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itz one of dose days dat i think dat she wantz to let go of mi..u can see it on her eyez but she hangz on jus for mi idk y she culd of jus shutt mi down, she can hurt mi until i died completely..make mi cry everyday to get her bak or wishin dat she styll in my armz sayin she lovez mi..idk y cant i get through diz pain i hav..itz make mi relationship goin down hill..prayin wont help neva does for mi..i pray n it makez thingz worst..i jus had one prayer answer dat i found mi soulmate,she'z da girl of mi dreamz from mi prayer..her name iz estefany oremano..i knoe it crzi but i knoe in mi heart dat we both alike in some wayz...idc if she inperfect in some wayz...all i knoe iz dat she makez smile, drivez mi crzi over her, makez mi laugh, i get goose bumps wen im wit her n butterflies..therez noo other gurl for mi beside estefany oremano..we both were close to broke up dat was da worst i felt dat mi lyfe jus flashes before mi eyez dat was da worst feelin i ever had i was scared i was cryin like baby..idc u pplz can make fun of mi but all i knoe iz dat da luv of mi lyfe was close to leave mi lyfe 4 ever..i dont ever want dat to happen..cuz wit out her idk wat to do in mi lyfe..i knoe i sayin diz thingz but i realli do mean it..cant see mi self wit out her...i luv her way to much to let go..right now im cryin cuz im writtin this..da most crzi thing i did wit is dat i ask her to marrie mi...i didnt believe she wuld say yes..but she did..she made da happiez guy ever..itz da truth..ask her, i asked her on 8.1.08. even though i dont have a ring 4 her i knoe dat she mi bride to be..babii im srriii i knoe u hear mi say it so manyy tymez wen we fight..but im realli am..cant sleep thinkin abut wat happen to us...wat was said was said we both said wordz dat neva meant...n walkin away wasnt a good idea..look at her to see if she went home safe..seein her walk made mi sad in all place...dam i start to smoke blackz to com mi down but it jus made mi worst n worst...i jus see her cryinn over n over n over again in mi mind...diz wuld sound crzi but wen i see her cry or sad or depressed it makez mi cry or sad n depressed n realli does hurt mi heart wen she like dat..i knoe dat i have very bad anger..but da fact thinkin she will leavin mi..wuld make mi go crzii, sad, anger..like i dont want to lose her at all...i do anythin i wuld take anger class even though it wont work but i try mi best for her (estefany oremano) babii i realli realli luv you plzz dont give up i knoe deep inside of u, u cant leave mi n i cant leave u..babii we both alike n therez notthin to stop it..
stay stonger babiii
plz 4give mi
I Love You Estefany Oremano Aka Estefany Castillo
MI Futer Wife 2 Be
Pplz We Are Both Realli Engaged
I Love You 10.18.07
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