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Melshary

But if I wanted silence I would whisper, & if I wanted loneliness I'd choose to go, & if i l

About Me

The Basics
name Melshary
aliases Mel, Shary
age 27
birthday 09.22.79
birthplace Brooklyn, NY
ethnicity Dominican
eye color Dark Brown
hair color Dark Brown
height 5 foot 3'
weight mind your business
piercings Just Ears
status Single
Orientation Lesbian
Location Roosevelt Island
Hobbies Writing, Singing
Fav Color Blue
Fav Animal Elephant
I Hate Liars
deeper
Thought I would try something new and actually let ya’ll know some real stuff about me. Let’s see how many of ya’ll really read this. I must say I really hate the “about me sections”, I never really know what to say… I figured the truth would be a good start... My sense of humor : dry as the desert and sarcastic as fuck... LOL... You’ll get or you won’t...
I have an odd tendency to remember people and things one would typically forget after years of its absence. I also have an odd tendency to forget things I say seconds after I've said it.
I’m very single, but at this point in life emotionally unavailable. Not saying that there isn’t someone out there that can knock down my walls, just saying she hasn’t found me. “With Time all heals”.
I’m a realistical dreamer. Sometimes the sky isn’t the limit. Nothing in life is certain, so I rather not plan on life.
I’m what some would call “hyper sensitive”. This basically means I’m extremely sensitive. I mean even watching the sunset could bring me to tears. I’m not a big crying baby; I just see the beauty and sadness in everything really strong.
I love to laugh so hard that my cheeks hurt. I have a very small circle of friends. I don’t trust people very easily. I like to live a drama free life, I don’t like to feel like I’m staring in a movie. I have no problem with cutting people from my life that seem to only bring negative shyt with them.
When it comes to making promises to me I’m very much like a child, I don’t like it when people break their promises, and if you do, have a great reason. I believe in the motto “do what you say you’re going to do”.
I sing, yeah, don’t ever ask me too. LOL. I love and enjoy life. I go beyond looks. Beauty will catch you but won’t keep you.
I love the English language, so if you write like diis, don’t bother too. Please don’t ruin the small pleasures I have in life.
My Tattoos
Well right now theres only 4 tattoos as you can see. I guess I plan to get one more, but I know it's going to take me a while to decide what I want. All of my tattoos have real meaning to me. I just don't get something permanently placed on my body for the hell of it. My last tattoo was the one on my foot of an elephant. If you know anything about me then you know I love elephants. That sucker really hurt by the way.
The tattoo on my lower back, which happens to be the first one I got, is an African Symbol called SANKOFA. Basic meaning: symbol of importance of learning from the past. Everything that happens in your future is due to your past.
The tattoo on my shoulder is of a Labrys. Basically a double-sided hatchet or axe. Commonly used in ancient Europe, Africa, and Asia. Both a weapon and a harvesting tool. Greek artwork depicts the Amazon armies of Europe wielding labrys weapons. Amazons ruled with a dual-queen system in which one queen was in charge of the army and battle, and the other queen stayed behind to administer the conquered cities. Today, the labrys is a lesbian and feminist symbol of strength and self-sufficiency. In addition, the labrys also played a part in ancient mythology. Demeter, the goddess of the earth, used a labrys as her scepter. Rites associated with the worship of the Demeter, as well as Hecate (the goddess of the underworld), are believed to have been involved in lesbian sex.
The Asian symbol at the base of my neck, well that means eternal. I know my body is not forever but I would like to think that my soul is.
elephant ♥
Pictures
who i'd like to meet...
People who are real in all sense of the word, can stimulate me with conversation, you know about life and stuff, can I learn something from you? Or are you just bringing the same bull to the table as everyone else. I want to meet people that are passionate about something, anything, as long as this passion drives you towards a goal. I want open minded people in my life, people that sometimes think a little left of center. Why care what anyone else thinks of you as long as you think highly of you. Creativity is always welcomed Just be yourself.
* Brief Lesson on who I dont want to meet
If you dont read my page dont bother sending me a message. Most likely what you ask my page would have answered for you. If you send me a friends request and I happen to accept and never hear from you again, I will delete you without notice. I have no space for idle friends. MEN: I am a Lesbian, and no you will not be the one to change that. That about covers it for now.
stalk me
Make sure that you have sent me some kind of message on myspace or that I have spoken to you before. Let me know that you want to add-me before you do. Because if I don't know you I won't let you add me...
AOL: bellashary
MSN: [email protected]
Please don't be hitting me up on some stupid shyt. You'll get the block bottom in a hurry.. I do have yahoo it's only given out by special request, meaning I have to know you like that.
MY GROUP
Well I have a little group on Myspace. Called Finest Gyrls that like Gyrls .. Yes it’s a female only group… Go check it out and join…. It’s Private Membership, so if you are not a Lesbian or Bisexual I will not approve you to join… Also you need to have a picture of yourself on your page, you need to have your orientation on your page or have a good reason for not having it there. That’s about it for now… So check it out!
Finest Gyrls that like Gyrls
where I'v been
Coming Soon!
where you at

