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About Me

Layout by CoolChaser Background from flickr userI'm Turtle(aka David),To be honest I find this part of the page pointless. Why one may ask. Due to the fact that unless you are already a friend of mine the idea that you made it past my picture just to read this one blurb that is to tell you what about me? To want someone to ready to read a 30sec. idea of whom I am as a person off the net?Here is a small hint into the way I think. My thought and wants are to old for my age, but my age is to young to be taken serious. I grew up rather fast so I my act or even seem childish. This is a result of that, other then that my family and friends come first in my eyes due to the fact that men seem to come and go rather quickly when one isn't willing to be...normal. I greatly hate shoes, I find them pointless and unnecessary. In saying that that is also the way I feel about my body image. Don't get me wrong I enjoy looking good but there is a time and a place for that.I am gay, I know shocking. The deal is though I in no means think that it is a choice, and in saying that I believe acting like a Flaming Queen is, most have a slight girlish way to them and that's not bad. I'm not sure why but in my heart of hearts I think somewhere along the way a large number of the gay community lost their way. I don't need nor do I want the lime light caused by simple acts of "show". Also To be very honest I enjoy meeting new people. I feel that from every friend I've been lucky to have had in my 21 years on this rock, I can say that I have learned from them. Everyone has shown me something new. It could have been something as simple as how to paint a straight line to life ideas that will stay with me forever. This goes to my online friends as well. Well at least the one that talk to me more so then a hey what's up.To be kind and blunt I'm not in anyway looking for a boyfriend. To be honest if something happens in my eyes that's fate, but please don't message me in the hopes of dating, sex, or just a good old fuck buddy.I figure if I keep going I will sound more and more...damaged so if you have any questions, Or would just like to rant drop me a line.

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My Blog

Why im broken........

Like my previous bogs have stated I am bitter at life, I fucking hate the word "love" and I don't believe in the always sweet "happy ending". Will everyone's got a story and this side of mine is I mu...
Posted by on Tue, 01 Jan 2008 08:31:00 GMT

To those I have lost.......

..> Words could never say how much I miss you. I want to thank you both for letting me into your lives you have made me a better person for knowing you both... Hoss, I want you to know ...
Posted by on Mon, 17 Dec 2007 06:28:00 GMT

I give thanks

..> ..> ..> To those who are closeted to my heart, There are several things this year that I am greatly thankful for&&&.. I am writing this letter to all whom I call my friends. Weather you ...
Posted by on Wed, 21 Nov 2007 23:00:00 GMT

My B-day Blog

To whom it may consern,I am writing this a little bit late but if you know me will I run on islander time. Ok so June 23d I was apart of a cancer fundraiser called (relay for life) it was a 24ho...
Posted by on Fri, 29 Jun 2007 10:15:00 GMT

At peace......

So, Today started like another day. I didn't get to bed tell about 6am I was wondering my block and just thinking. If you know me then you know this is a "normal" thing for me. What can I say I enjoy...
Posted by on Wed, 06 Jun 2007 03:50:00 GMT

The Great War

These are angels that have fallen from God's grace. Although rarely mentioned in biblical scripture these beings serve as a warning to the reader of what the wrath of God can bring. Angelologists have...
Posted by on Mon, 25 Dec 2006 02:09:00 GMT

The Conflict

Very since I was little I was told that the heart and mind clashed when it came to matters of love. "Do you think things out", Or "Do you follow your heart"? I have determinded that these acusations ...
Posted by on Mon, 18 Dec 2006 00:14:00 GMT

Im still learning...

Even the truth must be placed to words for it to have meaning. Truth or lie they both hold the same value. Important, matters there's so many lives in this world why do we treat some of them with spec...
Posted by on Sun, 10 Dec 2006 22:21:00 GMT

Thankful For

Friends, and Family, loves of my life, people that just make me smile, happy thoughts, the good as the bad, joy, peace, forgiveness, for memories of good day, for the memories of the bad ones to, hopi...
Posted by on Thu, 23 Nov 2006 10:17:00 GMT

The Kindest thing ever read...

Hey Hun~ I came across these two quotes today and I thought of you when I saw them. "There will be many people who will walk in and out of your life but only true friends will le...
Posted by on Mon, 04 Sep 2006 00:32:00 GMT