Jenner

I find it strange that Mafia wives are never supenada to testify against their husbands. I find alot of things strange, my thought process is scattered but immensely intense. I like that I'm pretty and tiny enough to baffle society with my little girl act. But i KNOW. I know more than most, and i know I'm smarter than you. Dont be offened, if your taking the time to read this i've already captivated your mind. Your stuck. I hate when guys hit on me in club, and no, sorry boys, buying me a drink is NOT a down payment on my pussy. Leaving my adolescence has really opened my eyes to a new perception of sex. Or maybe it was one bad boyfriend....either way sex is not in the cards for me. Buying me a martini wont do the trick, i'm looking for an engagement ring for the next time i well, engage. I wear no halo though. I find my vices in Jack Daniels, late nights, and dancing till dawn. I have a fetish for fireworks, mainly after lots of Jack on the rocks. My friends have been trying to figure out for months why i'm consetently smiling. Its no mystery. I'm happy. I'm young, beautiful, and the world is mine. My past is filled with heartache but i truly believe it is strictly there to make me appreciate and strive for the perfect future. Alot of ppl are as fake as my breast but i've picked out the best of the best too fill my life and would take a bullet for anyone of my friends. I'm a girl of substance. I have a lot to offer, most people can’t handle me. When it comes to basic human emotion, I’m not poetic but I feel what I feel with a force of genuine truth. Deal with it. You won’t be the boy who tames me. I will be the girl that breaks you. Then I’ll break your heart as well. I'd rather watch Teenage Mutant Ninja turtles then a chick flick anyday. I also like to trace my fingers through the sand listening to Dave Matthews. Nothing gets me hotter than a man teaching me something new. I think its very intimate sharing knowledge, putting a fact from your mind into another. Amazing. I'm a lucky girl. I get to see the ocean from by bedroom window. Thats one of the rare moments when i acknowledge there is a God, when i'm lying in bed with my windows open watching the cruise ships sail into the sunset. The only other time i acknowledge God is if i'm doing something really bad and wonder if he's watching. I'm happy. My life is perfect. I live in one of the best penthouses on Las Olas, i listen to Sinatra everyday, my family is distorted but full of love, my friends enlighten my life completely...i look in the mirror and see the reflection of the woman i have become and am confident that not only am i beautiful on the outside, but inside as well. If one thing could make me anymore complete it would be a boyfriend who will paint my nails while i sleep because its impossible for me to stay still long enough to let them dry while awake. Thats me, the girl with a messed up manicure and a radiating smile. Be jealous.