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Godboi™ Sin Of The Week ::Lust::

I find my greatest bravery in deciding to be brave; if there's no feeling of fear, there's no need f

About Me

There isn't much to tell, and I've haven't much to say,
I dwell within myself for quite a bit of time,
And I'm kinda sorta Gay
And as you see I love to rhyme.
Poetry's my thing just cuz it has a ring to it, Not cuz I think I'm good, although i could outwrite some of the outright crooks who publish hollow words in high priced books like bones of birds with wings that fly them to famous nowheres.but who cares? it is not i who bares the burden of lies. i fly free into skies painted joyous black. and i'll die free with no weight upon my back.
you want to know about me?
here's me synopsized:
i love my family, i love to draw, poetry's my life
and my life has been quite raw.
i'm from the golden black streets of good ol' New york;
not used to holdin' back cuz it's what i was taught -
so i'm blunt and i'm honest to many's dismay,
i think boobs are hot, but somehow i'm gay.
i'm hispanic - no, not mexican at all;
i'm Dominican, and proud that that's what I'm called.
If you have any questions
Leave your message at the tone
and here's my suggestion:
if you still want to know more,
just throw me a frickin' bone...
336.340.9577
I UPDATED THIS THING ON 14.MAY.2006 SO IT HAD NEW ANSWERS
TELL ME ABOUT YOURSELF - The Survey
Name: Randy Rafael Castillo Morel
Birthday: 04:45am 20.Jul.1985
Birthplace: St Luke's Hospital, NY, NY
Current Location: Greensboring, NC
Eye Color: Black - yes bitches - BLACK - not brown
Hair Color: Black - Brownish in Summer
Height: 5'10 or 5'11
Right Handed or Left Handed: Usually takes both
Your Heritage: 100% Dominew Yorker - that's a Dominican from NY for you slows
The Shoes You Wore Today: McD's Slip Resistant Work Shoes - trendy huh?
Your Weakness: Hector
Your Fears: Being Afraid
Your Perfect Pizza: A New York Cheese Pizza
Goal You Would Like To Achieve This Year: Live
Your Most Overused Phrase On an instant messenger: "Kiddo" (if you don't get it - ask me)
Thoughts First Waking Up: Is he next to me?
Your Best Physical Feature: I've been told eyes and smile - you pick
Your Bedtime: Who sleeps?
Your Most Missed Memory: My Abuelita Rosita (late grandma)
Pepsi or Coke: I'm a traitor to Pepsi...the shame....
MacDonalds or Burger King: Neither - FUCK FAST FOOD!!!!!
Single or Group Dates: hmmm.... Never did a whole group
Lipton Ice Tea or Nestea: Powder Mix Tea - Artificial tea fuckin rocks my socks
Chocolate or Vanilla: depends who it's on
Cappuccino or Coffee: NEITHER! Caramelatté muthasuckas!
Do you Smoke: Never have - NEVER will
Do you Swear: I swear i fuckin hate ppl who say "swear" - it's CURSE!
Do you Sing: HELL YEA - "I'm a maniac, mania..AAHH" oh well.....
Do you Shower Daily: I shower when I'm properly accompanied
Have you Been in Love: YupYup(my other overused phrase on IM)
Do you want to go to College: YupYup
Do you want to get Married: I recently realised - YES YES YES
Do you belive in yourself: Usually
Do you get Motion Sickness: Depends on who's makin the motion
Do you think you are Attractive: Some days yes - Some days no
Are you a Health Freak: I owe my life to Junk food - I'm loyal
Do you get along with your Parents: For the most part
Do you like Thunderstorms: Yuup
Do you play an Instrument: riight
In the past month have you Drank Alcohol: I've fallen from my pedestal - yes - i got drunk - DAMN YOU KEVIN!
In the past month have you Smoked: ~:~Please Refer to Question 26~:~
In the past month have you been on Drugs: if i dont' smoke - WHY in God's name would I use drugs!?!
In the past month have you gone on a Date: Went to the Theatre with my bf....that count?
In the past month have you gone to a Mall: Lol - I would hope so
In the past month have you eaten a box of Oreos: Oreo McFlurry
In the past month have you eaten Sushi: Never had it
In the past month have you been on Stage: Only in my mind
In the past month have you been Dumped: You'd have to ask DaNiEl
In the past month have you gone Skinny Dipping: not int he past month
In the past month have you Stolen Anything: I don't condone theft - unless it's forma major retailer
Ever been Drunk: What's with the redundant type Questions?
Ever been called a Tease: I think so
Ever been Beaten up: yea - cuz I actually fight stronger people
Ever Shoplifted: again with the repetive Q's
How do you want to Die: I don't
What do you want to be when you Grow Up: a Kid
What country would you most like to Visit: Japan
In a Boy/Girl..
Favourite Eye Color: Miel
Favourite Hair Color: Deep, Rich Black
Short or Long Hair: depends on the person
Height: I don't mind either way really
Weight: The swimmer build - I must say - is quite emacualte
Best Clothing Style: I must admit - the crombie and scene kids are pretty cute
Number of Drugs I have taken: Z to the muthafuckin RO
Number of CDs I own: too many
Number of Piercings: 5 left
Number of Tattoos: soon - very soon
Number of things in my Past I Regret: Too Much and Nothing at All (ask me to elaborate if you want)
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My Interests