My Interests

In three words I can
sum up everything I've
learned about life:
it goes on
--Robert Frost

Photography •
Art •
♥Music •
Writing •
Reading •
Singing •
Chocolate •
Movies •
Life •
Elephants •
TV •
Peace •
The Web •
Sleeping •
Travel •
orchids •
tatoos •
Thinking •
Crying •
* Shopping •
Starbucks •
Dreaming •
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I'd like to meet:



comments are always welcomed and returned

Dear Mel,

Music:



The Sounds.
artists.

.

Movies:

* On Film.
Man on Fire
*Crash
*American Beauty
♥ High Art
* Color Purple
Mommie Dearest
*Flirting
*Fight Club
♥ Alice In Wonderland

* Horror Films
I'm a big baby but I luv me some scary movies. Yeah I'm the type to cover my eyes when something pops out. I know I'ma PUNK
*The Sixth Sense
*SAW 1 & 2
*Friday the 13th 1 to 8
*Halloween (all)
*The Shinning
*The Ring/ Ringu

* Brat Pack!
I'm a great big fan of the following 80's movies. Ya'll know Molly was the shyt!
*Pretty in Pink
*Sixteen Candles
♥ Some Kind of Wonderful
*Breakfast Club
*Saint Elmo's Fire
*She having a Baby
.

Television:

*CSI
*Law & Order SVU
♥ The L Word
♥ Noah's Arc
*Family Guy
*Boondock
*The Unit
♥ ANTM
*Oprah
*Flip This House
♥ And I luv the LOGO channel

.

Books:

*Siddhartha
*She's come undone
* The Color Purple
*Girl, Interrupted
*Memoirs of a Geisha
* The Vanished Man
*Coffee will make you black ♥
.
VIDEO GAMES * Kingdom Hearts 1
* Kingdom Hearts 2
* Final Fantasy X-2
* Mario Bros 1,2,3
* Halo
.

Heroes:

Papi

My Blog

Fade To Black

.....and before the black hole that developed on my heart consumed me, my mind and heart decided that it was only fair to take one last chance at that little thing that has been the root of my pain......
Posted by Melshary on Wed, 25 Apr 2007 08:17:00 PST

To be continued&&&.

Give me a second to catch my breathe&&&.. Willing my feet thought flooded streets, The air chilled and froze the butterflies that disrespectfully developed within me, Without permissions they caused t...
Posted by Melshary on Wed, 18 Apr 2007 04:30:00 PST

YOU:

My heart has felt many aches. And now it trembles in my chest with fear at the thought of liking you.
Posted by Melshary on Tue, 17 Apr 2007 10:52:00 PST

To Whom it may concern:

Last night I fought hard to hold back tears that I yet can't explain where they materialized at. I laid in silence and let you vent all over me, and we came to the conclusion that your issues for the ...
Posted by Melshary on Tue, 17 Apr 2007 10:50:00 PST

Quick Sand&.

I stood solid at your door, as you told me you didn't want me anymore. I willed my feet to take flight, Stuck in quick sand, my mobility conquered by my grief,  my heart sinking in disbelief. M...
Posted by Melshary on Wed, 28 Mar 2007 07:51:00 PST

My little secret

My little secret is nothing more Than a deceives plan to pull you in. Draw you to the edge Of  wanting, Of needing, Of confirmation, That it is you  That I impregnate parallel line after l...
Posted by Melshary on Mon, 22 Jan 2007 09:26:00 PST

Maybe I shouldnt say what I long to do

Give me some time, To wonder in the familiar Territory which is my mind. I fantasize fantasies Of what it would be If there was just a you and me. Words that cause temptations Some how get lost in ...
Posted by Melshary on Sun, 21 Jan 2007 05:45:00 PST

In thinking of someone not thinking of me....

In thinking of someone not thinking of me.... I'll hide my feelings well, I'll play the friend without fail. But deep down there's a longing. A wanting to be more. Unattainable dreams, Temporary solu...
Posted by Melshary on Sat, 20 Jan 2007 09:37:00 PST

Im over it completely

So it's been a minute since I written something and being that it's so nasty out today I felt compelled to write. I guess I feel like I have a lot in my mind that should just come out. Starters I made...
Posted by Melshary on Sun, 14 Jan 2007 11:04:00 PST

Poem: I Miss You

Something old.  Written A long time ago...   I miss you everyday I don`t see I miss you everyday I don`t hear you But I fucked up and everyday I pay for my mistake in missing you Sleepless ...
Posted by Melshary on Wed, 03 Jan 2007 08:49:00 PST