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About Me

Looks can be deceiving...
For the most part, I'm a very outgoing, active, hyper person. I'm normally happy, and VERY loud. So, sorry. Haha. I love having fun. I love people. All kinds of people. Because I'm a different kind of person. I'm open-minded, and usually down for anything. I believe in peace, just like I believe in destruction-Keep peace with people, destroy objects and items.
Spare me the introduction, I've been here once before..
What I Would Give For A Moment With You...To Feel Amongst The Living Once More...

The hardest thing to ever do, is watch the person you love, love someone else....this is one of the very few truths you can find to be real..
One day, I'm hoping to be that which saves your life. Until that day, you still won't know, you're the one who's saving mine.
I am currently struggling with personality conflicts. However, I feel I always will.
I will always want the best of both worlds but will be destined to flip-flop back and forth til the day I die. It is my curse.
I am a fight between good and evil. My personal conflict is within. It manifests itself on the outside...and searches for the impossible.
The unattainable gives reason to strive I suppose.
I have made wonderful friends in this life. That is one thing I can be proud of.
And I really, REALLY don't give a fuck...
I sleep alone.
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My Interests

"Nothing is trivial."

I don't need food when I drink. I don't need sleep when I do speed. I don't need love when I got drugs, and baby that's all I need.

Looking to the sky to feel a sense of wonder..being in the water to feel a sense of completed self and home..walking in the dark to feel a sense of power......

Spontaneous living. Destructive behavior of the illegal kind. Whether it'd be drugs, alcohol or vandalisim. I'm interested in living today like there is no tomorrow. The sky. The water. The earth. Everything in between and everything that reaches out past what can be seen.

I'd like to meet:

Who is going to be there for me when I collapse without you?
I hurt myself again today.
This time it was real.
Far better than what you gave me.
No more pent up aggression, no more repressed emotion.
It manifested itself.
It BREATHED.
I cried but not because it hurt.
But because it felt BETTER.
Maybe one day.
Maybe one day.
Bet you didn't know THAT about me.
That I could feel pain, too.
That I was human and had a life.
That I was capable of doing it.
I hurt myself today.
And cried because of you.
"Skin the sun, fall asleep. Wish away, the soul is cheap. Lesson learned, wish me luck. Soothe the burn..wake me up."

Anders Friden and the rest of the guys from In Flames; Jeanne Sagan- The badass chick bassist for All That Remains; and Rayana Foss-ex female bassist for broken band Coal Chamber. Chris Noveselic, legendary bassist for great band that once was Nirvana..People who like to have fun. No one from the Land of Internet. People who can teach me something, inspire me. Save me...

Music:

Metal. Death Metal. Melodic Metal, New Metal. Speed Metal. Speedcore. Pitcore. Horrorcore. Hardcore. Hard Rock. Rock. Classic Rock. Some Alternative Rock. Some Soft Rock. Punk Rock. Ska. Jazz and Blues. Old School Rap. Some New Rap. Club. Hip Hop. RnB. DnB. Dance. Electronica. Trance. Techno. Industrial. 80's Retro. The 90's. Nothing like Country or Classical music.

Movies:

The kind that change your perception. The kind that inspire you. Educate. Or entertain. Ones that shock and amaze. Sicken. And disturb. Ones that scar...

Television:

I hardly watch tv at all. Damn near at all. However, this show is a big part of my life. And speaks wonders of my personality..

I am Toki Wartooth. And he is my hero.

Nathan Explosion-we share a lot in common.

Books:

Smack. A Brave New World. Post Secret. A Wrinkle In Time. Star Girl. The Lion The Witch And The Wardrobe (Series). Harry Potter (Series). Stephen King's Needful Things. The Girl of the Sea of Cortez.

Heroes:

MUSIC
My family
MY HOMIES
Love
And Pain

Friends In Life, Friends In Death. I will always love you, Tony No Legs. May you Rest In Peace, with ALL THE BITCHES. Cause, Nigga- You was a PIMP.

My Blog

Truth Box this will be updated as needed

"maybe we can become more then friends?" - from ??? 8pm 8/28/08 Well. Whoever you are..It's the thought that counts! That was awesome. "i wish we were closer" - from ??? 11pm 8/28/08 Well, why aren't ...
Posted by [Unhuman Kind] on Fri, 29 Aug 2008 03:57:00 PST

The Things I Cry For

When I speak to you; as vague as it is..I feel pain. I feel sadness.. and I feel the things you wish you couldn't feel.. My eyes well-up and I remember.. The sadness once inflicted upon me. That is in...
Posted by [Unhuman Kind] on Sun, 28 Sep 2008 03:43:00 PST

Attempting the Impossible

Hello. My name is Justine. I reside in Turner, KS and I love it here. I know lots of people, and everyone can tell you that. But I call most of them MY FRIENDS. And I love many people. ...
Posted by [Unhuman Kind] on Thu, 11 Sep 2008 04:19:00 PST

If A Man Wants You

IF A MAN WANTS YOU If a man wants you, nothing can keep him away. If he doesn't want you, nothing can make him stay. Stop making excuses for a man and his behavior. Allow your intuition (or spirit) t...
Posted by [Unhuman Kind] on Fri, 29 Aug 2008 09:31:00 PST

The Mayhem Festival @ Sandstone 7/22/08

For the bands I came to see...the fucking shit rocked. I mean it was fucking AMAZING. To get told in front of a crowd by one of your favorite band's lead singer that he loves you too, and then when yo...
Posted by [Unhuman Kind] on Wed, 23 Jul 2008 11:16:00 PST

Rockfest 2008 @ Liberty Memorial - 6/7/08

It's been 5 days since I went. Sorry I haven't had the motivation to type this blog. 50,000 people. One day event. Kansas City only. Bitches. I was there. Anyways, 10am at Laura's apartment, I cr...
Posted by [Unhuman Kind] on Fri, 13 Jun 2008 05:49:00 PST

36 Crazyfists!! (oh, and Devil Driver headlined) 4/13@ The Beaumont

So the whole reason I even went to this show, was to see 36 Crazyfists. They are one of my favorite bands. So I pretty much sat out for everyone BUT them. The first band, I think was Straight Line Sti...
Posted by [Unhuman Kind] on Mon, 14 Apr 2008 04:31:00 PST

Rest In Peace Tony No Legs..Cant belive this happend to you.

Lastnight was horrible, but today started off good. Until we got the news.... Since then, and all day today all we’ve done is cry and congregate. And party our asses off. In a way it&r...
Posted by [Unhuman Kind] on Sat, 29 Mar 2008 05:34:00 PST

EDIT! I HAD A BREAKTHROUGH TODAY!

This is the edit from the ashes that once stood on this page as a blog. I'm feeling better. I was laying in bed awhile ago. And I thought to myself, "You know what? I'm Justine Miller." And aft...
Posted by [Unhuman Kind] on Tue, 12 Feb 2008 01:38:00 PST

I dont know how to explain anything anymore..I wrote this though..

I want to be reached out for, grasped upon, act twards as if the world has no end. Those solom days that passed by us never meant anything more to me than they do today. These days of infinate release...
Posted by [Unhuman Kind] on Sun, 13 Jan 2008 08:23:00 PST