i'll always be a doormat to my emotions |
the last words i ever said to Doc was"You know that I'll always be a doormat to my emotions."Doc was my shrink during middle school.I went through lots of counselors before i found him.i hated all my ...
Posted by on Sat, 11 Jul 2009 23:03:00 GMT |
i'm too forgiving |
aaron's moved backi've become a hermit.luckily i love my room.i got a tvi have a new laptopit's one of the best lit rooms in the houseand i found a radio station i like.all of this coupled with unlimi...
Posted by on Sun, 14 Jun 2009 09:21:00 GMT |
i am ugly |
i wake up.it's 8 in the morning.i feel ugly.i cant remember my dream fully.i remember blood and sex.i wish i could see more.i remember the call from last night.i try to convince myself he was drunk.i ...
Posted by on Sat, 09 May 2009 14:37:00 GMT |
unrealness spirals into retardedness |
i wake up in some one's armsat first I'm fine,then i freak out,then i see that it's just blankets,fuck.i had a dream i was fucking Lantern.or he was fucking me.as the details slowly fade away i seechr...
Posted by on Fri, 08 May 2009 14:08:00 GMT |
an unreal night |
this morning was soggy.today was uneventful.this afternoon was nice.tonight was unbelievable.i got my check card working again.changed my pin, for close to no reason.then i spent my afternoon watching...
Posted by on Thu, 07 May 2009 14:26:00 GMT |
i am perfect for me |
school, thank you forbeing the same shit everyday.only thing to be said of school was that cobis seemsto have gotten a splinter inhis vagina, but he's quiet,so i'm happy.turns out it just took someone...
Posted by on Wed, 06 May 2009 14:16:00 GMT |
cinco de screamo |
today was like any other dayexcept that, mostly, my patience level was completely dissolved.i snapped at a teacher, and at least one student in every class.i fucking wasn't having their shit.i wont ha...
Posted by on Tue, 05 May 2009 20:33:00 GMT |
you know you want it |
nothing reallyspectacular happened today.nothing greatnothing horriblea truely grey day.the only things worth mentioningis that second i getoff my period(thank you birth control)i am immediately horny...
Posted by on Mon, 04 May 2009 20:23:00 GMT |
4-3-09 |
i wake up at 9 o'clock.i realize that i finally get used to waking up for schoolright before school ends.bastard messing up my sleeping habits.i get on the computer.i listen to repo.i recognize my add...
Posted by on Sun, 03 May 2009 15:03:00 GMT |
thank god for jo |
i wake up it's 9 o'clock"i accept" i say to my clock.i don't remember when or how i made it back to bed.i pour myself a glass of cran-pom.aaron's gone, chris is passed out.dad left oodles of goodies.i...
Posted by on Sat, 02 May 2009 09:27:00 GMT |
