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Well, I don't really know what to say. For those of you that don't know me, I grew up in Chicago but moved to St. Lou
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MySpace Codesis when I was 15 so I guess I really "grew up" in St. Louis. It's defenitly home, I love it here. All though, I will say that Heather Hill and Parker Jr. High were some great times. I graduated from Parkway Central in St. Louis, MO. I went away to college for half a semester, realized that school wasn't for me, moved back, moved to California, moved to Georgia, and some how made it back to the STL. I'll probably be here for a while if not, the rest of my life. Love the midwest. I met the greatest guy in the world, John, and we were parents to a beautiful son who we called James William. James passed away May 12, 2007 to Menkes Syndrome, which he was diagnosed at 4 months with. He lived to be 15 months old. They're the most important people in my life and I love them to pieces. James will forever be remembered cause we still talk to him everyday! I never thought I'd be at this point in my life at this age, but I wouldn't ask for anything else in the world. I don't think I've changed much, if anything, just grew up. My son has changed my life and made me the person I am today, an all around better, more appreciative, and most defenitly more patient person. He's shown me the importance to appreciate what we are given and to cherish every moment that we have. Raising James and now grieving for him and learning to live on without him is the biggest challenge I've ever had. I have learned from him to never give up. Maybe I have changed a little bit:)

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Happy Birthday James

Today would be James' 3rd birthday.  We are going to celebrate.  We're going to Jackson, because I feel closer to him when I'm there, and we're going to bake a cake.  Surprisingly, I'm feeling ok toda...
Posted by on Sat, 31 Jan 2009 06:48:00 GMT

Should I or Shouldnt I

So, I've been contemplating for the past couple days now whether or not I should post a blog.  I've had so much activity and thoughts going on in my life right now, that I really feel like I need...
Posted by on Wed, 29 Aug 2007 09:21:00 GMT

Restaurant Behavior

I was reading a blog from a friend, and was quickly reminded how horrible it can be at times to be a waitress/server/bartender whatever.  I'm not even in the business anymore, but still feel I ne...
Posted by on Mon, 30 Jul 2007 00:20:00 GMT

www.caringbridge.org/visit/lilbubby

please visit the website:  www.caringbridge.org/visit/lilbubby   James William was the most important person, along with his daddy, in my entire life.  He deserved his own webpage. ...
Posted by on Tue, 29 May 2007 23:29:00 GMT

www.themenkesfoundation.org

Please visit the website www.themenkesfoundation.org. This website supports all Menkes Syndrome boys and families and is a great way to spread awareness. James suffered severly from this disease and ...
Posted by on Fri, 25 May 2007 10:02:00 GMT

Little Baby James

I'm so lost without my little bubby.  The past few days have been a great distraction, but I am so scared for days to come.  I dont' know what to do.  He was such 24 hr. care and now I ...
Posted by on Wed, 16 May 2007 14:42:00 GMT