Alright, think I have an idea of what to put here. Read on if you wanna. In high school I was the sorta quiet goody goody type lol. Yeah, most of you who know me now wouldn't believe that, but hey we all gotta start somewhere. See in high school, I didn't know myself. My senior year I started to find out who I was, and I didn't like what I was seeing.
Then I went to college, this is where I found who the real me was. And if you don't like what you find out about me here, well to bad. I'm rather happy being me, and I'm not going to change. I found out that I'm not the party type, whew. I'm the bluntly honest type. I speak what I think and if it sounds mean, or harsh then you're taking it wrong. Just the truth, lies aren't worth my time. I found out that I'm wiccan, that nature and the things around us are what matter to me. I found out that I truely do love to write and I'm not that bad at it. Not saying I'm great by any long shot, but what I write makes some sense, that's good! I found out friends are nice and I love every one of my friends, but friends can hurt too, so you have to be careful how much of yourself you give to your friends. I found out the past is there to teach us how to better ourselves but it's really hard to listen, you have to really pay attention to learn what it can teach. I learned that people will say things just to be cruel, because to them it is "cool." These people I don't have time for. The last thing I learned is that humor is a definate must have. If you can't laugh at yourself, then you take life way to seriously and really can't laugh with others. There are other things I learned, but that's all that is really important at this time. Might add more of my little life lessons later lol, depends on how much I decide to share. It ends up I'm a mix of old fashioned and new. I'm a girly girl about a few things and tom boy bout most else. I'm just me.
Was in college 95-00, graduated, and that fall I met the man that loves me for who I am. Met him .., and so many ppl think you can't meet someone ... Got me a sweet loving NC guy. The sexiest drawl that you can even imagine, you should hear him say darling grrrr! He loves me as I am, for who I am and best yet he tolerates me when I'm grumpy LOL (There aren't many who can, just ask him, he knows when to just shut the fuck up. He'll admit it!) He's stood by me, and I've stood by him, but there's just one problem. I'm a sag, that means (for those who don't know) I'm a fire sign. He's a cancer, that means water. Fire and water, we make some steam! Makes for some interesting times too lol but I wouldn't ask for anything to be different about us. We like loads of the same things, some of his playstation games I can do without hearing lol. And I'm sure sometimes he can do without me bitching about something or the other. Give n take, it's all good. He proposed on new years eve that same year, and I'll post a blog about that sometime, it was so sweet! The sort of thing most hope for. We got married in March, ya ok it was fast but it was just right. Ever met someone and felt you knew them totally and completely? That was him for me. BTW If you want to learn a bit about this man who has me for life (ya feel sorry for him lmao) his myspace is down below in friends. My number one friend, Bahaii, that's my hubby!
Let's see here. Still in Illinois, want to move though. Always dreamed of Colorado. I'm workin on hubby about it, he says IL has enough snow. Psh no such thing! We have two cats, Piddy, a fat black n white, and Pooka a fat n sassy torti point. Most else you can find in the other sections I think. Unless I think of something spiffy to add here, that about does it.
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