Im Not A Tease Jus A Reminder Of What U Cant Have

About Me

Jus Me:
My name is Desiree but some of my friends call me Angel. I am a real outgoing, loud person. I have a tendency to be rude, but it's cuz I like to joke around an I fuck wit people like that. I don't get along wit a lot of bitches but it's cuz I can't stand it when they do stupid shit, say stupid shit an I don't like the drama. I try not to be around a lot of that shit, but I guess nothing is perfect. I'm a chill ass girl, enjoy doin new things. I like snowmachinging, jet skiing, down hill skiing, four wheeling an a bunch of other shit. I like to jus get out n do shit. I'm single, an I don't really plan on havin a man anytime soon, I'm tryna be about me an get my shit together. Men jus seem to waste the time I could be usin on something a lot more productive. So guys, we can chill n be friends but u wastin ya time if u think u gonna get some pussy or a girlfriend. I don't even wanna booty call. I do it betta. An as for the ladies.... I might not give a guy that kinda attention but I might give u that attention if u interested. Holla atcha girl.
Juz do you cuz I damn sho does ME.
It took me forever to learn this lesson, an that is don't ever change your course for no body. Do you and do what you gotta do to get yours. I'm about my money and I'm about ME. Men, get in where you fit in cuz I am NOT gonna make room or time for you in my life! I got WAY to much to be doin with my life to be tryna stop an smell the roses for some guy. Shit.. Theres SO much to be doin, an never enough time. I got an education I'm tryna further, an I'll be leaving Fairbanks for a bit to do it. I'm not sure exactly what I'm going to train for, but either a medical assistant, business major, or psychology. An that's what I'm about. I might kick it with you but believe me, I AM LEAVING. I'm not gonna stay here even if I fall in love or whatever. Nothings going to hold me back anymore. I wanna be ME an do this shit RIGHT. The future is a scary thing, endless possibilities, but you know what? I'ma make it MINE. Look for me cuz I'ma be a major thing. Whatever I do I'ma be the best at it. I know I can be big an bossy. An that's what I'm going to do. Fuck getting married and settling down. That use to be my dream but it got crushed when I lost my baby an the babies daddy. I'll never forget the things I've lost and the lessons I've learned in life, but damnit I'ma carry on. I'ma be the shit. I'm going to be every mans dream. Independent, strong, smart an doing my damn thing for ME. Live, Love, Passion, Power, Respect. Oh ya, n MOE. Money Over EVERYTHING.
An Sho NUFF, baby girl IS a ridah. I love bein there with my girls or my homies n doin whatever. Dirty, clean I don't give a fuck long as we smart about it. I'll ride for you if you ride for me. Down ass bitch. What more can I really say about that? Get your grown women on. I will ride n shit but you should also know I'm a grown ass women, an I don't ride for STUPID SHIT. I don't talk to fuck boys n fuck girls. I'm on that real shit. If you want me to ride for you n with you it has to be on some real shit. Money makin shit, bossed up shit. I don't play around with oh, this bitch beat me up, let's go jump her. U lost a one on one fight? Then fuckin practice more cuz that's YOUR damn fault. An I am BOUT MY SHIT. I don't know how to half ass anything I do, so if you wanna come with me an do some shit, you gotta be about it 100% cuz I don't fuck with flakes n jokes. You can't be sayin u gonna do something n not do it. DAMNIT TAKE CARE OF BUSINESS!!!
Some Quotes That Mean Something To Me:
I Wish I Loved Anything As Much As A Child Loves Bubbles. They Love Bubbles So Much, It Makes You Realize Your Inability To Love Anything Anymore...
All Men Are Dogs But I'd Rather Have A Rich Pit Then A Broke German Sheperd.
Actions speak louder then words, I'm gonna treat you the way you deserve.
I'm Worth So Much More Then The Occasional I Love you
The Heart Dies A Slow Death, Shedding Each Hope Like Leaves, Until There Is No Hope Left.
Great Minds Don't Think Alike, They Think For Themselves.
Stand By Me An I'll Bring The World To Ur Feet
Life Might Give You A Bad Hand, But If You Play Your Cards Right, Everything Is Gonna Be Alright
Something worth having is worth fighting for...
Real Recognise Real An You Lookin Real Unfamilar Right Now!!
Never Been That Bitch, Never Will Be
Gotta Lotta Swagga, Nope I Neva Stagga, Keep Ya Game Tight
Yea I got a lil fat, but mah shawty tell me dat he like it like dat.
Even If I Go Broke, You'll Never Break Me...
It's Ok to lose your pride over someone you love, but It's not ok to lose someone you love over your pride...

