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Jocelyn

If I was any more open-minded, my brain would fall out!

About Me

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TELL ME ABOUT YOURSELF - The Survey
Name: Jocelyn.
Birthday: 4-5-66
Birthplace: Manila, Philippines.
Current Location: Santa Monica, CA.
Eye Color: Dark brown.
Hair Color: Reddish brown.
Height: 5'1"
Right Handed or Left Handed: Right.
Your Heritage: Filipino.
The Shoes You Wore Today: Flip flops.
Your Weakness: Shoes.
Your Fears: Men...not so much a fear as a curiousity.
Your Perfect Pizza: Cheese Explosion at Bravo's.
Goal You Would Like To Achieve This Year: Happiness.
Your Most Overused Phrase On an instant messenger: K.
Thoughts First Waking Up: m-f: I don't wanna go to work, s-s: Mmmmmm!
Your Best Physical Feature: My hair.
Your Bedtime: It depends.
Your Most Missed Memory: My mother's cooking
Pepsi or Coke: Coke.
MacDonalds or Burger King: In And Out.
Single or Group Dates: Single.
Lipton Ice Tea or Nestea: Lipton.
Chocolate or Vanilla: Chocolate.
Cappuccino or Coffee: Latte.
Do you Smoke: No.
Do you Swear: If inspired.
Do you Sing: Whenever the feeling strikes.
Do you Shower Daily: Of course!
Have you Been in Love: Yes.
Do you want to go to College: Been there, done that.
Do you want to get Married: Been there, done that.
Do you belive in yourself: Yes...more and more everyday.
Do you get Motion Sickness: Now I do.
Do you think you are Attractive: To some.
Are you a Health Freak: No.
Do you get along with your Parents: Somewhat.
Do you like Thunderstorms: Yes.
Do you play an Instrument: Tried to learn the bass guitar but my fingers are too short.
In the past month have you Drank Alcohol: Sake and/or Bloody Marys and/or Baileys.
In the past month have you Smoked: I don't smoke.
In the past month have you been on Drugs: No.
In the past month have you gone on a Date: No comment.
In the past month have you gone to a Mall: Yes.
In the past month have you eaten a box of Oreos: No.
In the past month have you eaten Sushi: Sushi=Yummy
In the past month have you been on Stage: No.
In the past month have you been Dumped: No.
In the past month have you gone Skinny Dipping: No.
In the past month have you Stolen Anything: No.
Ever been Drunk: Yes.
Ever been called a Tease: Yes.
Ever been Beaten up: Physically, no. Emotionally, yes.
Ever Shoplifted: When I was a little girl I wanted to try lipgloss.
How do you want to Die: In my sleep. Or right after some great sex!
What do you want to be when you Grow Up: Someone who can say "I'm having a wonderful life!".
What country would you most like to Visit: Greece.
In a Boy/Girl..
Favourite Eye Color: Blue.
Favourite Hair Color: Dark brown.
Short or Long Hair: Doesn't matter.
Height: Over 5'9".
Weight: Whatever is proportionate to his height.
Best Clothing Style: I like them all.
Number of Drugs I have taken: 2
Number of CDs I own: I'm not sure.
Number of Piercings: 3
Number of Tattoos: 1...my own design, seen only by a select few.
Number of things in my Past I Regret: 1
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My Interests

Going with the flow...and enjoying every minute.

I'd like to meet:

Good people who know how to enjoy life.

Music:

I have very eclectic tastes. However, Rap and Gospel? No, thank you.

Movies:

Every now and then.

Television:

