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I used to wear alot of make-up to cover up all the imperfections on my face. I thought boys only liked girls who were "perfect" so I wanted to be that. Until recently, I drove a car that was 10 years old and had no a/c, no power windows or locks. A lot of people viewed me as a poor person because of this, but, my definition of poor is very different than theirs.
Most days I 'm a happy, positive person. But, like all humans I do have my days where I am angry, confused, quiet, or sad. There are very few people in this world, besides my family, who know the real me. And the number of true friends I've had in this life I can count on one hand. Those friends are the ones who have stood by my side through both the good times AND the bad times.
I've learned that I'm not always the person that I want to be and at times I hold grudges far longer than I should. In the end, I always forgive what has hurt me, but I usually don't forget it. I have also learned that sometimes an ended relationship or friendship is for the best and that letting go is both the hardest and strongest thing to do.
I will not lie by saying I like every person I have met in my life or that is in my life right now, and that includes both family members and friends. This is not a bad thing and I refuse to feel guilty for being honest.
I do not wish bad things on anyone, but, I do not wish well on everyone, either.
I now know that not only am I not perfect, but -SURPRISE- I never will be. And that's ok. I will always try my best and strive to be the woman that my parents have raised me to be.
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