| View Show | Create Your OwnAlways thinking back to January,
That phone call I dreaded the most,
Fell to my knees in grief,
Never cried till that day,
That dreadful day that hurts the most.I couldn't believe that it was true,
Thought I was being tricked,
Thought it all to be a dream,
But it wasn't.Went to your casket,
Hoping you would pop up,
Saying Gotcha,
But you didn't,
You laid there peaceful,
Whiter than I knew you to be.I kept thinking it all to be a dream,
Sad part it wasn't a dream,
It's all too real to be even true,
Didn't want it to be true,
But it was true.Knowing I can't see your face,
With that smile I always loved seeing,
Your calming voice,
That I'll never hear again,
Yet I still have memory's,
To keep you alive in my mind,
Keeping the love I have for you inside,
Never forgetting those words you said to me,
That meant so much to me.Daring to dream and think of you,
To never forget the past we shared,
The good and bad times,
Even the worse times,
Just knowing I shared all these times with you,
Brings a smile to my face