.rx queen.™[promise to love or kill me]

My name is Elizabeth AKA Liz, Bethsty, Bethsty McFly, Lizzy, Angel, Lizard, Bizeff the Beat Box, Brighteyes, Sugarplum, Liz-a-beth, Lizbeth, Baby Love, Bethro, Beth the Neth, Beth, Tinkerbeth, Fred, Libby, Liza B. Jane, Fredrina, Little Beth, Jane. I'm not too good at things like this but i'm 21 years old, i live in the middle of no where and i can't wait to get the Fuck outta here! I'm trying to transfer to Frostburg in the fall. Mostly because i just need to leave here. I work full time at my parents equestrian center, i go to csm and umuc, and i'm a cheerleader for csm. So, my life is pretty hectic. Like i said my parents own an equestian center... so, like most people here i live on a farm. Its peacful... when im there. When not at home i spend most of my time at friends houses. I love to party! Every weekend starts on thirsty thursday:) My friends are master drinkers lol. Challange any of us and you'll probably get burned. We're all crazy... different... and most of us talk shit... but its all in good fun. I have loved with everything and lost my world and learned to loved again. I have been through great things and horrible... but everything you go through makes you stronger. Or at least i hope so:)
Random-ness
My new puppy, Stella Mae is the cutest one ever.
I hate love/men/boys/assholes/lies.
99% of my friends are guys, i believe most girls are evil backstabbing, boyfriend stealing, shit talking, bitches.
I am in love with the Deftones.
I love lyrics, they explain me when i cant.
I have two tattoos, and fourteen piercings.
I love to drive for no reason at all.. it's relaxing.
I have a cat that sleeps in the most random places ever.
I am addicted to ebay, myspace, hoodies, sunglasses, and fuzzy blankets.
I sleep in shorts and knee high socks.
I hate doing my hair.
I have to make a wish at 11:11 and lift my feet over train tracks.
I love to swing.
I go to class in my pjs.
I take shots of beer.
I love school supplies.
I want to believe in people so bad, it almost hurts.
I hate the color orange.
My eyes change colors.
I have more nicknames than I can count.
I'm trying to quit smoking.
I clear my head by driving late at night with the windows down.
I know what fmic stands for.
I love ballet.
I make the best enchiladas in the WORLD!
I can't spell for shit.
I love when when music is so loud and so good you can feel it through your whole body.
I never make the bed.
I take the longest showers ever.
I think that Carlos Mencia is the funniest man alive...next to Dane Cook.
In high school I got caught for EVERYTHING i did wrong.
You can always see my underwear...I can't help it.
I hate sleeping alone.
I wear sweatpants 90% of the time.
I have fifteen horses.
I can dance like a black girl.
I love pictures.
I love Captain Morgan.
Ashley calls me her co pilot when we drive.
I used to drive a three cylinder five speed with a butterfly on the hood.
I have really small feet.
I suck at video games.
I can change my entire outfit while driving a stick.
I hate writing papers.
I have a lamp that i can make say anything I want.
I like to sing in the shower.
I have a ghost name Jimmy.
My favorite candy bar is Reeses cups.
My best friend and I kick everyone's asses at charades because we don't even have to speak to each other, we just know.
I want to be a ballerina.
I have freezer mugs, but they are never in the freezer.
I hate vegetables.
I have a lighter leash:) thanks ash.
I can't stand my family for more than a couple hours at a time.
I constantly twirl my hair.
I can't draw; even my stick figures look retarded.
I could snuggle all day long.
I'm twenty and I still like playing dress up.
My favorite color is green.
I have a pink hello kitty toaster that toasts hello kitty's face on your bread.
I looove going to concerts.
People used to call me the macaroni queen cause I made macaroni and cheese for all the drunkies.
I can't whistle.
I can only blink my left eye.
Warning:
I'm beyond shy, until I'm drunk, or until I really know you.
I try to make everyone else happy before myself.
I never say what I feel.
I never say what I want.
If I do, they probably contradict eachother.
I keep everything bottled up inside.
I'm the best excuse maker evar.
I do the complete opposite of what I want 9 times out of 10.
Don't say I didn't warn you.
Spent most of last night dragging this lake
for the corpses of all my past mistakes
sell me out - the joke's on you
we are salt - you are the wound
empty another bottle
and let me tear you to pieces
this is me wishing you
into the worst situations
I'm the kind of kid
that can't let anything go
but you wouldn't know a good thing
if it came up and slit your throat
Your remorse hasn't fallen on deaf ears
rather ones that just don't care
cause I know
that you're in between arms somewhere
next to heartbeats
where you shouldn't dare sleep
Now I'll teach you a lesson
for keeping secrets from me
Take your taste back
peel back your skin
and try to forget how it feels inside
you should try saying no once in a while
oh once in a while
And did you hear the news?
I could dissect you
and gut you on this stage
not as eloquent as I may have imagined
but it will get the job done you're done
every line is plotted and designed
to leave you standing
on your bedroom window's ledge
and everyone else that it hits
that it gets to
is nothing more than collateral damage
Take your taste back
peel back your skin
and try to forget how it feels inside
you should try saying no once in a while
oh once in a while
My Heart Is The Worst Kind Of Weapon -Fall Out Boy
Your memories will always haunt me like a ghost
To put it nicely I hope you choke
A poet of sorts but I'm not enough to give you an eyesore
It's hard to swallow with your hands around my throat
I'm sick and tired of, I told you so
You can call me at home but I know better than to answer the phone
When people ask about the last time that we spoke
I let the stitches do the talking for the most part
And I leave out how you threw a lamp through my front window
Just burn the photographs and bury all the pages that we knew
In short this is a long goodbye to unexpecting you
Even if I spend 2004 listening to Morrisey in my car
I'm better off alone than I would be in your arms
In your arms
I'm better off alone
(In your arms)
Just burn the photographs and bury all the pages that we knew
In short this is a long goodbye to unexpecting you
Just burn the photographs and bury all the pages that we knew
In short this is a long goodbye to unexpecting you
To unexpecting you
To unexpecting you
(Just burn the photographs) To unexpecting you
(Bury your memories) To unexpecting you
"Populace In Two" - From First To Last