lookin for it. i dont think i'm supposed to meet "the one" for a while. maybe i could be ready, but... i'll know when it happens.
i'm solid, but i'm always changing. growing. learning new things.
my goal as an artist is to sort of turn my mind inside out before the eyes and ears and senses of everyone... to pour all the colors of my soul out onto my skin, my walls, my canvasses, and your senses.
i want to do whatever i can with my life
to change it for the better,
but i'm only one person so
its easier said than done.
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I should warn that it may disturb or upset you, which would be the correct reaction. But the TRUTH is worth knowing, ALWAYS. Once you are ready, pause my music player, and press play.
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