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Mes yeux sont la couleur de la chiasse...haha........................ "The only thing constant in life is change." Friends come into your life for a reason..and sometimes, they're taken out of your life to show you how much they really mean to you. As your heart breaks, it reveals all of your weaknesses and insecurities. As time passes, those wounds heal and you become stronger because of the experience. No one really knows why the friends and loved ones who we grow closest to are always the ones who are ripped from our presence at the most inconvenient time, but that's life... The fear of not knowing the outcome has held me back from taking more risks than I have in the past. I know change is a good thing, but it's discouraging when all your friends are moving on in life..and you just can't seem to grow the balls to take a leap of faith. I'm now at a point in my life where taking risks sounds like a really good idea. Still, the complacent side of me is a hard demon to battle at times. A few things have happened in the last few months that have really changed my perspective. A huge part of me now longs for something better in this life. I'm ready to start taking some risks..ready to move on from the current dead end career path that I'm casually wandering down..and maybe someday (hopefully sooner than later), I'll be ready to ditch the single life and be with a girl who treats me right and appreciates me for who I am and the effort I put forth. I never really dated in high school, because I didn't see the point in being with someone who I knew I wouldn't spend the rest of my life with. When I come in contact with something that I like, slowly but surely, I go for it. I may not be the quickest guy to act on his feelings, but at least I know when something feels right and when it doesn't. Is my problem that I'm too slow to act, though? My only fear is that I've found something wonderful, something that makes me happy every time I'm in it's presence, but it's slipping through the cracks cause I'm not man enough to take a risk by laying it all on the line. I refuse to let a perfect opportunity pass me by only to later regret not doing something about it. I guess if things aren't meant to be, all these plans I have won't go anywhere, right?...Sure, I can be lazy and procrastinate like nobody's business, but I'm proud of who I've become up to this point, I'm grateful for the trials that have made me who I am today, I love the Man upstairs with all my heart, my family is the best, I have the 2 coolest sisters a brother could ask for, and life would be hell without the the rad friends that I have! ........................................................... After I graduated from South Lafourche in 2004, I moved to Los Angeles, California and lived there for 2 years. While I was there, I was a missionary with my church..I learned and grew so much over there, and it is an experience that I wouldn't trade for all the riches in the world! J'aime Jésus Christ avec tout mon coeur!!..I'm in college right now, and I like it a lot. I love to write, so read my blogs and tell me what you think, cause I put a lot of effort into those things...(for more about me, go to my 'general' section)