joan

Take one look at me tell me what you see do u see a girl living life happily do you see a rose.. living or dying? should i waste time.. smiling or crying? are you so perfect, to tell me what to do are you so perfect, to think me untrue you don't see what my eyes have seen you don't know what its like being in between stuck in one place going no where fast having no future.. and losing your past no goals that i can ever obtain no sanity that i can ever sustain stuck here.. spinning round and round my feet never to find the ground nothing but dizziness.. ready to hurl but to you.. all you see is an ordinary girl my makeup and fake hair shows whats not really there a happy teenage girl living life with Love to share I'm just a wilting rose, in my own garden of shame petals that surround me, shield me from the pain now the petals have fallen, slowly wilted away I'm exposed to the world while i slowly decay...