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**~Alexandra~**

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About Me

Before I was a Mom I never tripped over toys or forgot words to a lullaby. I didn't worry whether or not my plants were poisonous. I never thought about immunizations.Before I was a Mom - I had never been puked on. Pooped on. Chewed on. Peed on. I had complete control of my mind and my thoughts I slept all night.Before I was a Mom I never held down a screaming child so doctors could do tests. Or give shots. I never looked into teary eyes and cried. I never got gloriously happy over a simple grin. I never sat up late hours at night watching a baby sleep.Prettiest MomBefore I was a Mom I never held a sleeping baby just because I didn't want to put her down. I never felt my heart break into a million pieces when I couldn't stop the hurt. I never knew that something so small could affect my life so much. I never knew that I could love someone so much. I never knew I would love being a Mom.Before I was a Mom - I didn't know the feeling of having my heart outside my body. I didn't know how special it could feel to feed a hungry baby. I didn't know that bond between a mother and her child. I didn't know that something so small could make me feel so important and happy.Before I was a Mom - I had never gotten up in the middle of the night every 10 minutes to make sure all was okay. I had never known the warmth, the joy, the love, the heartache, the wonderment or the satisfaction of being a Mom. I didn't know I was capable of feeling so much, before I was a Mom.

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Growing up

It has already been a month since breanna turned one.... where does the time go.... when i first had her i could wait for her to walk and grow up.... i know she is just one but she is already wanting ...
Posted by **~Alexandra~** on Mon, 28 Apr 2008 09:42:00 PST

To My mom

I never thought that my mom and I would ever be so close. I never new the love that she has for me. I cant imagine how much hell i put her through. It’s funny i never really start to appreciate ...
Posted by **~Alexandra~** on Wed, 26 Mar 2008 08:18:00 PST

GOD AS MY FATHER

God is doing so much amazing things in my life. He is not only providing for me but for Breanna as well. Anytime i need something or Breanna does guess who is there to provide it? Yup the big man up s...
Posted by **~Alexandra~** on Wed, 26 Mar 2008 11:01:00 PST