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Please leave shit-talking at the door.I mastered the art a long time ago and you are far behind in the game.My names Regan and Im 26 and I can honestly say I've been there,done that.I'm noisy as a shotgun,.I pretty much a let down.People stalk me, obsess over & fight for my attention. But I can never live up to their expectations.Obsessive, Dramatic, Perfectionist.I'm not the best role model. I worry constantly, about everything and I only hurt the ones I love.Sometimes I wish life would do something really terrible to me so I could have a reason to hate it.Sometimes my shyness comes off as bieng rude or snobby.99.9% of the time, I'm being sarcastic.I flirt alot,it doesn't mean I like you. I let myself get jealous, I despise the feeling.I'm really just a combination of everyone I've ever met. I like having people wrapped around my finger. I'll complicate you. I'm completely unattainable. It's hard to get my attention and harder to keep it. I like people that make me feel safe and protected. Over the past couple of years I've learned that even best friends don't last and anyone can be replaced.. I hate being alone; I always need someone.I smile a lot, and say all the right things. .'m hard to put up with... but I'd like to think that I'm worth it. I'm starting to believe that I'm incapable of having a normal healthy relationship. I havent turned out to be a very good person. I've completely messed up my life, but I know that everything is going to end up perfect.I have a beautiful daughter named Payton she means the world to me.ANd I have finally found the Man Im goin to spend the rest of my life with.I never thought I would be ready to settle down, but guess what friends the time has come.Love feels sooooo good.!!!! I wont conform to your idealistic view on who I should be, and Ill never follow the crowd. I am my own true self, that has & will never change. I am beautiful for who I am, & I love myself for that. Dont ever try to tell me otherwise. I have learned that achievement of your happiness is the only moral purpose of your life, & that happiness, not pain or mindless self-indulgence, is the proof of your moral integrity, since it is the proof and the result of your loyalty to the achievement of your values. I am remarkable to my own being, & I will always think that just as everyone is remarkable in there own way. I can be your best friend or your worst enemy, im an angel with the devils horns, & I will rock your worldMY LIKES::My Daughter.GOD.My BOYFRIEND.Dylan S. Craig.My Friends.Hockey"Go CONDORS".Partying.Soccer.Food.Sushi.Anything out of the ocean.Tattoos.Piercings.Jewlery.My necklaces.Big Bracelets.Holey Jean.Cut up Tshirts.ForEver21.Loudness.Concerts.Alcohol.Sexx.Dancing.Pic tures.Late Nights.Tanning.The Sun.Clubs.Movies at home.Sleeping.Makeup.Purses.Shopping.Fake Nails.Blondehair.High heels.Long talks.Cuddling.Kissing.Hugs.Swimming.Outrageousness.Spontane ousness.Be Rough Be Different Be YOU.Books.Magazines.Waking up with someone I love.Sleeping in.Summer.The Beach.The Lake.Travling.People wjho tell me who they really are straight up.Singing.Edgy.Style.MY DISLIKES::Liars.Cheaters.Manipulative People.ExGirlfriends.Obnoxiousness.People who think they are cool.People who judge others before they get to know them.Someone who breaks promises.Picky people.Cockyness.Pussy bitches.Ignorance.Hurting me or those I love.Plainess.Being Alone.Being in the dark.Silence.Jealousy.Doin the same thing all the time.People who care what other people think.Critisizm.Misery.Depression.Shit Talkers.People who dont stand up for themselves.People who say dumb things about you, just because they dont like you.The color red.Traffic.Shitty drivers.Thunderstorms.The Wind.People who try to tell you who you can be firends with. FATAL-ATTRACTION:: Do not fiend for attention, or fiend for the next best thing. Cussing. Pseudo people - that means fake sweety. Users. Abusers. Drugs, any of the sort.. Myspace Layout Generator-Layoutgen.com
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WhAt iS lOvE.?? ItS tRuE loVe.

We often hear the words "I love you" on a regular basis. Between friends and lovers, husbands and wives, or parents and children the word "love" can cause the heart to swell with happiness and someti...
Posted by on Wed, 26 Mar 2008 16:24:00 GMT

For All The Nice Girls...........

Nice Girls Finish Last.. but its worth it. To every girl who is looking for true love.-To every girl that is herself no matter what.-To every girl that dresses cute not skanky-To every girl who wants ...
Posted by on Sun, 11 Dec 2005 12:20:00 GMT

Letter To My Friends

Ok so I have never actually did one of these (on my own that is). So here it goes, this is basicallly to my friends. I don't know what is wrong with me I pretty much feel like Im going crazy in my hea...
Posted by on Thu, 08 Dec 2005 18:02:00 GMT

ThIS is How I FeeL

The Greatest Irony Of Love "Loving the right person at the wrong time, having the wrong person when the time is right and finding out you love someone right after that person walks out of your life......
Posted by on Tue, 06 Dec 2005 16:36:00 GMT