me; in general... |
... she began to experience sudden mood swings. The sweetness was supplanted by an unrelenting, simmering anger that she could best control when she was alone. She has never been institutionalized bec...
Posted by on Sat, 11 Oct 2008 11:20:00 GMT |
... |
why do i bother...
Posted by on Mon, 06 Oct 2008 06:45:00 GMT |
jaded soul |
The dampened spirit, the weakened heart and stained soul, wandering, looking for the light. the heavy weight of burden on her shoulders unmoving with boredom and inactivity a looming sense of decay en...
Posted by on Mon, 25 Feb 2008 18:49:00 GMT |
Hail Mary |
Ave Maria
gratia plena
maria gratia plena,
ave dominus tecum
benedicta tu e murieribus, et benedictus
fructus ventris
ventris tu e Jesus
Ave Maria Mater Dei
aura pro nobis pecatoribus
aura pro nobis...
Posted by on Mon, 25 Feb 2008 18:35:00 GMT |
intriguing wound |
i have opened my soul, exposed my flesh. i have changed my body, for better or worse, i don't know. am i beautiful? am i beautiful underneath? i don't know. i yearn to explore thoughts and feelings, t...
Posted by on Mon, 25 Feb 2008 18:28:00 GMT |
waiting... |
I wait for no one, I wait for nothing, my heart beats faster waiting, anticipating. but for waiting i understand nothing. time waits for no one, time waits for nothing, so why should i? nobody underst...
Posted by on Mon, 25 Feb 2008 18:23:00 GMT |
suddenly |
She feels lost in her own lifeTreading water just to keep from slipping underAnd she wonders if she's where she's supposed to beTired of trying to do it rightHer dreams are just too far away to see ho...
Posted by on Sun, 24 Feb 2008 19:15:00 GMT |
beauty from pain... |
The lights go out all around meOne last candle to keep out the nightAnd then the darkness surrounds meI know i'm alive but i feel like i've diedAnd all that's left is to accept that it's overMy dreams...
Posted by on Sun, 24 Feb 2008 19:11:00 GMT |
trying to be stronger than i am... |
I told another lie todayAnd I got through this dayNo one saw through my gamesI know the right words to sayLike "I don't feel well""I ate before I came"Then someone tells me how good I lookand for a mo...
Posted by on Sun, 24 Feb 2008 19:07:00 GMT |
RAIN |
I could be pretty pissed off about what happened to me... but it's hard to stay mad, when there's so much beauty in the world Sometimes I feel like I'm seeing it all at once, and it's too much. My hea...
Posted by on Tue, 19 Feb 2008 08:16:00 GMT |
