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WELL, WHERE CAN I BEGIN? I DON'T THINK APRIL REALLY HAS A BEGINNING. SHE JUST SORT OF EVOLVED RIGHT INTO EXISTENCE AND STRAIGHT INTO MY LIFE.....I ENJOY HER ENTHUSIASMS. SHE SINKS DEEPER AND DEEPER INTO HER QUIXOTIC NATURE AND LOSES HERSELF WITHIN. WHAT EMERGES IS A FIGMENT OF YOUR IMAGINATION--YOU CAN'T MAKE HER OUT BUT YOU CAN FEEL HER. SHE'S A SWEET, SWEET GIRL BUT HER SOUL IS REPULSIVELY DANGEROUS BECAUSE ONCE SHE HAS SWALLOWED YOU WITH HER HEART YOU ARE A WILLING PRISONER. IF YOU DIDN'T KNOW HER YOU'D PROBABLY THINK SHE WAS INSANE--I KNOW HER TO BE MY SANITY--SHE'S REALLY THE ONLY THING THAT MAKES SENSE IN MY LIFE. BECOME AWARE OF HER AND YOU WILL REALIZE THAT THERE IS NO "HER", SHE'S MAKE-BELIEVE; SHE'S MADE UP OF ALL THE PERSONALITIES THAT SHE COLLECTS. SHE TAKES VARYING TRAITS AND STRIPS YOU OF THEM TO MAKE THEM HER OWN--SHE DEVOURS US AND BEFORE WE KNOW IT WE ARE LOOKING AT AN INTERPRETATION OF OURSELVES. REMOVE US AND SHE IS A SPIRIT THAT DOESN'T UNDERSTAND HUMANNESS. THAT IS THE BEAUTY BECAUSE SHE DOESN'T EASILY SUCCUMB TO HUMAN BOUNDERIES OR THE ORDINARY NEEDS........SHE ALLOWS ME TO SEE THROUGH HER EYES, AND BELIEVE ME, IT'S A WHOLE DIFFERENT WORLD FROM THERE. WHAT I FIND MOST COURAGEOUS IS THAT SHE OPENS THE DOOR TO HER SIDE OF REALITY--WE CAN WALK THROUGH AND BE A PART OF IT, OR WE CAN WALK PAST AND NEVER REALLY KNOW HER. SHE JUST SEEMS TO BE AND I HAVE SEEN HER WINGS SPREAD AT NIGHT.............
MY LORD, MY LOVER, MY HUSBAND
In Silence You come to me
and,
if my heart is stilled by Your Love
I hear You.
I need not utter a word
out into this great abyss,
but in my mind You are there responding.
Your Love is so great
that it embraces me far beyond who I am--
We are everything at once
We are Lovers who penetrate a Love beyond this world
We are One
We are forever.......
an infinite passion, a solidified embrace.
-Aig.
(copyrighted) 1 Sept. 2004

My Interests

I'd like to meet:

MYSELF IN THE FUTURE......AND THERE I WILL FIND ALL THE PEOPLE I'VE MET AND WHO HAVE INSPIRED ME......MAYBE YOU?

My Blog

CAN’T GET ENOUGH PAOLO ;O)

Check out this video: Paolo Nutini - I Wonder (live)
Posted by on Mon, 28 Jul 2008 09:34:00 GMT

BEAUTIFUL VOICE OF PAOLO NUTINI

Check out this video: Paolo Nutini - Still Crazy (unreleased, live, 2004) ..Add to My Profile | More Videos
Posted by on Fri, 04 Jul 2008 21:13:00 GMT

RENAISSANCE.....

(from a journal entry c. 2001) And thus, life as I knew it to be came to an end. The beginning, however, did not bloom out of a rose or fly in a bundle in the beak of a stork. No, wh...
Posted by on Fri, 28 Mar 2008 05:02:00 GMT

Paolo chatting on...too adorable!

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Posted by on Sat, 26 Jan 2008 03:49:00 GMT

David Bowie.........

A great influence on my life--my mind, my being.......I've been mesmerized since the age of 11........... Check out this video: David Bowie-Wild Is The Wind.avi Add to My Profile | Mo...
Posted by on Mon, 26 Nov 2007 02:24:00 GMT

RAPTURE OF LOVE

On Friday, 20th February 2004, I spent a quiet hour with God.....Jesus.....my Joshua. It was in the midnights--1:00a.m.--so it was actually Saturday, the 21st...........no matter, it is just the...
Posted by on Sat, 09 Jun 2007 06:51:00 GMT

MY ORIGINAL "ABOUT ME" BLURB

PART I: -I LIVE IN MY OWN WORLD, BUT I HAVE AN OPEN HEART TOWARDS EVERYONE......... -ALL OF MY LIFE I'VE BEEN DESCRIBED BY EVERYONE AS "SWEET"........SO, MAYBE............. -I LIKE TO HEAR PEOPLE'S S...
Posted by on Sun, 03 Jun 2007 19:53:00 GMT

Heart Thoughts....(also posted as bulletin)

..>..> ..> Jun 2, 2007 5:39 PM Subject Heart Thoughts.......... We are changed by events, circumstances, encounters.............I have been transformed by one such recent encounter. There has onl...
Posted by on Sat, 02 Jun 2007 17:48:00 GMT

My Favourite Twins

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Posted by on Sun, 20 May 2007 03:08:00 GMT

MY MOST VULNERABLE.........

I've been writing poetry since the age of eight, and I feel at my most vulnerable when letting anyone read. I was fortunate to study under award winning poet, Henri Coulette, whom I also Loved dearly....
Posted by on Fri, 18 May 2007 05:16:00 GMT