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~*~MiSs JaNuArY~*~

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About Me

My name is Victoria.
I am a senior @ Squalicum High. I am an 18 year old female. I am a chocolate lover and a total romantic sap. I am strong-willed and very vocal in my beliefs. I am a strong thinker and public speaker. I am afraid of snakes,sharks, and heights. I am an athiest. I am a total procrastinator. I am a liar. I am afraid of love and yet a lover at the same time. I am a fighter and I am determined. I am a girl and I am a woman. I am a dreamer and I am a motivationalist. I am a crier and a laugher. I am moody. I am temperamental. I am aware and unsure. I am judgemental and bossy. I am caring and concieted. I am nerdy and afraid. I am cool and uncaring. I am innocent and sinful. I am independant and misjudged. I am flirtatious and sexual. I am soulful and deep. I am mislabled and witty. I am intelligent and pure. I am poor. I am the center of my universe and my own demon within. I am the cause of my happiness and the cause of my pain. I am my own shining star and the cause of my own downfall. I am human. I am me.

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I love hanging out with my friends. My best friend in the entire world is Christina aka Pookie! My relationships are what I hold most important in my life and I will always try my best to keep them.

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I have an amazing boyfriend named Alex and we've been 2gether for 6 months.(i cant even believe it, but im so excited!)He's the most amazing person I know. I could never ask for anyone better. He is cute, caring, loves 2 spoil me, loves me at my lowest moments (like when Im purposefully being a bitch 2 hurt him or juss show up 2 see him in sweats with no make-up and my hair pulled back). He always puts me first and does everything in his power to keep me happy no matter what kinda demands I make. I am his princess and his baby gurl. He is my BooBear, my world and my everything. Everytime I look into his eyes I can see my whole future ahead of me. He is my one and only. I love you Boo!

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I like to be straight forward and blunt toward people. I hate liars and people who wanna talk shit behind peoples backs but wont say anything to their face. I've made my share of mistakes and more. But Im trying to reconcile for all of that. I still have some issues like anger management. I tend to come across as a snob or bitch, but really Im shy when it comes to meeting new people. I am kind of looking forward to college and the future but I am also REALLY scared.
Anything else you wanna know, juss ask. ♥
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My Interests

I'd like to meet:

Cool New People Interested In Being Friends
Almost Any Celebrities
Musicians
People Who Just Like 2 Talk
Basically Anyone I Guess...

Movies:


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Heroes:

♥~♥Christina♥~♥
♥Christina Sprague aka Pookie, you are my absolute best friend. We have been friends for 12 years now and our friendship grows stronger each day. You have stuck around through all of my phases and bad decisions. You stuck by my side when absolutely no one else did. You protected me in sixth grade and your still protecting me today. You are more to me than juss a best friend, you are my sister and my guardian angel. I have no doubt that no matter where life takes each of us, we are going to remain unseperable. You mean the world to me and I would gladly give anything including my life for you. I truly love you with all of my heart.♥
♥~♥Patrick♥~♥
♥Patrick Walker aka Lil Man, your my little bro. I love you with all of my heart. We may always have our little sibling fights and rivalry but in the end I will never ever stop loving you. I know I have not always been the best big sister to you and I am really sorry and I intend to make that up to you. I hope that you know that you can always come to me when you need something and that you will always have a huge spot in my heart. I love you little man, and like I told the nurse on the day that you were born: "your mine" lol.♥
♥~♥Ashley♥~♥
♥Ashley Frye aka Honeybuns, you are a sister to me. You have been there by my side through SO much. We can relate in so many ways and your one of the only people that really understands me. You are the most amazing listener when I need someone to vent to. I never have to worry bout getting judged or the whole world knowing my business. You always give me exactly what I am looking for, whether it be advice, support or even an honest opinion. I haven't always been the best friend to you and I apologize. You deserve the best. You truly have the biggest heart that I have ever seen anyone have. I really hope that life gives you the break that you deserve and that for all the ups and downs that life is planning to throw us in the future, that I get the privelage to be there and help you go through yours and have you with me when I go through mine. No matter the distance between us though, you will always be a sister to me. I love you.♥

My Blog

Until The End of Time?

Ok so I seriously need some time to think and its easier to do it by writing it down so here goes. Im juss so lost. It started out rocky to begin with but there have been so many points where it seeme...
Posted by ~*~MiSs JaNuArY~*~ on Fri, 18 Apr 2008 03:39:00 PST

A Whole New World

I HATE him. He knew the power which he held in his hands...and then he used it. He held the small world known as my life, once so colorless and frail, only recently having been strengthened and filled...
Posted by ~*~MiSs JaNuArY~*~ on Fri, 18 Apr 2008 07:44:00 PST

What Do You Do?

What do you do when you have a friend that you care about SO much that it makes you cry to see them continuously ruining their life? What do you do when you’ve already pretty much walked away fr...
Posted by ~*~MiSs JaNuArY~*~ on Sun, 06 Apr 2008 09:30:00 PST

Lifes Downfall

I turned 18 only a couple of months ago. I think of how I had always imagined it to be...some big celebration, a moment in time never to be forgotten. Then suddenly I am drug back into reality. The fu...
Posted by ~*~MiSs JaNuArY~*~ on Sat, 29 Mar 2008 05:17:00 PST

Thoughts To The One That I Will ALWAYS Love...

None of these are my own...but I could find no better way to state the feelings in my heart right now...So here goes: The hardest thing about growing up is that you have to do what is right for you ev...
Posted by ~*~MiSs JaNuArY~*~ on Mon, 24 Mar 2008 03:12:00 PST

A Blossoming Love...Makes For Self Discovery

I sit here wondering why I bothered to come. I really dont want to be here, I dont want to face these people. But why? I should be stronger than this. Yet I cant even force myself to turn my head in a...
Posted by ~*~MiSs JaNuArY~*~ on Fri, 29 Feb 2008 08:29:00 PST

Betrayed Again...

So I've gotten used to being stabbed in the back by friendz, family and boiiz. It really doesn't affect meh nemore...ii guess the reasoning 4 this is that ii don't let ne1 get close enuff nemore 2 rea...
Posted by ~*~MiSs JaNuArY~*~ on Sat, 28 Apr 2007 12:52:00 PST

The Myth Named Victoria

I am not a very creative person. I am more of a logical thinker. Sure I have been known to come up with a few good ideas here and there but usually not. Everyone needs a way to express their crea...
Posted by ~*~MiSs JaNuArY~*~ on Fri, 13 Apr 2007 12:49:00 PST

The Girl Behind The Front...

I am an angry child. My heart burns in flames with no remorse. The slightest gesture can set meh off. The hatred within meh lies deeply within my own core. It is a self hatred that has grown and ...
Posted by ~*~MiSs JaNuArY~*~ on Fri, 13 Apr 2007 12:39:00 PST

2 My Friendz...

So ii totally stole this from Jessy but ii need u guyz 2 know wat u mean 2 meh...So this is 4 my top friendz && it goes in order of where u r on my top friendz list...ii hope this means sumthi...
Posted by ~*~MiSs JaNuArY~*~ on Sun, 04 Mar 2007 07:16:00 PST