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ok so every time you try... you are told be urself do ur best but what if just what if ur best just isn't good enough...what then...you can't give up no 1 will let you... you have to work through the blood sweat and tears...u just try to push on despite what you feel what you want...then ur told do what you want do what you think is better...but the second you do ur yelled and screamed at...u want to just stop just rest..but that is not good enough...then u sit up late at night wondering i do my best i try to please them but i can't i just fucking can't... what then, then you try to look out for help and are spat on...told ur weak because all of ur hidden inside tears are just a sign of weakness they say... i have fought the scchol system every single year every day...i'm told i am so smart...truth is i am really not i just kow random facts...i have learned that i can't do the work i can't keep the pase of all the reat of the students...but the second i want to admit my defeat i am yelled at and kicked and on the inside all u want is to kick back but you can't...u get pushed under the water gasping for air...i'm pushed under every year i always have to try and catchup at the last second b4 i am kicked out and pushed away because the people who were ther pushing you and "suppporting u" just don't want to "waste their time...i am planning to go to college tring to besomeone in the messed up smeared world... but then i think about the other side i am always failing and stuggling with this schools how the hell am I supposed to make it through college... i can't even pass goverment...english...these subjects that should be sooo mutha bucking easy.. I CAN"T DO IT...if only those people could read this then maybe their eyes will be opened to who i am what i fell what i do...its all just becoming too overbearing
Y Can't U All C
I CAN'T DO THIS
ITS JUST TOO HARD FOR ME
