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_ERiN._

I am here for Dating and Friends

About Me

:he traces her face with an index fingertip full of hate.
"love 'em and leave 'em,
love 'em or they leave you"
some see the glow but some glow is see through
as life leaves her body, he screams "me too"
all he ever wanted was to teach you, to reach you,
death is the cousin of sleep.
just close your eyes count sheep and breathe deep
think about the sound of relief that surrounds you
*you were already gone before i found you*
..AIM- PoshGlamour
I GUESS HATING ME IS THE NEW THING. EVERYONES DOING IT. I COULD CARE LESS. STOP OBSESSING OVER HOW MUCH YOU HATE ME AND GROW UP. IF YOU HATE ME YOU SHOULD AT LEAST HAVE A GOOD REASON WHY. IM NOT THE TYPE OF PERSON TO REALLY GIVE A FUCK WHAT OTHERS THINK ABOUT ME, BUT IT GETS ANNOYING AFTER A WHILE. PEOPLE TALK SHIT ABOUT ME AND DO ABSOLUTLY NOTHING ABOUT IT. WHATEVER GOES AROUND COMES AROUND TEN TIMES WORSE.SO I DONT NEED YOUR DRAMA OR ANYONE ELSES. TEST ME, SEE WHAT HAPPENS, I USED TO LET THIS KINDA SHIT GO BUT LATELY PEOPLE HAVE BEEN PUSHIN ME A LIL TOO FAR AND FOR THOSE WHO KNOW WHAT HAPPEND RECENTLY---YOU KNOW, LOL, SHOPPERS. WELL, NOW THAT THAT'S OUTTA THE WAY.....
I'm not here to impress anyone and I'm also not impressed easily. I tend to keep things private because I've come to learn that sometimes the smallest thing can be turned into something completely untrue; and that scenario always causes disaster. Unfortunately, it's hard finding people to trust. If there is ever a doubt about something I (supposedly) said, please question me about it before you make any type of assumption or accusation. I prefer to remain something of a mystery than to be completely understood. I desire acceptance and yet I really could care less what it is that others think about me. We all have self images-I am my own hero but sometimes my worst enemy. My heros are anyone that has lived through my life and lived to tell about it. My heart is heavily guarded. I keep to myself emotionally because I know that only I can handle my situations. I am consumed with an unsatisfyable hunger for self beauty and perfectionism. On the outside, I can come across as the most real person you've ever met, or the most fake. Inside, I am very deep, I love meaningful conversations, writing and poetry, real people who can express themselves and be confident about who they are, and people who have dreams and goals and the courage to follow them. I know who I am but the truth is that I usually like to get to know people before they get to know me because that way I know how much I can let them see and how much I should hold back. I love the phenomenon called fashion because I believe in self expression. I do hair. I do makeup. I strongly believe that everyone should be able to express themselves however they want to and not let other peoples criticism influence their decisions because without variety, our world would be a very boring place to live.
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_me in a few words..._
Abstract thoughts. Loves reality and abstract. Intelligent andclever. Changing personality. Attractive. Sexy. Temperamental. Quiet, shy and humble. Honest and loyal. Determined to reach goals. Loves freedom. Rebellious when restricted. Loves aggressiveness. Too sensitive and easily hurt. Gets angry really easily but does not show it. Dislike unnecessary things. Loves making friends but rarely shows it. Daring and stubborn. Ambitious. Realizing dreams and hopes. Sharp. Loves entertainment and leisure. Romantic on the inside not outside. Superstitious and ludicrous. Spendthrift. Tries to learn to show emotions.
When he shall die, take him and cut him out in little stars and he will make the face of Heaven so beautiful that all the world will be in love with night.
For attractive lips, speak words of kindness. For lovely eyes, seek out the good in people. For a slim figure, share your food with the hungry. For beautiful hair, let a child run his fingers through it once a day. For poise, walk with the knowledge you'll never walk alone ...People, even more than things, have to be restored, renewed, revived, reclaimed and redeemed and redeemed and redeemed. Never throw out anybody. Remember, if you ever need a helping hand, you'll find one at the end of your arm. As you grow older you will discover that you have two hands. One for helping yourself, the other for helping others."Wait for the guy who calls you beautiful instead of hot, who calls you back when you hang up on him, will stay awake just to watch you sleep...Wait for the boy who kisses your forehead, Who wants to show you off to the world when you are in sweats, Who holds your hand in front of his friends, who thinks you're just as pretty without make up, one who is constantly reminding you how much he cares and how lucky is he to have you... the one who turns to his friends, smiles and says, 'that’s her'..."
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My Interests


