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MATTHEW

"Run to the water, and find me there"

About Me

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Layout by CoolChaser Background from flickr user I live on the North Shore of Oahu, and sometimes I can't believe it.I've lived alot of places, but Oahu feels like home. I feel like I'm living in my place, with my people. Living every day to the fullest like it is their last. Living the Aloha spirit is real, and when you experience it, there's nothing like it.. A friend once that I'm a free spirit, and its true. I don't let anything hold me back from living my life. I don't understand the word "can't". I don't let age or societal pressures determine what I can or can't do. I just do it...I'm a real person. Nothing hidden, no filter my friends say..... haha sometimes I wish I could just shut my mouth!........Anyone close to me knows that once you are in my heart, I'll do anything for you, and my true friends will tell you that. I choose my friends very carefully, and I feel that I have been carefully chosen by them as well.... I can't say how much I value honesty and and truth....what is the substance of anything unless it is seen with clarity so it can be clearly defined?.....I find that I can appreciate and learn something from everyone that I spend time with. Young,old,but especially old. I have had brilliant discussions with elderly people, they have so much wisdom. so much life experience.Its amazing how much one can learn from anothers experience if they are open to it.I would rather learn from another's mistakes than experiencing it on my own...God knows though, I guarantee I've made more mistakes than you.........Some would say that I am a sentimentalist, but I prefer to call it "deep" or "real"... I like the feeling of being moved by something.... I like being moved by lots of things, Whether its the lyrics or melody in a song, a movie,or something I see in everday life like a parent that loves their kids, I'm moved by things that have depth.......I also really like quotes...I can sit for hours and just read quotes....I like their simplicity, and the concise way they convey things..... I've played alot of sports like boxing(golden gloves),martial arts-Brazilian Jiu-Jitsu,Tang Soo Do(san diego county karate championships), but I hate fighting and violence of any kind.... basketball(NAIA Division I) and my favorite is surfing. I love competing against myself and seeing how far I can go............One of my other passions is that I really enjoy making music and I hope to someday write a song that touches someone.......I like to think about what is really important in life, and do what it takes to live that way. I like the simple things in life. I'm not impressed with the typical things that most people admire like money,beauty,status. There will always be someone with more money,looks,status....All of us will get old, looks will fade, and you can't take your money with you....Its all about depth and soul,living free in your spirit.... Life really is about what is inside. Most people fail to realize that. Their too enthralled with what they see in the mirror, superficiality and being shallow. What a waste.....I believe in love and although sometimes its hard to believe in the truth of it because our world is so full of living on the surface type people, that I sometimes have my doubts,But I still believe that its out there and if done the right way, it can be long lasting... I'm a deeply spiritual person. I think that I am getting less religious at this point in my life and I'm gravitating more to a deeper spirituality. I've realized that religion and spirituality are two enitirely different things.I find it sad that sometimes the people that draw us away from spirituality happen to be religious.Thats not the way it should be.......Its amazing how living in Hawaii can be such a spiritual experience...there are times when I'm surfing and just sitting on my board and the sun is setting, and I feel like there is this powerful energy that I can't even comprehend, it seems everything is aligned and it feels so spiritual,and there's a presence thats greater than all of us and thats pretty cool.......I live my life by a few simple codes.......When I do good, feel good, and when I do bad, I feel bad.....So I just try to do good.... I believe that you give, and give, and then give some more....I call it "The Way"....and that is my religion..........INVICTUS. -
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My Interests

I'd like to meet:

I want to meet only true people. People with integrity,honesty, people that are true to their soul. People that are committed to growing, people that are brave, people that can forgive. People that are true to themselves regardless of what everyone else says. People that are true to their word, people that can say to your face what they say behind your back. People that say only what they know to be the truth. I want to meet only real people. People that don't hide behind a facade, people that are the same people in private and public. People that have one persona. People that are validated by their own self-knowledge, not by their skin,bodies, or how many friends they can count,people that don't dilute themselves. Loving people. People that can love unconditionally. People that Love, love some more, and then when the letdown comes, choose to keep loving. People that understand and listen. People that love the weak, the broken, the wounded. People that pick up someone when they are down, instead of walking past. People that are willing to love openly without limits. People that love purely, and truly. People whose words match their behavior. People that are kind. People that will stand for what they love.People that can accept love and give it in return. People that understand that life is short and all that matters is the people that we love and love us. -

My Blog

let it burn

All my memoriesĀ Of a life forgottenThe pictures and letters that we wroteAre hidden in the darkLocked away foreverBuried in a shebox labeled burnLet it burnBurn away the memoriesLet it burnBurn away t...
Posted by on Fri, 15 May 2009 13:26:00 GMT

snow

Only tell me that you still want me here When you wander off out there To those hills of dust and hard winds that blowIn that dry white ocean aloneLost out in the desert you are lost out in the desert...
Posted by on Mon, 29 Sep 2008 23:06:00 GMT

Home

I've got my memoriesAlways inside of meBut I can't go backBack to how it was I believe you nowI've come too farNo I can't go backBack to how it wasCreated for a place I've never knownThis is homeNow I...
Posted by on Mon, 22 Sep 2008 13:00:00 GMT

love remains the same

A thousand times I've seen you standing Gravity like lunar landing You make me wanna run till I find you I shut the world away from here Drift to you, you're all I hear As everything we know fades to ...
Posted by on Mon, 16 Jun 2008 22:35:00 GMT

pictures

I've got their photograph on a stand by my bedTwo on the mantle and thousands in my headI cant believe how fast their growingIt aint supposed to be like thisEverytime I look at them I s...
Posted by on Sun, 13 Apr 2008 23:54:00 GMT