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Check out Impact video!! check out Kirk Franklin and Lecrare and the rest of family supported p4cm.comP4CM.COM!!!!!!!! whats up im Julia and by the love and great mercy and grace of christ he has redeemed me and forgiven me for all that i was and what i was. how it happened? About a year and half ago I was drinking alot. It started off with one glass a day to a bottle a day. I drank at times when i didnt want to drink but had no other choice because i had no control. I remember hiding the alcohol in my purse so i could drink.I remember being so ashamed of me hiding it. I used the alcohol to pull conversation since I feared man. Plus I noticed this rage in my heart that grew and grew. I would say comments in my heart about people. I always thought it should be about me. If someone didn't agree with me I got an attitude or became proud. I was angry at people constantly and they got on my nerves. I was depressed alot I would be in these zones and i couldn't snap out op it. I felt like I was in this hole that was all the way to the bottom. I felt something was pushing me down and i was unable to function or even move because i was so depressed. I also would think about killing myself because i hated that feeling of being discouraged and depressed. I remember thinking of ways i would kill myself. I would ingnore everybody and not want to do anything because i couldn't do anything, and I was constantly worrying what people thought of me. I believed that everyone was out to get me or that they were always talking about me. I beliveved that everyone thought i was stupid and not smart so i was constantly accusing people. Those were all lies i chose to believe. I started to see something inside of me and at that time i didnt know it was just sin inside me. so i prayed and soon a couple of weeks my friend niasha from p4cm witnessed to me and i haden't seen her in 10yrs and here i am seeing her since 10 yrs ago. she was witnessing at my school and she witnessed to me. She asked me "have you told alie? have you looked at a man with lust? Jesus said thats considered adultry in the heart. Have you used gods name as a curse word? thats called blashemy. I realized by my own admission i was on my way to hell and the wrath of god would pour out on me. I had a boyfriend at that time, I was having sex, I was quick to turn to my own standards of what was right and wrong instead of gods. I agreed and I repented. But wait god exposed even more things when i came to him. For example, like how im a diva at heart. Everything is about ME,ME,ME. That I'm selfish I always do whats best for me or even whats best for other people but not whats best for god. I was quick to do things for other people because i thought that was what made me a good person. Really it was selfish because I just wanted people to see that i was good. It was for my own selfish gain. I wanted them to give me praise when i did something for them because when they didn't I was quick to get angry in the heart even though i didn't always say something. Even me being depressed was because it was about me and getting attention. Being depressed resulted in me not getting the glory and attention that i wanted on myself. He exposed how i hated him and hated his ways. I had no desire in my heart to serve him but to serve me. He exposed how I was lazy and idle and how I just didnt want to humble myself. He exposed the pride in my heart how I exalt my life and my rights over his. He exposed how i love beliving in lies. I constantly rebelled over gods ways and picked up my ways. God then showed me its simply a choice and it is y'all. Choosing to believe in what he's done on the cross versus what our thoughts or what satan tells us to believe is a choice.. Its a choice to believe just like eve had a choice not to eat the fruit but to obey what the lord has commanded.Every second I have to choose to believe what christ has done for me even when i don't feel like it. I choose to exalt the cross of christ and how he saved me from gods wrath and how Im no longer a slave..and i aiint no slave no more. I ain't chained up no more. What about you? I choose truth. What do you choose? Does your life show that your living a life worthy what christ has done? It says "God is light; in him there is no darkness at all. If we claim to have fellowship with him yet walk in the darkness, we lie and do not live by the truth." (1jhn 1:5) Repenting which means turning away from sin- going the complete opposite of it- is not and option it's required. Now I have to continuously live by faith thru grace. Every second I'm walking by grace and if i don't choose to believe, what you just read about in my about me section I'll turn back in to. ..My redemption did not come cheap...Repent the kingdom of christ is near!! If god has sacrificed his one and only son and we choose not to believe, do you really think you'll escape god's wrath? Let me put it this way in this analogy- lets say you had a child or even your parents and you sacrificed them for the world. You did this in hopes to save the world. But instead the world rejects them and doesn't take your sacrifice, wouldn't you be angry because you gave up your child or your parent for them. Instead the world doesn't even care what you did and is still doing the same thing. As a result, Because your angry with them you will not hesitate to destroy them..How much more god???
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