I'd like to meet:

already met him...almost fucked up and missed out on the best thing to ever come into my life, but he stayed around and i am the luckiest girl in the whole world because i have so much fun with him, and he makes me happier than i ever thought i could be and i only hope i make him feel the same way because its an amazing feeling. josh...i love you so much. you are the cutest, sweetest, most amazing guy i have EVER met in my life and being your girlfriend makes me happier then i ever thought i could be so thank you for everything you have done and everything you do for me and thanks for sticking around when i lived at john's because i put you through a lot of bs and if i could i would take back all those times i hurt you and every night i didnt spend with you...you know now i'd be right there next to you without a doubt.

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My Blog

things i miss about you

A few reasons why girls like guys (you were the only one who ever showed me feeling like this. i miss you doing these things to me) The way they run their hands through our hair. The way that they l...
Posted by _ERiN._ on Sat, 20 Jan 2007 02:47:00 PST

What Love Is

What Love Is Love is when you when you can't stop thinking about him/her.Love is when you find yourselves holding hands and neither remembers initiating the contact.Love is when you find yourself ha...
Posted by _ERiN._ on Sat, 20 Jan 2007 02:42:00 PST

Soulmates--READ IT!

Only once in your life, I truly believe, you find someone who can completely turn your world around. You tell them things that you`ve never shared with another soul and they absorb everything you say ...
Posted by _ERiN._ on Tue, 16 Jan 2007 12:39:00 PST

quotes i love

"The bad things in life open your eyes to the good things you weren't paying attention to before" "I always knew looking back on tears would make me laugh, but I never knew looking back on laughs woul...
Posted by _ERiN._ on Sun, 14 Jan 2007 02:12:00 PST

the simple things are what matter the most (to me at least)

It's the simple things . . . his hand holding hers,her hand holding his . . .an arm around the shoulder or waist . . . a kiss on the cheek,a kiss on the head,a kiss on the lips . . . the look in the ...
Posted by _ERiN._ on Wed, 10 Jan 2007 06:58:00 PST

LiFe

Sometimes people come into your life and you know right away that they were meant to be thereto serve some sort of purpose, teach you a lesson or help figure out who you are or who you want to become....
Posted by _ERiN._ on Sat, 11 Nov 2006 03:24:00 PST

my perfect boyfriend

so basically i'm getting tired of feeling sad or alone all the time. hook ups make you feel wanted for as long as it lasts and i think thats what many girls find when they feel they are lacking love o...
Posted by _ERiN._ on Tue, 07 Nov 2006 01:56:00 PST

20 Things the Perfect Guy Will Do

20 Things that A Perfect Guy Will Do: 1. Know how to make you smile 2. Sigh deeply when hugging you3. Come up behind you and put his arms around you4. Play with/pull your hair5. Let you know how...
Posted by _ERiN._ on Sun, 06 Aug 2006 02:35:00 PST

true love doesn't end

Lost love is still love it takes a different form that's all you can't hold that hand or look into those eyes, you can't tousel that hair but when those senses die, others come to life memory memory b...
Posted by _ERiN._ on Sat, 22 Jul 2006 01:24:00 PST

Take me, Thrill me, Kiss me, Kill me

Take me thrill me kiss me kill me   I watch you from a farWishing we weren't so far apartI don't know why your hereOr why I am shedding tearsI don't know why you are who you arebut your slowly br...
Posted by _ERiN._ on Sat, 08 Jul 2006 10:20:00 PST