A waste of time. I'd rather spend the time filling out useless surveys like this:
First Name: Jocelyn
Middle Name: Jose'
Birthday: 4/5/66
Eyes: Dark brown
Hair: Reddish brown
Fav color: Red
Day/Night: Night
Fave Food: Sushi
FRIENDS AND LIFE
Do you ever wish you had another name? No...but I used to hate my name when I was young.
Do you like anyone? I like alot of people.
Which one of your friends acts the most like you? None of my friends act like me.
Who's the loudest? Usually me.
Who have you known the longest of your friends? Cassie
Who's the shyest: No one really.
Are you close to any family members? My brother.
When you cried the most: Going through my divorce.
What's the best feeling in the world: When my daughter asks for my advice...because she is normally so independant.
Worst Feeling: Not being able to help someone I care for.
FINISH EACH SENTENCE:
Let's walk on the: wild side.
Let's run through: the field...naked!
Let's look at the: reasons why you make me crazy.
What a nice: smile you have.
Where did all the: good men go?
Why can't you: say what you mean and do what you say?
Silly, little: kitty.
Tell me: lies, tell me sweet little lies...
HAVE YOU:
Ran away from home: Yes.
Pictured your crush naked: Of course!
Skipped school: Yes...but everbody did it!
Broken someone's heart: Unfortunately, yes.
Been in love: Yes...and it was wonderful.
Cried when someone died: More than I ever thought I could.
Wanted someone you knew you couldn't have: Achingly so.
Done something embarrassing: I'll take the 5th on that.
Done a drug: Yes.
Cried in school: Yes...I lost someone very special then (see above).
RANDOM
Your Good Luck Charm: A little jade turtle.
Person You Hate Most: I don't hate anyone...but there are those I dislike immensely.
Best Thing That Has Happened: It's ALL good!
Ice Cream: Ben & Jerry's Cookies N Cream.
WHO Makes you laugh the most: Everyone makes me laugh.
Makes you smile: Koshka...my kitty.
Has A Crush On You: Koshka...my kitty.
Do You Have A Crush On Someone: Koshka...my kitty.
HAVE YOU EVER
Fallen for your best friend?: Yes...it was a big mistake.
Made out with JUST a friend?: If that happens, then they were never really JUST a friend.
Kissed two people in the same day?: Yes.
Been rejected: . Yes.
Been in love?: Yes.
Been used?: Yes.
Done something you regret?: Yes...see below.
Cheated on someone?: Yes...although technically I was separated...but that's still no excuse.
Been called a tease: Yes.
WHO WAS THE LAST PERSON...
You touched?: Koshka...she is too a person!.
You talked to on the phone?: Florence.
You hugged?: Koshka...but she didn't like it.
You instant messaged?: Chelsea.
You kissed?: Frank.
You yelled at?: I don't like to yell at people.
Who text messaged you?: Chelsea.
Who broke your heart?: No comment.
Who told you they loved you?: Chelsea.
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Books:

I enjoy any books that will show me a perspective I hadn't considered before.

Heroes:

Don't need any.

My Blog

The little truths that can open your eyes...

Saw a bumper sticker today that said, "Don't believe everything you think". So simple, yet still profound.  How often do people let their imaginations run away from them?  All the f*%ing tim...
Posted by Jocelyn on Wed, 27 Aug 2008 08:09:00 PST

How bad could it possibly hurt?

I am struggling with such a sense of longing in my personal life.  It sucks!  Just a little over a month ago, I was fine.  Yes, I was getting a little bored and I was also feeling cold ...
Posted by Jocelyn on Wed, 20 Aug 2008 09:19:00 PST

The ups and downs...

Why are the weekends so tough for me?  I work hard all week and it seems like I'm thankful each day that I'm closer to the weekend.  But then it gets here and I invariably find myself a...
Posted by Jocelyn on Sun, 03 Aug 2008 06:57:00 PST

Breaking the rules and taking chances...

I've decided that I'm tired of living by self-imposed rules.  What good do they do me anyway?  Life should be about experiencing as much as you can in the relatively short amount of time we ...
Posted by Jocelyn on Mon, 28 Jul 2008 04:05:00 PST

Yesterday...

As I was preparing to leave work, after finishing 3 hours of overtime (as oppose to my usual 1.5-2 hours of overtime each day), it suddenly occurred to me that I might need to...GET A LIFE!  lol!...
Posted by Jocelyn on Thu, 26 Jun 2008 09:18:00 PST

Lovin’ LA

Friday night, I was atop a beautiful horse making my way through a trail in the Hollywood hills.  Above me was the moonlight and spread out below me where the expansive lights of LA.  It was...
Posted by Jocelyn on Mon, 16 Jun 2008 11:08:00 PST

Moody Me...

I have been in the weirdest mood lately.  Or rather, my moods have been so erratic that I'm constantly feeling off-kilter.  I believe it began when I went back to Kentucky for my daughter's ...
Posted by Jocelyn on Fri, 13 Jun 2008 10:10:00 PST

He Was A Quiet Man...

I watched a movie Sunday night titled "He Was A Quiet Man".  I thoroughly enjoyed it yet found it so disturbing that even now, I can't stop thinking about it.   The title character was so h...
Posted by Jocelyn on Thu, 08 May 2008 06:49:00 PST

Subconcious Betrayal...

Ever had a dream that was so sad that you woke up crying?  How about a dream that was so wonderful that when you woke up and realized it wasn't real, your heart literally ached in your chest? Ah ...
Posted by Jocelyn on Fri, 02 May 2008 07:21:00 PST

A different perspective...

"All these promises that we make and we break...why is it, do you think, that people get married? ...Because we need a witness to our lives. There's a billion people on the planet, I mean, what does a...
Posted by Jocelyn on Sun, 20 Apr 2008 07:07:00 PST