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  I edited my profile with Thomas Myspace Editor V4.4 (www.strikefile.com/myspace)Throughout my life I have been both a hero and a villain, a liar, thief, and a saint. I am not exactly proud of some of my past, but have done what I can to right those wrongs. I take great pains to ensure never becoming that person again. I am, for the most part honest, sometimes brutally so...I think honesty is one of the most beautiful of human traits. I don't think a person can go wrong in life being honest. I believe that we all need to be forgiven, and do my best to forgive others. I am fascinated by people and why they do the things they do...yet hate their illogic at the same time. I despise social masks...but understand why we have them...and love to purposely break them down. I love seeing a person for who they truly are. I am inflicted by a severe "Wanderlust" impeded only by finances. Creature feature was my only friend until I was four, which leads me to understand why I am so socially inept (the monsters will always be my friends). I have broken hearts and in turn have had mine broken. I am a hopeless romantic who feels he has never gotten his chance. I love listening to storms and sometimes spending weeks by myself. I am infinitley creative yet find I can rarely express myself. It takes me years to fully trust someone, but when I do I will go through great pains to be there for them. I don't agree with society's standards, but in a way am "old fashioned" in my values. I believe happiness is inside ourselves and cannot be found through material means, or others. I can understand how I can be seen as somewhat naive in this. I do believe, though, that others can help guide us along the path to that happiness. I trust dearly my intincts and have found they have never let me down. I believe all things happen for a reason and look for the underlying message in life...and will continue searching until I find it.
You are CLOUD. (My cat is named after you!) You're
a good person at heart, just a little confused
sometimes.
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You are Gojira(not Godzilla). Sometimes your an
evil bastard, and sometimes you are the
protector of japanese children. Either way
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You Are Gonzo the Great
"Is something burning in here? Oh, it's just me."
You're a total nutball who will do anything for attention.
The first to take a dare, you'll pull almost any stunt.
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...And I Never Have.

Could this be an arm around my waist?well, surely the hand contains a knife?it's been so all of my lifewhy change now?"it hasn't!"Now this might surprise you, but,I find I'm OK by myselfand I don't ne...
Posted by on Sun, 22 Nov 2009 10:55:00 GMT

Play Dead

Darling stop confusing me with your wishful thinking, hopeful embraces, don't you understand? i have to go through this, i belong to here where no-one cares and no-one loves, no light no air,to live i...
Posted by on Sun, 08 Nov 2009 15:40:00 GMT

Wild World

Lalalalalala...Now that I've lost everything to you You say you wanna start something new And it's breakin' my heart you're leavin' Baby, I'm grievin' But if you wanna leave, take good care Hope you h...
Posted by on Mon, 19 Oct 2009 16:46:00 GMT

Doors

We live together, we act on, and react to, one another; but always and in all cicumstances we are by ourselves. The martyrs go hand in hand into the arena; they are crucified alone. Embraced, the love...
Posted by on Sat, 13 Jun 2009 16:51:00 GMT

Falling Man

I know a ghost will walk through walls Yet I am just a man still learning how to fall -Blonde Redhead-I'm sorry
Posted by on Thu, 07 May 2009 11:03:00 GMT

We Need Your Help!

My comedy improv group "For the Baby" has just submitted a video entry in the if.net "What makes you a star contest". Grand prize is a camera and $10,000! Best thing about this is...after only a few h...
Posted by on Thu, 26 Mar 2009 09:57:00 GMT

Watchmen

So, I finally saw Watchmen last night. There were a few things I didn't care for, but overall, I liked it a lot. It followed the comic pretty damned close. I was a little wary at first in seeing it be...
Posted by on Mon, 23 Mar 2009 16:30:00 GMT

Henson is Love

So, yesterday Audra took me to see the "Wonderful World of Jim Henson" exhibit downtown. I was only told at first to keep the day free...little did I know I would be ambushed with Henson-ee goodness. ...
Posted by on Tue, 03 Mar 2009 09:02:00 GMT

Incredibly Bad Timing

Just found out what I will be getting from my tax returns...Oh, wait...I'll be giving them money.So...the money that was so desperately needed by me to pay my rent, buy food and gas, ect. (being that ...
Posted by on Mon, 16 Feb 2009 17:38:00 GMT

Paper-Plate Clown

They took you too soon my friend...much too soon. It's amazing when you would see someone day in and day out on an almost constant basis, and then one day...done...they're gone.It's been so long since...
Posted by on Sat, 10 Jan 2009 18:11:00 GMT