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lives 2 sin cause noones perfect like jesus christ

in vein&valor be what they fear their days are over out nights are here with hate&heartache

About Me

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First off, I am very INDEPENDENT , so if you can't deal with that, then you can't deal with me. I have a twin, Jessi , who means the world to me. I'm a student at Floyd College, NOW Georgia Highlands. I'm going to school for journalism and want to work for a major entertainment mag. one day. I plan to work hard at my job and one day, hope to have my own entertainment mag. My ultimate goal is to have a building in downtown ATL. prolly...first floor be a venue, second floor be my PR firm, third floor be where my mag. will be published. I want it all to be under one name, and I want to cater to LOCAL bands...everything I do will be to help them get their name out there and become big!!! I also have been a mentor to kids at Anne K. Davies Elementary, kids from rough families and I helped them to become better writers. I'M A VERY, VERY BUSY GAL!!!
I am currently doing some writing with an entertainment mag. called BOG-GOB, out of Chatt, TN. I write music/concert reviews, and interviews!!! I also just got a gig with the website AtlantaRockShows.com. I am writing and etc. for them as well. I am getting very deeply into the ATL. rock music scene, and IT'S OBER EXCITING for me!!! I LOVE IT I've met so many awesome people, and it's just amazing since I've only been doing this since March 06. I'm currently doing some work with Harvest Reaper's Promotions out of Chatt. TN as well.
I'm an awesome listener. I don't judge, ONLY GOD CAN JUDGE ME!!! I have a great personality that tends to draw people to me. I tend to be the weight of my friends, as in...I carry them, through hard times and all the everyday childish drama they choose to deal with...I try and always make peace and have fun!!! I am emotional, and I'm always thinking. I worry and care a lot of others. I am always trying to help people with their problems, and push mine aside. That's why they call me the MOTHER TYPE, and believe it or not, people hate that about me. Yes, I am a little confusing, that is how and who I am!!! Want to be brave and know more...try, I might let you in a little!!!Girly Myspace Layouts
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My Interests

Meeting new bands , and getting more into the ATL. and CHATT. music scene. Being apart of Local Love Loud. Working on my Modeling Portfolio. Supporting our MILITARY!!! Writing Poems, Songs, and Quotes. Reading. Anything ARTSY, Amy Brown, Faeries, Savlador Dali, the Duirwaigh Gallery. Tattoos and any kind of artwork. Celebs. Vintage, Thirft stores, Yard Sales, Flea Markets, BIG City stuff. Dancing, Singing. Cars. Photography. NEWS, Politics, Sports, UGA, Paintballing. Road trips. Learning New Things, Researching just about anything. (Attempting to play) the Keyboard!!!Love meeting new people, and Love hanging out with the friends I do have...Even if they aren't that close and we hardly see each other!!!

I'd like to meet:



♥♥♥ i am me
i am not you
i am me
i am original ♥♥♥
"I don't believe in love, so don't fall for me, I don't believe in destiny, so don't say it was meant to be, I don't believe in wishes b/c they don't come true, and I don't believe in hope b/c it has no place in this world!!!"~I wrote that, so DON'T STEAL IT!!!

♥ As many bands as I can...and as many music people as I can...Hell, it's my job to meet them!!!

ATLANTA ROCK SHOWS.COM

DARKTECH RADIO.COM (((MUSIC THAT DOES'T SUCK)))

LOCAL LOVE LOUD (((SUPPORT LOCAL MUSIC, WHEREVER YOU MAY BE)))

HARVEST REAPER PROMOTIONS (((CHATTANOOGA, TN's NEW FEEL IN NIGHTLIFE)))

THANK YOU GUYS AT STILL TATTOOIN' OFF ROSWELL ROAD. YOU GUYS KICK MAJOR ASS!!!


