i'm 21, i'm in the MARINES i play bass and gaytar i really don't know what i'm doing. i'm really really bored right now. i like to laugh at anything that is just a little bit funny. i like to joke around alot and i really don't like my job, it sucks. i'm a welder in the marines. it's fucking gay. i drive a red 99 z28, i love to drive fast nigga!!! i like hanging out with friends, but i get bored really fast...i like being with someone, but idk if she likes me as much....i'm about to go to iraq for 7 or 8 months which is fucking gay!!!! b/c i want to be with someone and idk if she is going to be there when i get back....yeah iraq sucks asshole. i miss everyone but i miss elise the most...i never stop thinking about you baby. i wish i were next to you all the time. i want to go to bed with you and wake up with you every day...i need you in my life so bad and i'm so greatful that you are now. you keep me going through the day. i'm doing this for us, elise, so we can have a better life together. i wish i could be there during your hard times alone...just look in your heart and you will find all your answers....i love you elise. i miss you baby, be good....elise, i'm so glad we found each other. you're my everything and i don't know what i would do now if i didn't have you in my life...you make even my worst days seem like they aren't really that bad. you give me strength and hope in life while i'm out here elise... it seems like we can do anything when we are together. when we're together we are the only people who exist and it seems like the world is standing still. i love you with all my heart and soul...*************Elise, you are my everything and what I did was Stupid. I don't know what I was thinking but those messages were hollow and those girls are nothing compared to you. Breaking your heart was the worst thing I have ever or could ever do. All of those girls are gone. I never did any past those messages elise. All I want in life is you. Us. Our family. You are the love of my life i need you forever and always, i'm sorry sweetie
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