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mouldy ningyou

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About Me

Music is another reality and I live in there, I wouldn't have many reasons to live if I'd become deaf some day. I talk about music lots, so, you'd better get used to it. I get very attached to the members of some bands, but it's almost fear-kind respection at the same time. I like to keep part of music and bands as an illusion.I like being alone and that's what I treasure, though I appiriciate my friends and beloved one. I have a terribly twisted, wicked sence of humour and I have queer interests. I have to say that I'm against christianity, I don't like what it represents, the eternal life --- I'm horrified about the thought of living forever. Besides I hate people judging others and that is what the Bible does, judges homosexuality. Religions are scary, a invisible not necessary real force makes people do terrible things...religion wars...hate it, religion = bad and this is my opinion of them. Aesthetics is important to me and I'm a visualist. I tend to admire (crossdressing), anorexic, feminine men, gas masks, militarism and the dressing style of the time, especially 1940's Finland.More dull pictures in here: http://irc-galleria.net/view.php?nick=Herra-Visva
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My Interests

Shounen-ai and yaoi mostly. All beautiful, skinny(I mean really skinny) and young gay boys. Philosophy, (I don't like Immanuel Kant, he's too absolut with everything, exept the transendental philosophy of his.) MUSIC(I'm so boring, music and gay boys = my life). Vampirism, corsets, militarism (in clothes) of the 1940's in Finland, gas masks, history. Future in Japan, prefer Tokyo.

I'd like to meet:

Malice Mizer, the members of Kagerou (seen their live at 15.12.2006). Then I want to meet many other musicians, and members from all the bands I listen to. I also would like to meet Immanuel Kant, Karl Popper, Adolf Hitler and that guy called Jesus.

Music:

Malice Mizer, Kagerou, Moi dix Mois, Arc~ Otona ninaritakunai kodomo tachi, Hagakure, ANTI FEMINISM, Lolita23q, lUlU, Death*Rabbits, Lareine, Aile, SHAZNA,(The) Gazette, DéspairsRay, Kisaki Project, Phantasmagoria, HISKAREA, Luvie/Ruvie, Selia, BLOOD, The Candy Spooky Theater, Gothika (ex-Euthanasie), Kaggra, Zilch, X Japan, hide, Dir En Grey, Vidoll, Schwarz Stein, Kaya (ex-Schwarz Stein), Hora (ex-Schwarz Stein), Aural Vampire, Merry, Silver Ash, Deathgaze, Gackt, Közi, Eve of Destiny, Ayabie, An Cafe, Girugamesh, the studs, Yuu, classical (Bach, Mozart, Vivaldi, etc.), Enochian Crescent, Viikate, Loa, Pain Confessor, Turisas, My dying Bride, Kotiteollisuus, Dimmu Borgir, Ajattara, Horna, Finntroll, Hedningarna, The Kovenant, Turmion Kätilöt, Apocalyptica, Jussi Hakulinen, Kinsky, Yö, Leevi & The Leavings, Juice Leskinen, KISS, Guns N' Roses, Antti Tuisku, trance, electro (darkwave, gothic), etc. ( I'm not really into female singers...exept Yuu, Exo-Chika and ophera singers...).

Movies:

Hauru no Ugoku Shiro, Sen to Chihiro no Kamikakushi, Sleepy Hollow, The Shining, Tonari no Totoro, Neighborhood watch, Fight Club, Gone with the wind, High hopes, Hot Shots I and II, Jeanne d'Arc, Little Women, Battle Royale I & II, LOTR I, II & III, Chocolat, Charlie and The Chocolate Factory, One Missed Call, Ring 0, I & II Three Extremes (Dumplings, Cut, Box), Vincent, The Nightmare Before the Christmas, Jane Eyre, Wishing Stairs, Blue light, The Grudge (Japanese version), The Rocky Horror Picture Show, The Wizard of Oz, Interview with the Vampire, Finding Neverland, Peter Pan, Dances with the wolves, Sound of Music, Hannibal, The Silence of the Lambs, Red Dragon, etc. Classical naive movies, historical movies, horror movies, especially psycholigical, cannibalism, wicked sadistic ones.

Television:

Lost, Keeping up appearances, X Files, NGE, Galaxy Express 999.

Books:

Jean Cocteau's, Fjodor Dostojevski's and Stephen King's and some manga, Loveless, Gravitation, NGE and many, many others.

My Blog

I want more money, to get well, to sleep, to avoid many things

Today all the 3rd graders were exited...about their graduation results...So in here we write atleast 4 subjects, so yeah...a graduation.I haven't done any yet, since I'm going my high school in four y...
Posted by mouldy ningyou on Fri, 16 Nov 2007 02:21:00 PST

Massacre

Today there was a high school massacre in Jokela...it is rather unique in Finland. Only once before (1989) one 14-year-old shot two pupils...but this time this guy, who was 18 shot 8 people and himsel...
Posted by mouldy ningyou on Wed, 07 Nov 2007 01:22:00 PST

Diru

I loved it, I really did O___O oh god, it was amazing! The band was thrilled! Toshiya and Die both jumped around the stage head banging and so on. Kyo had fun too, he smiled many times and he...he tal...
Posted by mouldy ningyou on Sun, 04 Nov 2007 02:54:00 PST

Gigs

Geez, my back is still aching...there's something wrong with my spine I guess...there is somethin in it, I can feel it^^;;; Terrible! And Diru's gig on sunday...exited, exited!! In Finland arrangers h...
Posted by mouldy ningyou on Fri, 02 Nov 2007 05:40:00 PST

Hurts...

My back is sore...I can't even sit or stand properly...auch...I can't even tell why my back's killing me, last night I felt it was aching already, but when I woke up +___+ god.... And I had doctor's a...
Posted by mouldy ningyou on Mon, 29 Oct 2007 08:28:00 PST

Breathing feels too complicated right now.

This day is terrible, on the other hand I'm glad that I'm at home and no reason to go to school. But I messed up my driving lesson so badly that it ruined my day...and it's not only because of th...
Posted by mouldy ningyou on Thu, 25 Oct 2007 03:10:00 PST

Love

  http://www2.kerrang.com/2007/10/dir_en_grey_video_exclusive. html = made of love
Posted by mouldy ningyou on Wed, 24 Oct 2007 11:14:00 PST

Photos!

We took our every-year-photos at school about 2 months ago...today we got them. Me and my friends had some kind of...well I think we got brain damage...since this is our last year together in the same...
Posted by mouldy ningyou on Tue, 23 Oct 2007 10:33:00 PST

In the end do you really have to do things you don't want to?

More fighting... More dizzyness... More nausea... More love towards Kagerou. Everytime I listen to Kagerou (which happens often) I realize over and over again how much I love them. If I couldn't repl...
Posted by mouldy ningyou on Thu, 18 Oct 2007 03:22:00 PST

If you don’t want to do something you don’t have to

Isn't it nice to have arguements with your lover, or as it really goes, isn't it nice to have your lover fighting with herself at you? Oh, yes indeed! And the best thing is that naive "I wont ans...
Posted by mouldy ningyou on Wed, 17 Oct 2007 01:00:00 PST