ACROSS FIVE APRILS "A Year From Now"
Complete and total adoration, My gift to you, my heart was yours, In ten weeks you shaped it, In one night you murdered it. Torn from my chest and laid at your feet, That first step you took was the worst. Since then you've walked a thousand miles in solace and short remark, And I still have these memories, But we'll never see what we could have been. Remember when we talked about where we'd be a year from now? Remember when you held my hand like you'd never let it go? Remember, cause that's all you can do. We'll never make another memory, We'll never make another memory. I wish I'd have died in your arms the last time we were together, So I wouldn't have to wake without you today. This time I thought things were real, You said they were, What happened? You were a priority, Was I an option? I let you see a side of me that I don't share with anyone. Promises are just words unless they are fulfilled. Knew from the beginning all I had to offer you was my heart, I'm sorry that it wasn't enough. So, we'll go our own ways, And hopefully you'll remember the things I've told you, Hopefully you'll understand that everything I said was in sincerity. A broken heart is not what I wanted from this, But I guess I've learned from it. But aren't you supposed to learn from your mistakes? I don't consider this a mistake, I just wish the story didn't end this way, Cause I'm still in love with the person who helped me write it. Remember when you held my hand like you'd never let it go? Remember when we talked about where we'd be a year from now?

Music:


GA BANDS: MOSES JONES, ACLARION,Code*Atom,CRAZY ANGLOS , The Mandrake Theory, Muddah, Hindsight, 11 Standing Still, Uncrowned, Levitate, Dear Enemy, Unknown Soul, LowZ, Illbreak, Echovalve , Headcheck, State of Man ,
Slipagnt, Subject2Change(RIP), FromRuin, Threshold, Colossick, Girlparts, For Those Who've Yet to Come, Hollywood In September,
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TN BANDS: Across Five Aprils, Opposite Box, and Crank Sanatra, 17th Sun, The Sha-pels!!!
NORTHERN BANDS: Calico System, 7 Day Sun, *REGIMENT*, Suicide City, Oddzar, Straight Line Stitch
WEST COAST BANDS: Lorene Drive,

Movies:

The Crow (ALL), Finding Forrester, Good Will Hunting, Patch Adams, What Dreams Are Made Of, Girl Fight, Enough, She's All That, 10 Things I Hate About You, Saved, HOW TO DEAL, Mean Girls, The Breakfast Club, 8 Mile, Drumline, Honey, You Got Served, Tomb Raider (Both), School of Rock, Dead Poet Society, Raise Your Voice, Center Stage, Pieces of April, CAMP, Flashdance, Footloose, Ice Age, FINDING NEMO, Crossroads, Coyote Ugly, X-Men (ALL), Spider Man (Both), Van Helsing, UnderWorld (Both), The NOTEBOOK , A Walk to Remember, The Boondock Saints , Libertine, V for Vendetta , Queen of the Damned, Walking Across Egypt, The Punisher, Finding Neverland, Down to You, Playing by Hearts♥, 54, Gia, Foxfire, Tart, Sonny, Thirteen, Homeroom, We Are Marshall , FACING THE GIANTS, Da Vinci Code, THE INCONVINENT TRUTH (POWERFUL)

Television:

Don't watch too much. But if I did, I'd watch tons of news shows. Patrick got me watching a few shows: INVADER ZIM (I LOVE GIR!!!), BattleStar Gallatica, Stargate Atlantis. I also love Everwood, Judging Amy, Heros, ER, Grey's Anatomy , House, CSI: MIAMI, but also the other CSI's too. MTV. America's Next Top Model is the JAZZ!!!

Books:

GOSH, TOO MANY TO LIST, but I love any of the Chicken Soup for the Soul books. I also love all the classics that you have to read in school. I love poetry and quotes!!! I love psalms and ancient proverbs. I like autobios, and just plain bios. I like Go Ask Alice, It Happened to Nancy, Cut, Smack, BELLjar, The NEVER ENDERS by Michael Sonbert, and just about any young adult books about teens growing up facing the problems of the world. I love NICHOLAS SPARKS , anything he writes is a great book!!! Anything by Kanen Kingsbury is GREAT TOO!!! I like books about New York, actually any city, Art, Vintage, Movies or Music. Wicked which is from the Broadway musical, LOVE IT♥

Heroes:

Don't really have one, but I guess I could say MYSELF ...not to be cocky, but I've been through a lot and I'm proud of myself for being able to get through it without doing anything harmful to myself or lowered myself to drugs adn etc. I have stayed strong throughout, not always smiling or believing in myself, but I've always gotten through, no matter how much shit I've been through and no matter how I thought I'd never make it... I always have!!!

