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~RagDoll~

From the cradle to enslave... i will live on.

About Me

For anyone who knows the one known as Ragdoll, Ra.ga.Do.ru. or Raggz :
RagDoll has Died... he is no more. In his final days he came to realize that he was the shell of everyone around him. the person he was, was just just everyones toy. he hated himself very much but the loved the ones who made him anyway. Inside the lifed he had he did many things that people will never forget. He wrote a book called Dear Die-ary, A very deep, deep look into the mind of someon broken in love.
Although he touched many lives,
Saved many people,
and Was always unconditionaly in love with Dottie...
He finaly hated himself so much... he ended it.
the hate deep inside of the passivist
tore him apart and drove him off the edge.
Now that he is gone, we are left to wonder what it was about him we all loved. How could someone, who only did the things he did to please other people, Leave a mark in everyones eyes... Look inside yourself. To those who knew him and loved him... there is somthing in all of our eyes thats says we have been touched by the one known as RagDoll.
but the sad sad truth is,
You have all been in love with a mask. You took an Empty Human body and shaped it all to your own forum.
If youve never read his wirtiting...
Look into it, the answer to his death is there,
Hidden somewhere deep with the archs of the paper bound demon.
he said once near the time of his death,
that his life always started out with two words.... two words that Could send the Darkest chills up ones spine... Two words that could pull forth the pain of thousand ages and send it stright the hart. Two words that could make those who read it feel the deepest pain and despair they have ever known ot the point of insanity and suicide.... the two words that best defined him,
he started each day
with thoses two words....
and by speaking those two words with his last breath, he left the most hard hitting entry he has ever written...
as he slowly died he said
...Dear Die-ary,
...And passed away with a hart full of pain, agony, despair.... and the greatest love any man has ever known.... the greatest love for someone he could not have.
dottie...if oyu ever read this... He loved you, and may still love you, with more then anyone on the face of this retched erath
and the most fucked up thing is....
...You knew.

My Blog

GO AWAY!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

I just want to be alone right now........
Posted by ~RagDoll~ on Tue, 14 Feb 2006 06:26:00 PST

I have to kill you frist casue your inside my mind.

pk....i need to let somthing off my chest.And just...i need to vent.U all know that i have a really badd ex girlfriend?And you all know she abused me right?Latly ive been thinking aobut it and its dri...
Posted by ~RagDoll~ on Wed, 08 Feb 2006 11:46:00 PST

ventalicious goodness.

waaa. i bored.its 3 ami think i'll sit herre and write  things and then have you all comment on them..."Thoughts.These thoughts i have cant stop you.These thoughts i have cant save you.These thou...
Posted by ~RagDoll~ on Thu, 26 Jan 2006 02:35:00 PST

ten thousand qustion that led to a change

mood: tired music: evenessance - youDear Die-ary,hmmm well today has gone kinda slow.Not much... ate dinner with my grandma, missed band practice.and here i am again sitting alone at 4 am in the ...
Posted by ~RagDoll~ on Wed, 25 Jan 2006 05:27:00 PST

hay i found some wirtting of mine.

ok so a few of you have heard of how my writting was....welli found a good peice to put up.i owrte this a while ago its an excerpt from Dear Die-ary,i hope you all enjoy Its scary to come that cl...
Posted by ~RagDoll~ on Tue, 24 Jan 2006 03:07:00 PST

Time for a change

Dear Die-ary, mood: Still blank music: Luna sea - DesireWell, i gusse its time i start it all over.Okay, well... im ready this timewhen i look at myself in the mirror i dont like the person stari...
Posted by ~RagDoll~ on Tue, 24 Jan 2006 02:21:00 PST

grarg

rowr. this is my first. ~Ragdoll~
Posted by ~RagDoll~ on Mon, 01 Jan 1900 12:00:00 PST