My Interests

I like to sing, dance, I drink occasionally. I might smoke some bomb occasionally but not often. I enjoy spending time with my friends and going to movie's. I also like to jus kick it quietly in the spot. I have a passion for drawing, I love art and I love music. I also like several different instruments, the flute, saxophone, piano, violin, guitar, and a few others.. I know how to play a few of the above but have none of my own. There, now u know some of my interests.

"She can't hide no matter how hard she ..tries.. her secret disguised behind the ..lies.. and at night she ..cries.. away her pride with eyes shut tight staring at her ..inside.."

Found it on Glens page, but I like it. No..... U can't have it back, It's MINE!

Trust no fool, fear no bitch. Trust no one except those you keep right next to your heart. Family ONLY. An hey, if u not blood you can still be family if we been through it like that. Fear NO BITCH. They all bleed. They can't do to you what you can't do to them. FEAR NO BITCH! Fight with all your heart an strength for what you want and what you believe in, your values. Never let any bitch tell you it isn't worth it or set you back, cuz they just on that jealous shit. If they was grown they would leave you to your own. Fuck all bitches, except mine, lol. Gotta love my bitches though. I only keep the best by my side. Only the ones that are down to ride. The rest can fuck off, take a fuckin trip cuz u fallin. Not even on my level, so I don't waste my time. That's why I don't keep a lot of bitches around, cuz most of em is stupid an on that fuck shit. So if you a real bitch n u about yours, GET MONEY. GET AN EDUCATION, get yours boo boo. An get at me cuz we might have some things to discuss if you real. Holla atcha girl.

Chinese Zodiac, DRAGON

The Dragon is one of the most powerful and lucky Signs of the Chinese Zodiac. Its warm heart makes the Dragon's brash, fiery energy far more palatable. This is a giving, intelligent and tenacious Sign that knows exactly what it wants and is determined to get it. Dragons possess a certain natural, charming charisma that ensures they can always influence their peers and often find themselves the center of attention in social situations. This Sign is truly blessed, too; Dragons are considered to be very lucky in love! The Dragon's friends are always keen to hear what this firebrand has to say and when it comes to dispensing advice, the Dragon has the floor.

Its ego can get in the Dragon's way, but even so, this larger-than-life creature has a knack for initiating projects and keeping the troops motivated. According to Dragons, it's their natural born right to lead the way -- because who else could do it so surely and so well? As lucky as they are, Dragons have a good chance of achieving considerable material wealth during their lifetimes, although it isn't mere money that's this Sign's main motivation. Power is what the Dragon wants and truly believes it deserves. Dragons are quite the opportunists, forever searching for ways in which to consolidate their considerable power. Contrary to all this strength and fire, a weakened Dragon is a sad sack, a creature that refuses to take defeat with even a modicum of grace.

The role of leader is the only one the Dragon wants, the better from which to give orders and be king of the hill. They make solid leaders, too, knowing instinctively what needs to be done to stay on top. Crossing the Dragon is never a good idea -- this beast can singe! A valuable life lesson for this clever creature would be to absorb the principles of flexibility, compassion and tolerance. Being high and mighty can serve to inspire others, but it also keeps Dragons from living their lives to the fullest. If Dragons can learn to balance their quest for success with an appreciation for the little things, their life will be more than worthwhile.

