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About Me

me? woooo...where to start?i have no idea. i dont fit into any stereotypical mold, so it doesnt do much good to explain myself as an artist or Christian, athlete or business man. if you asked people that think they know me you would get a parade of different answers. i have heard a lot of them and they either make me laugh or just shake my head. its ok...i like it when people tell me how they had me all wrong...it never gets old or suprising. so you can toss out any first impressions of me... some people just take a while to understand...so take your time. i do love going new places, but i usually end up doing the same things and enjoying how no two days are ever the same. im a very outgoing but inside im actually a shy person. soooo meeting new people and having deep talks about life are something i love to do, but i often watch as opportunities pass me by. i am an only child so doing things on my own is not my favorite thing. teamwork and group stuff is what gets me going, but being an only child means im actually terrible at getting along with everybody without accidentally pushing someones or everyones buttons. disappearing into a crowd is one thing i am not good at doing. i am who i am and you are who you are...so its all good. nothing makes me more happy than to help another person get perspective and find happiness or relief or just relaxation. too bad i usually walk into a room and the situation gets weird or awkward. thats what happens when you are so pretty and badass at the same time, haha. i think life is beautiful, but i think humanity is kinda crazy. i mean, dont get me wrong, i have done my share of being stupid, but there has to be an end to the insanity. be a lover or a hater but dont forget, in the end we all have to face da Lover Large. i think most people are lost and unhappy and its sad. we all have a million things to really put a smile on our faces, and all the biggest problems we have are just a moment of clarity away from being just another thing or even something we wouldnt ever want to change. i love america and houston and there are few other places in the world with such a wide variety of cultures all together and actually getting along (with your occational trouble making emotional retards). ive been around the world and i hope to be spending alot more time traveling and searching for perfect places most people dont ever know exist.

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old profile 2

shy sensative realist mixed with a confident spoiled and experienced dreamer........... the day will come when i have learned to win all the battles in my own life...overcoming those spiritual obstica...
Posted by on Wed, 27 Feb 2008 01:16:00 GMT

my passion is serving others

disclaimer: only child-child of God, deep in a spiritual war of good and evil this might not make sense to you...it says in the Bible that if you dont believe you wont understand...but im here to tel...
Posted by on Thu, 11 Jan 2007 17:46:00 GMT

old profile

hello im matt........................im just your not so normal rugby playing artist, easy going intellectual, take no shit bully bullier, adventuring poet, great cook lead foot, passionate goofball, ...
Posted by on Sun, 15 Oct 2006 17:29:00 GMT

an honest admonition of myself

i'm a......a...................i suck apparently many people like me...but more people seem to actually dislike me...normally i would ignore and move on knowing i have a good heart and honorable inten...
Posted by on Thu, 21 Sep 2006 02:34:00 GMT

-poetry of the broken hearted-

spinning we float through life with our feet on the ground over and over we see what we will see again and again i searched for freedom and love but my search took me away from where i...
Posted by on Fri, 08 Sep 2006 01:33:00 GMT

your shadow weighs a ton

first i would like to mention that it is 92 degrees in houston today...nicest day in a week thanks to overcast cloud cover...yeah we know ---note to self do some sit ups today...really twist and turn ...
Posted by on Tue, 27 Jun 2006 14:24:00 GMT

ahhhhh...damn it

im so pissed i wrote a long and meaning ful blog entry and its gone...i hate computer viruses...that was a great piece of writing that im not even gonna think about trying to replicate...nor do i care...
Posted by on Sat, 24 Jun 2006 16:57:00 GMT

uncontrolable self

at the risk of sounding dramatic and arrogant ill just start this blog entry without thinking it over. some say...well...i am what many call a 'bad boy'. but i dont want to be...it just comes na...
Posted by on Wed, 12 Apr 2006 03:10:00 GMT

disillusion of danger

im weary with thoughts of insignificance because of the tital wave of delusion that we all face in this world of lusts and liesi pity you that read this...just like i pity myself because of the spiral...
Posted by on Tue, 04 Apr 2006 12:18:00 GMT

my mind is swirling

so my life is another day longer ...arent i special life is so amazing...each look a different reality...each person a different perspective on often the same things. what is your perspective......
Posted by on Wed, 13 Jul 2005 01:11:00 GMT