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About Me

If I speak in the tongues of men and of angels, but have not love, I am only a resounding gong or a clanging cymbal. If I have the gift of prophecy and can fathom all mysteries and all knowledge, and if I have a faith that can move mountains, but have not love, I am nothing. If I give all I possess to the poor and surrender my body to the flames,but have not love, I gain nothing.
Love is patient, love is kind. It does not envy, it does not boast, it is not proud. It is not rude, it is not self-seeking, it is not easily angered, it keeps no record of wrongs. Love does not delight in evil but rejoices with the truth. It always protects, always trusts, always hopes, always perseveres.
Love never fails. But where there are prophecies, they will cease; where there are tongues, they will be stilled; where there is knowledge, it will pass away. For we know in part and we prophesy in part, but when perfection comes, the imperfect disappears.When I was a child, I talked like a child, I thought like a child, I reasoned like a child. When I became a man, I put childish ways behind me. Now we see but a poor reflection as in a mirror; then we shall see face to face. Now I know in part; then I shall know fully, even as I am fully known.
And now these three remain: faith, hope and love. But the greatest of these is love.
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My Interests

I'd like to meet:

People to distract me from myself.

My Blog

survey 3/15

Where is the boy you want most? sitting in an office chair in his room on his computer.Where will you be two hours from now?hopefully asleep. never knowWhy do you feel the way you feel? i feel ki...
Posted by on Mon, 16 Mar 2009 01:01:00 GMT

Extremely long survey that will leave you still knowing nothing about me.

took my medsWhen was the last time you wante d to punch someo ne in their face? yesterday, when T punched me in my shoulder.Has someo ne put their arm aroun d you in the past 5 days? yup last night...
Posted by on Thu, 11 Dec 2008 22:00:00 GMT

Silly me, Lucky you

Who am i to believe I am made of stoneI fall apart when a strong wind hits me.Who am I to believe I would be okmy heart breaks every time i think about youwho am I to believe Ill make it throughwhen y...
Posted by on Sat, 06 Dec 2008 10:56:00 GMT

hard

I hate talking about him. i feel trapped. I dont want to leave my room, i dont want to be alone. i read i letters i wrote him when he went into rehab "i cant wait to have you back in my arms" "im so h...
Posted by on Fri, 07 Nov 2008 09:56:00 GMT

Survey stolen from Kate cuz i have nothing better to do.

If the last perso n you kisse d saw you kissi ng someo ne else right now, do you think they would be mad?noWhere were you at 10: 17 pm last night ? sitting in my bed, watching a movieBesid es this...
Posted by on Wed, 29 Oct 2008 06:08:00 GMT

My fear

I am so afraid i am going to forget. I keep going over every moment i had with him, its so painful. Im cataloging every memory i can think of. I never want to forget anything about us.. about him. Im ...
Posted by on Sun, 19 Oct 2008 00:18:00 GMT

need a bit of glue to hold my heart together

I can not think of beautiful things to say. I can not cry and scream as i want to. The shock is to strong. the plain is to strong. I sit here. i feel useless, i feel worthless. I feel reponsible. I kn...
Posted by on Mon, 13 Oct 2008 21:21:00 GMT

R.I.P Gidget

I found out this morning that Gidget had died last night of an overdose. There are no words to describe how this feels. For so long he was my world. and now he is gone. I know a large amount of people...
Posted by on Sat, 11 Oct 2008 00:31:00 GMT

Yet another Blog about nothing. Not actually worth reading

Go to urban dicti onary . com and type in your answe r to each quest ion in the searc h box, then write the defin ition it gives you. . . 1) Your name? Crysta1.n. someone who has an extremely sma...
Posted by on Thu, 09 Oct 2008 01:43:00 GMT

A List.

camelskittensbowling shoesprogramspaintingskissespillowspantsmy ford escortipodspromisesrazorsratscandygatoradeTelevisionwood panelsmoonlightcementice creamCoronashairliespillsjewelrywaiting roomstruc...
Posted by on Tue, 16 Sep 2008 05:53:00 GMT