xavier

r. zamora linmark called me the [savior saint of xtacy] becuz of my full name xse. well i use the metaphor of the yoga mat: however i am on the yoga mat is how i am outside in the real world. certain times it feels wonderful because the tension inside of me gets released and i get so gratified that i can get into the poses. im grateful i can even move in such open and freeing ways that i can let it all go. other times, its funny becuz of things that surround me that i allow to distract me. i tend to lose focus of the basic fundamental of all things. but i just have to breathe, and i remember... l...o...v...e.......