12 Month Zodiac, TAURUS

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"To love for the sake of being loved is human, but to love for the sake of loving is Angelic."
Alphonse De Lamartine (1790-1869)
What I get from this quote is that if your truly know what love is, it is unconditional and no matter how much a person hurts you, or how bad things get, god says we should love even our enemies. Love shouldn't be something that easily fades even if the other person doesn't love you back.
You often say, "I would give, but only to the deserving."
The trees in your orchard say not so, nor the flocks in your pastures.
They give that they may live, for to withhold is to perish. Surely he who is worthy to receive his days and his nights, is worthy of all else from you.
Kahlil Gibran
What I got from this quote is that if a man is giving you his all, even if you don't feel that he deserves your all, your wrong. When someone gives you a piece of themselves, they more then already deserve your all.
When you are sorrowful, look again in your heart, and you shall see that, in truth, you are weeping for that which has been your delight.
Kahlil Gibran (January 6, 1883 â€“ April 10, 1931)
This quote means to me that true sadness is caused by the realization that you once had what made you happy. It's because something that once filled your heart was torn from you and the hole is what hurts.

My Blog

Its Funny

People tryn say that oh... U'll be ok, tomorrow is another day. But I can't see tomorrow because I haven't gone to sleep yet. How's it going to get better when it isn't even done getting worse?? How d...
Posted by Im Not A Tease Jus A Reminder Of What U Cant Have on Sat, 08 Mar 2008 09:20:00 PST

Its fuckin rediculous

I never thought I'd miss someone so much that I'd have to put alarms n reminders in my phone an schedule an calender to remind me to smile when they gone. I never thought that I'd be the one feelin fu...
Posted by Im Not A Tease Jus A Reminder Of What U Cant Have on Mon, 03 Mar 2008 04:10:00 PST

A Sweet Goodbye?

The sweetest goodbye, is a goodbye never said.
Posted by Im Not A Tease Jus A Reminder Of What U Cant Have on Mon, 04 Feb 2008 03:18:00 PST

New Years Revolutions...

I've actually got several. 1. I'm going to try to stay outta other peoples business, no matter how interesting it may seem So yes Q, That means I'm gonna stop checking your text messages, LOL. 2...
Posted by Im Not A Tease Jus A Reminder Of What U Cant Have on Tue, 01 Jan 2008 07:51:00 PST

Peace And Serenity

God please grant me peace in my soul, and hope in my heart again. Please help me to be strong despite the pain I feel in my heart. Please grant me the ability to have patience when I feel that I've ex...
Posted by Im Not A Tease Jus A Reminder Of What U Cant Have on Wed, 12 Dec 2007 10:35:00 PST

Thanksgiving...

Hey everyone, I hope that your Thanksgiving's were good. I hope people enjoyed their family's and friends company and ate well. Mine kinda sucked, but I'm not gonna complain. ...
Posted by Im Not A Tease Jus A Reminder Of What U Cant Have on Fri, 23 Nov 2007 07:45:00 PST

What’s up?

Damn, I haven't put anything in here for while, thought I'd put in a small lil something something. I haven't been doing that much lately, jus livin life an tryna keep my shit together. I need money ...
Posted by Im Not A Tease Jus A Reminder Of What U Cant Have on Sun, 18 Nov 2007 03:53:00 PST

An Update

WORK... Yay... Sorry people if I don't reply instantly or whatever, I work a full time job, and I bust my mutha fuckin ass tryna get this money. I'm truely sorry if YOU have more free time then ME. An...
Posted by Im Not A Tease Jus A Reminder Of What U Cant Have on Mon, 15 Oct 2007 02:07:00 PST

Here’s To You

Posted by Im Not A Tease Jus A Reminder Of What U Cant Have on Sun, 16 Sep 2007 07:28:00 PST

If I Learned ONE Thing From You

I learned not to lower my standards for ANYONE. No acceptions. What's the point? Most men come and go ANYWAYS, so why have a man that's gonna come and go if he's not exactly what you wanted in the fir...
Posted by Im Not A Tease Jus A Reminder Of What U Cant Have on Wed, 05 Sep 2007 05:11:00 PST