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Melissa

You don't know me and you don't wear my chains.

About Me

I’m a college student, a student teacher, and a waitress. I am too much and not enough. I am bitter but sweet. I have walked through hell but I have tasted heaven. I don't have a place that I call home. I smile with my eyes. I live around my daydreams. My opinions are usually situational. I see the gray area in everything. Everything in my life is a blessing and a curse. I’m mature but I’m too silly. I’m shy but sometimes I’m outgoing. I say things just to say them. My fears are all irrational. I’m standoffish to most and clingy to few. I’m surrounded by a million people but I still feel alone. I care too much but not enough. I’m vain but I feel inferior. I’m too emotional but when I’m hurt I go numb. I’m not assertive but I’ll tell you off. I look naïve but I know more than I should. My face may be sorrowful but my soul is well. I’d rather believe a beautiful lie, than face the ugly truth. I can't fix myself so I try to fix everyone else. You can’t hurt me more than I’ve hurt myself. I may be impatient but I've been waiting forever. I don’t believe in ghosts but I’ve been running from them all my life. The odds are always against me but I always succeed.
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My Interests

reading
hiking
zoos/aquariums
beaches
cemeterying
museums
amusement parks
iced coffee
board games

I'd like to meet:

God and Princess Diana.

Music:

Goo Goo Dolls
Matchbox 20
Lifehouse
3 Doors Down
Hinder
Pearl Jam
Nickelback
Delirious
Switchfoot
Bush
Fuel
Staind
LIVE
Tim McGraw
Martina McBride
Superchick
Kelly Clarkson
Coldplay
Stone Temple Pilots
Savage Garden
Casting Crowns
Billy Joel
Mariah Carey
Melissa Etheridge
Bruce Springsteen
Daughtry
Justin Timberlake
Shakira
Toby Keith
Brad Paisley
Deana Carter
Gretchen Wilson
U2

Movies:

Fear
Donnie Darko
Edward Scissorhands
Crash
Life as a House
Higher Learning
Diary of a Mad Black Woman
Dead Poet's Society
Brokedown Palace
Nightmare Before Christmas
Corpse Bride
Beetlejuice
Mean Girls
Spiderman movies
Indiana Jones movies
Freeway
TMNT
How to Lose a Guy in 10 Days
End of the Spear
Halloween
Bruce Almighty
The Last of the Mohicans
The Village
Monsoon Wedding
Shawshank Redemption
The Polish Wedding
Sleeping with the Enemy
The Neverending Story
The People Under the Stairs

Television:

Gossip Girl, Americas Most Wanted, 90210, Seventh Heaven, Dr. Phil, King of Queens, Friends, The O'Reilly Factor, Joel Osteen, Boy Meets World.

Books:

I love children's books!
The Bible
Flowers in the Attic
Ethan Frome
Go Ask Alice
A Walk to Remember
Prozac Nation
One Child
Blue Like Jazz
*Beverly Lewis*
*V.C. Andrews*

Heroes:

Jesus Christ.