My Blog

Stupid Boy - Keith Urban

My mom is watching the CMT music awards, and I heard this song. Like it a lot and have wanted to say this to a boy here and there from time to time!!!STUPID BOY - Keith Urban ..> ..>Well, she was pr...
Posted by [[Monster]] their words tattoed in his veins. on Tue, 17 Apr 2007 06:13:00 PST

Me, an EMT?!?

I'm excited!!! I might be going to EMT school. I'm really looking forward to it. When Brooke first mentioned it, I was kinda iffy, but I've been honestly thinking about it and it seems like something ...
Posted by [[Monster]] their words tattoed in his veins. on Tue, 17 Apr 2007 04:53:00 PST

Monster- Meg & Dia

MEG & DIA LYRICS:"Monster"His little whispers.Love Me. Love Me.That's all I ask for.Love Me. Love Me.He battered his tiny fists to feel something.Wondered what it's like to touch and feel somethin...
Posted by [[Monster]] their words tattoed in his veins. on Mon, 16 Apr 2007 06:50:00 PST

NOt Good Enough For Truth In Cliche Lyrics - Escape The Fate

Not Good Enough For Truth In Cliche- Escape The FateHurtful words, From my enemies of the last five years, What's it like to die alone? How does it feel when tears freeze, When you cry? The blood in y...
Posted by [[Monster]] their words tattoed in his veins. on Mon, 16 Apr 2007 06:31:00 PST

I love this quote!!!

"Our deepest fears are not that we are inadequete, our deepest fears our that we are powerful beyond measure. It is our light not our darkness that most frightens us. Your playing small does not serve...
Posted by [[Monster]] their words tattoed in his veins. on Mon, 09 Apr 2007 08:54:00 PST

How To Save A Life- The Fray

"How To Save A Life"- The FrayStep one you say we need to talkHe walks you say sit down it's just a talkHe smiles politely back at youYou stare politely right on throughSome sort of window to your rig...
Posted by [[Monster]] their words tattoed in his veins. on Thu, 05 Apr 2007 10:22:00 PST

things for brooke i wanted to save...i think i did them before, but not sure!!!

july 17 2006:i had a dream...and i went walking down this road. it was a hot day but cold rain fell, sunny and no rainbow, long curvy road with no road map, rocky with no way to climb over...then i me...
Posted by [[Monster]] their words tattoed in his veins. on Wed, 04 Apr 2007 09:22:00 PST

WEEKEND FULL OF SHOWS!!!

OMG, HAD TO BE THE BEST FUCKING WEEKEND IVE HAD IN A LONG LONG LONG ASS TIME!!! THURS. STARTED IT WITH ME AND BROOKE GOING TO MY TWIN, JESSI'S HOUSE TO STAY THE NIGHT. THEN FRIDAY, I WAS SUPPOSE TO HA...
Posted by [[Monster]] their words tattoed in his veins. on Mon, 02 Apr 2007 07:41:00 PST

Dear Mr. President Lyrics - PINK

"Dear Mr. President" - PINK(feat. Indigo Girls)Dear Mr. President,Come take a walk with me.Let's pretend we're just two people andYou're not better than me.I'd like to ask you some questions if we can...
Posted by [[Monster]] their words tattoed in his veins. on Sat, 31 Mar 2007 08:34:00 PST

Enter Shikari Vids.

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Posted by [[Monster]] their words tattoed in his veins. on Sat, 31 Mar 2007 08:08:00 PST