jennalari' | 18 | 5'11 | single.
[humble/houston/kingwood/cleveland/huntsville/huffman]
Living is easy with eyes closed
misunderstanding all you see
It's getting hard to be someone
but it all works out
It doesn't matter much to me.
I'm JennaLari', and I'm no longer in a love "triangle"!
Get at me; but don't expect much from me emotionally
Before you begin; I love lists
&& My hair is naturally red
I've been through a lot, but I realize that I have everything I could ever want out of life - so I'm only looking up. I try to stay optimistic and motivated, and it's actually extremely hard to keep a smile off my face.
I have: friends, books, music, make-up, smoking paraphernalia, knowledge of random things, understanding for the physical and spiritual world, hope, determination, a dog and a hedgehog, a full ride to Sam Houston State University, the best friends I could ask for, the best memories I could ask for, the mind set to overcome everything, and the belief in mind over matter
I do not have: Car insurance, good tires, World of Warcraft any longer, parents, as much strength as I would like [but enough to get me through]
I'm pretty simple but at the same time pretty complex. I happen to be made up of: Pinky promises, oversized hand me down jackets to sleep in, raves, happiness, eyeliner, brains, a huge heart and sense of kindness, smoking dank, rolling nuts, tripping balls, heightened paranoia, bubble baths, driving in the rain, extreme snuggling and hugs, worries, fears, O.C.D, perfectionist ways, low tolerance for failure at the English language and fake/judgmental people, art exhibits and museums, sleeping for days, staying awake for days, driving into nothingness and getting completely lost to the world, & books and knowledge.
I love everything and everybody and I refuse to let the feeling of hatred enter my body. I do, however, extremely dislike socks, shoes, drinking, elevators,Styrofoam cups, coke, meth, heroine, and myspace IM.
Note to world; Farters get to be the big spoon.
Well Jesus Christ I'm not scared to die...
...I'm a little bit scared of what comes after