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Im Terran. Im 18. Forget everything you thought you knew about me. Ive changed. and this is the new me.I hate feeling left you. I make funny faces and sing funny songs I hurt people easily and get hurt just as easy.I trust everyone. And no one at all. I often burst out with random dance moves. Im complicated. but easy to understand. I hate feeling left out. And I hate people being disappointed in me. My brother lives in Texas and I miss him very much. Hes my world. Im not really pretty, but I act very concieded. I like to run with scissors, it makes me feel dangerous. I really dont like talking about myself, but I love to here about other people. I'm selfish, impatient and a little insecure..okay a lot. I make mistakes. I'm out of control and if you can handle me at my worst I certainly don't deserve you. I can be Obscene. I can be jealous. I can be your worst nightmare or your best friend. If you give me respect, I'll give you mine. I like listening to peoples problems. So hit me up. But. I Dont Like Sharing Mine. I love music just as much as everyone else. Maybe a little more...name a band. I probably know them. If not. I will within an hour. My passion is taking pictures. Im a bit of a camera whore. I wear what I like. Even if you could find it in your moms cloest. I hate drama and rumors. But I seem to know them all. I dont care how you look, just how you act. I think lip pericings are sexy. Tell me what to do && I'll tell you off. I hate liars. Ive been lied to enough. I think true friendship isnt being insperable. It's being seperated & nothing changes. I like fashion. I miss Michael. I say sorry, and even apologize for saying it. I still listen to Britney Spears. I write. I draw. I read. I say what I think. I hope that one day I won't need a fake smile. I live by quotes that explain exactly what I'm going through. I have best friends and enemies. Drama and memories. Hate is easy, but love takes courage. Music is my antidot. It eases my pain. I make the worst first impressions. But I'm not shy. Judge me && I'll prove you wrong. I'm loud and obnoxious. I currently don't know who my real friends are. I'm very contridicting. But not on purpose. Did I mention I can't spell? I don't have a great family or even a family at all. There are no regrets in life, just lessons. Sometime I act older than I am, at other times you can compare me to your 3 year old sister. I wish I was beautiful. My name is like poision. People that really know can't keep it out of their mouth. People tend to fall in love with me easily and whether they believe it or not, it breaks me to break them. If I tell you I love you, I truely do in my own special way. And I don't want you to change anything about yourself. I get excited and silly. I very clumsy. Ask anyone. I'm out going and sarcastic. I say what I think, before I think. I want someone to love me when I least deserve it. Because that's when I need it the most. I forget what I say a lot. So I repeat myself often. I've learned goodbyes always hurt. No matter who the person is. I miss my best friend. Her Name Is Sandra. AKA. Smiley. Sandra D. Or Sister. I'll never be able to forget the good and bad things we've shared. I have pictures no one will see but me and her. Lol. Pictures are them memories that you forget. So hold them close and keep them near. Good memories bring back tears. And words can never replace those feelings. I do like vampires. But I still want to be a princess. I like pretty dresses and have a closet full of them. But you'll never catch me wearing one. Question for you all:: If the fetus you save is gay, will you still fight for it's rights? Sorry, had to ask. I'm pro gay rights. Con abortion. What people do is their choice. Or their mistake. I don't play by anyones rules but my own. Sometimes I think you've got to forget how you feel & remember what you deserve in order to be happy. I believe one of the stupiest mistakes in life is believing that the one who hurt you the most, won't hurt you again. There are a few people I could kill and never regret it. I've been through a lot and no longer mind telling people my story. Although I'm still very confused by the past. You have to be strong for yourself. You have to know that you are a good person and a good friend. Relationships are worth fighting for, but you can't always be the only one fighting. Sometimes, people need to fight for you-if they don't, move on and realize that what you gave them is more than they are willing to give to you. Sometimes I see the people who I thought were always going to be my best friends. Then I think about how far apart we've grown. I wish that we could be just like we used to be. Stay up talking all night. Playing dress up and taking pics for myspace. But no. We're nothing more than strangers now. Its funny how nothing changes...then you look back and realized everything is different. ...Everything is so different now. I'm crazy at times, but that's just how I roll. I'm a disaster, a tragedy, and a violent dream all mixed in one. I wish I was 3 again so my momma would tuck me into bed and say I love you. I've had my share of kodak moments. I like blasting the music, jumping around dancing like a retard, and singing like I'm on crack. Join me? I like people who can make me smile. Love is like a war, but its worth fighting. I dont take life too seriously because, Nobody gets out alive anyways. Question 2:: Have you noticed that when you blow in a dogs face, he gets mad. But when he's in the car with you his favorite thing to do is stick his head out the window? I give out free hugs and sing in school. I don't think dinos are extinct, They're just hiding. My life is full of random things that fit together perfectly. I drink lots of vitamin water. It's easy to make me happy, bring me taco bell. I still like to sword fight and play hide and seek in the dark. Originality is not sold in stores. So stop buying your clothes from hot topic and saying "look at me I'm different" Yeah you're different alright. Along with the other 6 million people who look just like you. When its all said and done. I'm just me. Ive changed a lot. And some people don't recognize me, for that, they think that I'm being fake. But I'm telling you now. This is me. Love it. Or leave it. You decided. If you actually take time to read this. You must be a pretty amazing person. Let me know what you think. And if we can be friends.Support CodeIm Not Doing It To Be "Famous"
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