wtf |
i wish that i had some sort of answer to all my questions. i know every thing happens for a reason but really. what the hell am i suppose to be learning. i could of died. thats all i can think about. ...
Posted by on Wed, 05 Aug 2009 11:42:00 GMT |
This has been my life |
Before I begin, I have to say, to my friends, my truest and dearest friends I love you no matter what and always. I've been through my fair share of failed relationships. However I no regrets. Is it p...
Posted by on Sat, 11 Apr 2009 01:21:00 GMT |
Random thoughts.... |
So im sitting here watchng annie hall, i guess im on some woody allen trip. Of course I am the female lead in Play it again, Sam. Can you believe it, me a lead, again. But as I sit here a watch this m...
Posted by on Fri, 27 Mar 2009 12:46:00 GMT |
and then |
its almost one in the morning. I cant sleep...and dont want to. Once again my mood has changed from on the verge of killing myself to living my life in a positive manner...well trying anyways. I reali...
Posted by on Sat, 07 Mar 2009 00:55:00 GMT |
You'll never read this.... |
To whom it my concern:Its such a shame...i never said goodbye. I know that everything I said to you and everything I felt for you was real. Your so much better than the life you choose to live. I wi...
Posted by on Mon, 23 Feb 2009 13:01:00 GMT |
there is no hope |
Everytime I thnk I get closer..to happiness..to love.. to any sense of normalcy..it all falls apart. I always feel like im paying for some horrible thing I've done, except i cant remember what that th...
Posted by on Tue, 17 Feb 2009 12:04:00 GMT |
damn it.. |
well its snowing outside. I've been in bed for the last two days..and I'm bored as hell. Being the new girl in town sucks. It makes me miss my sunny home in the oc. I know coming back to the desert wa...
Posted by on Wed, 17 Dec 2008 08:56:00 GMT |
life....there’s nothing you can do |
well within the last year I have done alot of complaing and wishing that my life would change. And then it did...over and over again...so many things have happened that I have no control over. An...
Posted by on Tue, 04 Nov 2008 18:28:00 GMT |
ok here is goes............ |
So here it goes folks...another blog about how my life needs to change and blah....blah....well the thing I've decided within the last couple of days is that "I'm only good as my last good day". I can...
Posted by on Wed, 30 Apr 2008 18:28:00 GMT |
ummmmm... |
So, I dont know what I’m doing and I dont care. I’m going with wind and where ever I end up is where I will be. I can’t control this thing called life so why try? I can only le...
Posted by on Fri, 28 Mar 2008 11:51:00 GMT |
