love... |
Gasping for every possible breathe of air, hanging and hoping. Hoping the tight death dealing rope will loosen or break. Break forever, never coming back. Blood flowing slower, heart beating slower, l... Posted by Stupidhead McSpazatron on Fri, 23 Feb 2007 10:36:00 PST |
SCREAMS !!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! |
Feelings not yet figured out Torcher of the soul Victor of the mind and body Why when one is destructed and destroyed, the other is in sheer jubilance Ying and yang .... Fuck ... Why ... why do you ha... Posted by Stupidhead McSpazatron on Fri, 23 Feb 2007 10:29:00 PST |
When your oh so lonely, but around so much... |
Trapped in a dark, abondoned and lonley room, in which is too far away from reality to be found by those who surround you... So far that they don't even know this cold and horrid room even exist .... ... Posted by Stupidhead McSpazatron on Fri, 23 Feb 2007 10:28:00 PST |
no one |
I want to make you feel how no one has ever made me feel. I want you to feel protected. I want you to feel helped. I want you to feel loved. Loved, like im not going anywhere. I want you to know that ... Posted by Stupidhead McSpazatron on Fri, 23 Feb 2007 10:25:00 PST |
time |
I don't know whether to be mad, and back up, or to be confused and move into the problem to figure it out. I love you so much and you will never fucking know it. I dreamed about you before you knew I ... Posted by Stupidhead McSpazatron on Fri, 23 Feb 2007 10:21:00 PST |
why |
Why do I feel this way about my life? Why do you feel this way about me? Why can't no one understand me? Why do you make me feel so bad when I love you so much? Why when you see me, why don't you see ... Posted by Stupidhead McSpazatron on Fri, 23 Feb 2007 10:19:00 PST |
untitled |
Will my death prove to everyone What they need to see or What they want to see? I feel Famished of life and what it takes to live life. I feel stripped of my clothes of comfort and love. I'm bare and ... Posted by Stupidhead McSpazatron on Fri, 23 Feb 2007 10:17:00 PST |
hmmm... |
I love you But i hate you so I look at you and see Fear, Anger, Nothing You portray nothing so I see nothing You are empty and hopeless You have no reason of being From disgust, I try I try to hit you... Posted by Stupidhead McSpazatron on Fri, 23 Feb 2007 10:13:00 PST |
lying here |
Lying there Slowly bleeding out every drop of Life she's ever had. Her eyes roll back in her head Which shows her escaping from the pain. Which shows her escaping from life Her life is flashing before... Posted by Stupidhead McSpazatron on Fri, 23 Feb 2007 10:06:00 PST |