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About Me

I'm Josh, but you can call me Smith
Right now I'm a Member of New Life Drama Company (spring Tour '09 Team 2! Woo!)
I'm 20 years young.
I'm a Christian.
I'm a dread head.
I'm probably not like anyone you know.
I'm a total car fanatic. I know a ton about cars and engines
I repeat myself a lot.
I'm a dreamer. And I dream big.
I know a lot of things about a lot of things.
I am a Phlegmatic/Melancholy/Choleric
I absolutely love music.
I'm a total computer junkie, too.
I like to think outside the box, and encourage others to.
Sometimes I do strange things, just to make people question me.
I'm not going to change the world, I've already started.
As conceited or strange as it may sound, I consider myself free-thinking, radical, and a visionary.
If different is good, I'm very good. And I like who I am.
The world is made up of sounds and words and feelings and memories that paint the picture of your reality. Believe that. Don't take the ugly reality of the world as it is. Twist it, make it your own, and enjoy it. Life is a gift! Think and feel and love and grow!
I change my mind a lot, and I'm weird.
I like attention. Give it to me.
I wanna see the Aurora Borealis before I die.
I have music in my heart.
I like the way it feels to sleep on a California King Size Bed.
I like the feeling you get when you know someone is happy to see you.
Be careful how you say things to me. I always think the worst.
I failed 12th grade once.
I repeat myself a lot.
I love that time of day when the sun is shining through your window enough fill every corner of the room with golden light.
i play guitar and bass, but mainly bass.
I am addicted to iced coffee.
I wanna be a rock star.
I love rice, frozen pop-tarts, chicken of any kind, hash browns, and toaster strudels
i love stickers.
I love my friends and hanging out with them.
Don't message or comment me in all caps or just to say "hey", your message or comment will be deleted/ignored.
Even if you don't message me in all caps or just to say "hey", i may or may not reply. I suffer from laziness, and I'm too lazy to get over it.
"And after you suffer for a short time, God, who gives all grace, will make everything right. He will make you strong and support you and keep you from falling."
1 Peter 5:10
"Rest in me oh my love I have loved you before the world began rest in me oh my love, you will never wander too far to reach my hand Did they not murder you? Did they not see you die? Hanging on a tree as life had left your eyes Did we not torture you? Smiling as you died. Or is it that you killed death itself, and now you are alive?"
"You don't have to know how you're gonna get there. Just know that you're going."

My Interests

I'd like to meet:

Reese Roper, P.O.D., Banksy, Philip Seymour Hoffman, George Lucas, Nicolas Cage, Morgan Spurlock, Kate Winslet, Johnny Depp, Tanner Foust, Steven Spielberg, Monica Potter, Vince Vieluf, Michael Crichton(RIP)

My Blog

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i keep a chest full of broken ribs,buried underneath the floorboards of my heart.where one by one ive let people reach in and tear my insides apart.i gave away the key to the cage that contained my br...
Posted by on Sun, 08 Mar 2009 19:30:00 GMT

more paint.net stuffs

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Posted by on Fri, 27 Feb 2009 20:03:00 GMT

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Quickpost this image to Myspace, Digg, Facebook, and others! made this for michael
Posted by on Fri, 20 Feb 2009 19:34:00 GMT

forget

it didnt feel the same.not the way it used to.i dont know what i expected, but it wasnt what I got.i knew youd forget.i hate dreams.
Posted by on Mon, 19 Jan 2009 20:09:00 GMT

dreads

so, i've started a journey.i've been thinking about this for a long time, and now that all the dust has settled, i have begun.i'm growing dreads. (already started actually)why, you ask?well there are ...
Posted by on Tue, 16 Dec 2008 20:37:00 GMT

from the road

so I'm sitting here in a library in mount airy, Nc. the town where they made the TV show andy Griffith. and my timer says I have 17 minutes of computer time left.   so....hi.     idk wh...
Posted by on Tue, 24 Jun 2008 11:33:00 GMT

the definition of departing.

i think the american heritage dictionary defines departure best.departure-noun1-the act of leaving2-a starting out, as on a trip or a new course of action.exit. exodus. going. withdrawal. abandonment....
Posted by on Mon, 02 Jun 2008 11:10:00 GMT

gone baby gone

so...........for those of you who dont know........im leaving.im joining NLDC for the summer.its gonna cost me a lot.and i dont mean financially.this is the hardest thing ive ever done.the biggest dec...
Posted by on Thu, 15 May 2008 22:22:00 GMT

life

i dont know what to say or how much to say or how to say it.these past few days have been pretty rough for me.and i havent dealt with it in the best way.rather than running from or fighting the pain, ...
Posted by on Wed, 07 May 2008 13:00:00 GMT

what i think vs reality

what i think:I can do nothing for you.I'm no hero.I can't help you.You don't even need me around.You'd probably even be better off without me trying to help.I shouldn't be trying to help anyone.I'm on...
Posted by on Tue, 22 Apr 2008 17:14:00 GMT