About Me ::Lust's passion will be served; it demands, it militates, it tyrannizes. -Marquis De Sade::::headLINE::
Do not confuse my confidence with arrogance; I could prove surprisingly humble and down-to-Earth. Do not mistake my kindness with weakness; I will prove formidable a foe. Do not misinterpret my silence with fear or shyness and do not presume my boisterousness a result of ignorance; I will break you, mind and body.

::myNAME::

For all those who don't already know
I have a pretty long name
I've decided that it's easier to just cut a few
So if you need to address me
It's just Rafael

::moreSTUFF::

I was born in St.Luke's NY, NY on 20.July.1985
I'm New York born
But my Blood knows no:
Color :: Race :: Creed :: Nationality
Sometimes I speak English
Sometimes I speak Something Else
but foremost
I always speak my mind
I have little tolerance for those who lack tolerance
Things I like include, but are not limited to:
[PLEASE REFER TO MY INTERESTS SECTION]
If I seem rude, blunt, bitchy on here
Either [run] now or get to know me
Cuz whether you think I'm cool
Or you think I'm a prick
You're right
I'm actually a nice guy
Until you decide to be judgmental or ignorant

::theBOD::

As for the physical
Which is the only thing most of you care about
Hence I left it for last
I'm 5'10 / 150lbs / and damned sexxxy
And no, "I'm not conceited, I'm convinced."
If you don't like it, step off
I'm well aware that I need to be me no matter what
'Cuz those who mind, don't matter
And those who matter, don't mind.

::postNOTE::

I've had it with people
Who can't look beyond their eyes
And see what I have to offer
So, no worries if you decide to be shallow and leave
I'm better off without your type.

General Interests ::Painting:: ::Drawing:: ::Writing:: ::Poetry:: ::Reading:: ::Music:: ::VideoGames:: ::MySpace:: ::Linguistics:: ::Theology:: ::Philosophy:: ::Clubbing::

I'd like to meet:

::A TRUE LOVE CAN COME BUT ONCE A LIFETIME. A TRUE FRIEND JUST AS RARE. FALSE FRIENDS, LIKE REAL ENEMIES; HOWEVER ARE A DIME A DOZEN::
::GOOD FAITH IS HARD TO FIND, BUT WHEN YOU FIND IT; HOLD ON TIGHT. LOYALTY AND HONOR ARE NO LONGER BASIC MORAL VALUES; BUT THEY ARE ALL THE MORE PRICELESS FOR IT. I HAVE FAITH IN THE UNIVERSE/GOD AND I AM LOYAL TO THE IDEA THAT GOOD PEOPLE STILL EXIST::
::I HAVE A HANDFUL OF AWESOME FRIENDS, AND I'VE KNOWN THE BEAUTIFUL EUPHORIA OF LOVE MORE THAN ONCE. THE UNIVERSE HAS LOVED ME AND FAVORED ME ENOUGH TO GIVE ME EVERYTHING AND MORE THAN ONE SHOULD ASK FOR, BUT IT SEEMS THAT SHE JUST KEEPS ON GIVING... I'D LIKE TO MEET ANYONE SHE THROWS MY WAY - BE YOU TRUE FRIEND OR REAL ENEMY - WE ALL SOMETHING TO LEARN FROM ONE ANOTHER::

Here's a link to my ::newestBLOG::
This was inspired by my recently deceased friend, so it's serious to me. Please comment it so that I know who's actually taking the time to read my page.


Music:

::SethColuzzi:: ::JoshBennett:: ::Tupac:: ::Biggie:: ::BigPun:: ::Jinn:: ::Madonna:: ::PaulOakenfold:: ::DaftPunk:: ::Pink:: ::MarilynManson:: ::DeathCabForCutie:: ::GoodCharlotte:: ::GreenDay:: ::EnriqueIglesias:: ::RickyMartin:: ::TheAll-AmericanRejects:: ::JLo:: ::RedJumpsuitApparatus:: ::FallOutBoy:: ::BrianMcKnight:: ::Shakira:: ::BoyzIIMen::

Movies:

