My name is Stephanie but I'm better known as Mommy
Before I was a Mom,
I never tripped over toys
or forgot words to a lullaby.I didn't worry whether or not
my plants were poisonous.I never thought about immunizations.Before I was a Mom,
I had never been puked on.Pooped on.Chewed on.Peed on.I had complete control of my mind
and my thoughts.I slept all night.Before I was a Mom,
I never held down a screaming child
so doctors could do testsOr give shots.I never looked into teary eyes and cried.I never got gloriously happy over a simple grin.I never sat up late hours at night
watching a baby sleep.Before I was a Mom,
I never held a sleeping baby just because
I didn't want to put him down.I never felt my heart break into a million pieces
when I couldn't stop the hurt.I never knew that something so small
could affect my life so much.I never knew that I could love someone so much.I never knew I would love being a Mom.Before I was a Mom,
I didn't know the feeling of
having my heart outside my body.I didn't know how special it could feel
to feed a hungry baby.I didn't know that bond
between a mother and her child.I didn't know that something so small
could make me feel so important and happy.Before I was a Mom,
I had never gotten up in the middle of the night
every 10 minutes to make sure all was okay.I had never known the warmth,
the joy,
the love,
the heartache,
the wonderment
or the satisfaction of being a Mom.I didn't know I was capable of feeling so much,
before I was a Mom.
I love it when he smiles. It’s cute how he laughs. Every time I look at him, I remember the first time he looked into my eyes and now I can’t imagine my life without him. Yep! That little boy has me wrapped around his finger! Everyone has someone in their life that keeps them looking forward to another day.. He's that someone for me. Austin Michael Asher <3
I gave him life,he gave me a reason to live.
