OH SHIT I HAVE A LOT TO SAY ABOUT MY SELF...LOLI am a person that makes friends easily, yet I am not too quick to trust people. I like to meet people that are real and that don't act fake. I am a fierce and loyal friend once given the chance to be. I like being single don't like to be controlled and have fun being free. I am also a very proud parent. My baby boy Travis died April 6,2007 due to neglect and other things at a privet care giver. That was some thing I'm have n issues getting over, and i doubt that i will ever really get over. My child is my life and they come FIRST! My baby are the best thing that ever happened to me. I'm a very proud parent.
I love change, and I live to experience as much as possible in the shortest amount of time possible. I appreciate the fact that life is short and I am bound and determined to make the most of every minute I have on this earth. I have an inquisitive mind and a thirst for adventure that is only slaked by the collecting of unusual experiences and plenty of travel.
My adaptable nature can put me at home anywhere. I also possess the rare gift of detachment. I am also a mover and a shaker that knows how to create opportunity in the midst of chaos.. Nothing usually stops my will to get what I want and very few of my real life experience or failures don't either. In fact, seeing others thriving as the result of my actions is one of my greatest personal rewards!! As I am very ambitious and goal oriented, sometimes it is hard to fit loved ones, and family into my busy schedule, but i try my hardest to make time for every body's needs. I always make time for my child no matter what they WILL AND ALWAYS come first IN MY LIFE! I am more than willing to share my wealth with those I love, and often My motivation for getting rich is to give them the best future possible. Although I may appear unpredictable or unreliable to others I'm actually a very complex individual who often harbors a clear vision of who I want to be, and how I want to live in the future.I may be materialistic but I am not greedy. As I am not very materially minded, and not necessarily concerned about my carefree attitude about money, and or personal things often alarms my family and my closet loved ones. I have the tendency to live for today and not for tomorrow.The positive aspect of my tendency to live in the here, and now is that I rapidly bounce back from any type of misfortune, and like a chameleon have an uncanny ability to reinvent my self through out my life time. I am all about the exchange of energy. I enjoy Positive energy cause I believe to receive positive things in my life I have to give positive thought, and give back positive things.
My definition of love is more spiritually sophisticated.I feel smothered by individuals who define love as giving up your heart, soul, and freedom so you can tell others,and your self that it was the right thing to do.I believe you should never say it if you don't mean it. Cause its going to hurt that person worse in the long run when they find out it was a LIE. Think about it if you really loved some one and they said they loved you as well, and then you find out they didn't then HOW WOULD YOU REALLY FEEL? I believe if you have true love for some one you nor they ever need to say I'M SORRY!! When you love some one you are to love them for them, and every body makes mistakes. If we didn't we would not be human. I believe when you say I love you to some one, and they say it, and mean it then they are excepting you for you. If your really who you say, and believe you are then your mistakes are you to so WHY say SORRY!
I believe that an expression of true love for another soul is the courage to let them go to pursue their own path. In fact I can't think of a bigger disservice to ones soul than to give up ones right to pursue their heart's desire
As well as simply who often harbors a clear vision of who they want to be and how they want to be in the future. I believe people need to really know them self's before others can even get the chance to. However my casual attitude towards relationships often devastates others who interpret my adventurous spirit as an unwillingness to settle down and put down roots. I simply don't connect to others in the same way they do to me at least half the time i don't. I can also get frustrated by those who can't seem to get on with their life the same way I am able to. Emotionally this has granted me the ability to have a few number of relationships throughout my life yet not to suffer any kind of trauma or nasty consequences when one ended!
I normally express my self in a very polite, civil and courteous manner unless some one hurts the ones that are close to me,and or causes darma im my life. Or is some one that dont really mean any thing to me, and is just there to be a burden. That is multipul matters that can trigger the stern disciplinarian in me.I will be very candded and agresive if i believe you are doing some thing to hurt my loved ones.I tend to hold my cards close to my chest to keep others in suspense as to what my next move might be. I Do not, and will not allow any body or any thing else to hurt, or make my loved ones hurt any more.
I have been some what give in the reputation of being "shallow" when nothing could be further from the truth. If you do not like me I could careless. I see it as then you need to get to step n. If any body has a personal issue toward me i would rather them come face to face with me then to try, and hurt me threw my loved ones. If ya'll feel as you need to do that then you better be prepaired to recieve twice the amount of damage you had done to my loved ones. If you ya'll think you need to know more then hit me up!" alt="Photobucket"
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