::300:: ::Troy:: ::Tristan&Isolde:: ::Gladiator:: ::HairSpray:: ::RENT:: ::Anything With JetLi/Brucelee/JackieChan:: ::Crank:: ::WAR:: ::TheOne:: ::UnLeashed:: ::Grandma'sBoy:: ::UnderWorld:: ::ResidentEvil:: ::SilentHill:: ::FridayThe13th:: ::NightmareOnElmStreet:: ::LordOfTheRings:: ::TheHobbit:: ::Eragon:: ::ReignOfFire:: ::CrouchingTigerHiddenDragon:: ::KillBill:: ::X-Men:: ::ThePhantomTollBooth:: ::TheLion,TheWitch,&TheWardrobe:: ::Norbit:: ::TheGoldenChild:: ::Terminator:: ::Alien:: ::Predator:: ::Jurassic Park:: ::Transformers:: ::Shrek:: ::Surf's Up:: ::DisneyCalssics [Especially DUMBO]::::texas chainsaw massacre:: ::cloverfield:: ::baby momma:: ::juno:: ::little miss sunshine:: ::28 days later:: ::28 weeks later:: ::the illusionist:: ::the exorcism of emily rose:: ::the messengers:: ::nightmate before christmas:: ::the corpse bride:: ::chuck and larry:: ::pirates of the caribbean [all]:: ::hitch:: ::all the marvel movies:: ::napoleon dynamite:: ::The Conquerers of Shambala:: ::Spirited Away:: ::Nausicaa of the Valley of Wind:: ::Howl's Moving Castle:: ::Laputa - Castle In The Sky:: ::Princess Mononoke::

Television:

::Will&Grace:: ::FamilyGuy:: ::Simpsons:: ::AllAmericanDad:: ::Futurama:: ::Avatar:: ::SamuraiChamploo::

Books:

::Eragon:: ::LordOfTheRings:: ::ChroniclesOfNarnia:: ::ThePhantomTollBooth:: ::It:: ::TheUglyDuckling:: ::Dr.SeussBooks:: ::AnneRice'sChroniclesOfTheVampires:: ::RainbowBoysTrilogy:: ::TheKamaSutra;):: ::TheHolyBible:: ::TheQu'ran:: ::TheBookOfMormon::

Heroes:




My Blog

Morning

Two eyes, a nose, both lips, two ears... I wake up in the morning and I thank God that I have another day to live. What beautiful art; sunrise. A whole world around me; I hear the music that is raind...
Posted by Godboi™ Sin Of The Week ::Lust:: on Tue, 22 Apr 2008 05:40:00 PST

Wings

The world may stand before you,your legs be cut from beneath you,and the weight of a thousand burdens placed upon your shoulders.And maybe you won’t overcome the obstacles.Maybe you won’t ...
Posted by Godboi™ Sin Of The Week ::Lust:: on Sun, 16 Mar 2008 04:21:00 PST

The Places That I’ve Come To Fear The Most

    The thing about people is that we tend to emerse ourselves deeper into depression as a way of dealing with it. My drug is music. One song triggered a thought that just put everythig...
Posted by Godboi™ Sin Of The Week ::Lust:: on Thu, 15 Nov 2007 10:49:00 PST

For Who Could Love a Thing Like You....?

There are no words that could explain what's inside my heart right now.Over the span of two months I've somehow managed to bring my life to shambles and then further destroy whatever rubble may have r...
Posted by Godboi™ Sin Of The Week ::Lust:: on Thu, 09 Aug 2007 05:14:00 PST

Eternity

your face still lingers herea lifetime's come and gonethough far apart, you're always neareven though so much went wrongi wish that i could take things backbut the past should lay to restscorn me, cur...
Posted by Godboi™ Sin Of The Week ::Lust:: on Wed, 02 May 2007 06:57:00 PST

Thoughts To Wake To

Today I will live honorably through my thoughts, actions, and speech. I choose to be full of faith; I will not only be a hearer but a doer of the word of my words. I will serve before I demand, I will...
Posted by Godboi™ Sin Of The Week ::Lust:: on Wed, 18 Apr 2007 08:04:00 PST

My Poem Means Nuthin (POEM)

And so my poem means nothing, but it means nothing just for you. A shallow, endless sea of sorrow is what is promised for the evercoming, never tomorrow. Streets paved of flesh; walls painted with blo...
Posted by Godboi™ Sin Of The Week ::Lust:: on Mon, 01 Jan 1900 12:00:00 PST

THE REST OF YOUR LIFE

I've made a decision recently and it's going to change my life forever.  I met the person I want to spend every breath with; the person I want to grow old and wrinkly and even more senial with...
Posted by Godboi™ Sin Of The Week ::Lust:: on Sat, 17 Jun 2006 03:06:00 PST

A Stranger To Myself (POEM)

Im become a stranger to myself. A whisper in the darkness - a moan. Pleasure radiates in this place devoid of human emotion. Are you okay? The darkness and loneliness answer for me. Im fine ...
Posted by Godboi™ Sin Of The Week ::Lust:: on Thu, 15 Sep 2005 01:14:00 PST

Black Rainbow (POEM)

I am a million shades of you. I embrace every epic movement of your tender lips as they speak pale hues of crimson. I wrongfully long for the peach of your skin and what lies therein. My heart rises t...
Posted by Godboi™ Sin Of The Week ::Lust:: on Mon, 01 Jan 1900 12:00:00 PST