You may think I am an asshole or a bitch, but the truth is I am a good person at heart. Yeah sure, I can have a mean streak in me, but most of the people I meet like me... I get my heart broken regularly but it's fine coz I know it's my curse and I should face it!!! Im only true to those who are true to me I dont take shit from anyone And I dont care if you have a problem with me.. so let me tell you some stuffs about me and i hope it`ll not turn you off!? im so tired of life. i feel like giving up and letting myself rot away. i wish whatever it is that makes me feel this way would crawl out and die. ive lost touch with everything. i have no appetite, even when im hungry. i have no motivation. my emotions are out of control. the smallest things make me break down. nobody cares. my family doesnt even take the situation seriously. it doesnt bother me much though, becuz i lack feeling for anyone. i dont want to be a burden. im just tired of pushing people away, but i cant help it. i hate myself. and at the same time i like who i am. i want to let them know, but then i feel like an attention whore. everything about me is a contradiction. Dont you just hate it when people say they could help when they really couldn't???... its like saying.."COME I CAN HELP YOU!... I KNOW FRIGGIN PROBLEMS AND I UNDERSTAND!"... i felt like screaming such rude words to them...but they are my friend... and I'd worse if they wasnt... so instead,, I told them to GO AWAY and FLY WITH THE BIRDS...COZ THEY'd NEVER UNDERSTAND ME! Gosh I feel like im going downward spiral where everything swell as emotions go down by... who would've thought that I...myself, could have him... people wont just mind their DamNn businesses...so Im sorry that im not racist enuff to be part of the stupid thing... gah!!! people these daysss!!! Yess so me and my FrIeNdS have plans to make a society of people that hates people...LOLZ!!! yeahhhh that'd be soOooOo coOL!... antagonist freaks and oxymorons in the friggin club! .... ahahahaha gosh I have my ways to get what I want... My life itself is just made up of Forced smiles...and quiet tears... there really is no way for Love to save you! If you think that way then your enigmatic stupidity has taken over you!!! and I must say your brain is pretty infected and dementically obstruct...so mind me for saying that!... I dont want to be a chalk..beliving in such things could just blow me away into dust... Im already drowning Asphyxiated... and Im trying to break that thing... the thing that he has started coz it hurts deeply! To be honest... nothing of us is original in our own ways, we're just simply combined effort of everybody and the experiences that we've gone thru and known...so if your thinking that you're original...then screw you!!!... we're just different no originality at all! you do well to remember that! sometimes im serious... sumtYms Im CraZY!! im real, what u see is what u get.. I love pissing off people outta their feet! umm.. Im verY APproaChabL? I hate baCk stabbErs sO if U g?tta ?robLem with me..teLL me right On mY faCe dude! haaa i juz don't like it when people talk behind my back.. i dont want to sound rude but im just speaking my mind.. ya see im not a bad girl im just a good girl wHo does bad things.. get it? hekz... hmm.. im different in sooo many ways.. im a complete weirdo..i have the strangest ideas, i do what i want to do..this is my life..nobody can tell me what to do..Nobody has the right to judge me!! blah! i have my own mind, i can make decisions by myself..... fcorz i know, not everything that i want would be good for me.. i made a lot of mistakes already...but common! im human..im not perfect! nobody is.. (hmm.. what a lame excuse! haha) nwei..as i was saying..ive been through a lot already.. i learned a lot from my experiences..became matured in many aspects physically & emotionally... It pisses me off when people pass judgement and assume that I'm a certain way, simply because I'm not the one to initiate a conversation. If you really want to talk to me then come up to me. Don't ASSUME anything about me, especially if you think I'm stuck up, bitchy, c before you even have the chance to get to know me because I am one of the RADDEST girls you will ever meet. If I am wronged, I am a firm believer in second chances, but do it again and you are seriously pushing it. It isn't fair for good people to be taken advantage of. well anyway...I am a proud, passionate person with overpowering sentiments, who values reputation. I am Intense and more dominating than others. Has excessive appetites and could lack refinement or tact. Exerts less control over personal life and is very sociable and openly demonstrative with affections and pure-minded, underestimates enemies and overestimates friends. Extroverted, not likely to be secretive and will be directand credulous. Ambitious and forceful, but not always objective, I could be your dangerous opponent, I do not concede defeat graciously, not a quitter and can be relied on to have immense power of endurance, I have enough vigor for ten. Extremely good-hearted. I am an honest person who loves with all my heart. I am very considerate as a rule and do not know how to camouflage my emotions. In a love affair I always end up as the injured party. My main fault? My inability to say “NO†firmly to myself, when difficulties result, I will bear the blame and burden uncomplainingly. But always manage to make a comeback, brighter and bolder than before. I`m overly emotional. Im only true to those who are true to me I dont take sh*t from anyone And I dont care if you have a problem with me Even if I hate you, Im not mean to you I laugh at my own jokes.. if I am in a relationship with a guy, i am very serious; I give it a lot and want a lot out of it but w/o telling him.. i am really emotional and in touch with my feelings...
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