♥ SPECIAL dedication...
DEAREST CHRIS ♥ I love you more than words can express. You're my special dork, my one & only, the love of my life. But, you're so much more than my boyfriend.. YOU'RE ONE OF MY BEST FRIENDS , my constant phone buddy, my guardian angel, my star in this desolate sky.. MY LOVER , my confidant, & my better half. You're EVERYTHING to me ♥ I first met you when i was 14, YOUNG & NAIVE . Then at 15 you became MY FIRST BOYFRIEND , & i fell in love with you faster than i could blink. Back then, we weren't able to comprehend the meaning of our relationship, or GRASP THE CONSEQUENCES OF OUR ACTIONS . It was like BECKY said, "young & stupid in love". After a year, i was at a crossroads in my life, & I'M SORRY I LEFT YOU BEHIND . But i knew one thing for sure, i loved you more than i've ever loved anyone in my life. I NEVER STOPPED THINKING ABOUT YOU , & i never, EVER stopped loving you. Even though we've only known each other for 6 years, I FEEL LIKE I'VE KNOWN YOU ALL MY LIFE . You're one of the very few people that understands me, & the only person i can turn to. I'M LOST WITHOUT YOU ♥ & now i'm so glad we're giving our relationship a second chance, because we deserve it. We've been through too much, & to NOT try again, our struggles would have been in vain. GOD HAS FINALLY LED ME TO THIS PATH , & i'm not turning back. I feel so blessed to have you in my life once more. I may have been immature & denied you in the past, but i will never deny you again. My first, last, & only.. YOU MEAN THE WORLD TO ME . ♥ I Love You Forever...
