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tommy

I'm putting myself on myspace Probation

About Me

I'm so tired. I lay in bed for hours forcing myself to dream...to fall asleep...I want just want to crawl into my bed. Tossing and turning, what the hell is wrong with me? The door is slamming, memories keep flashing, I keep rolling as the sun tries to anger me with its illuminating rays. Every time the door opens the sun hides. I think it brings me back to a life that I once lived. It's too hard to remember. The tears coat my pillow and the sun refuses to let me win. I close my eyes again. I'm falling apart. We could be forever...or we could be over and over. It's never over. The door opens and I'm transformed to my perfect self. Did I let it break me? My dreams are suffering, broken an infinite amount of pieces, seemingly impossible to put back together. They struggle to create a vision where life makes sense, while I continue to toss and turn under the knife of the sun. Shaking from the pain that's in my head, I just want to crawl into my bed and sleep until the pieces find their meaning. I'm falling apart. Don't tell me that we will be together (or over and over). Somehow, the door hides me...my dreams...my tears. Did it break me?

My Interests

Being Out of the Ordinary, Breaking through Stereotypes, Creating my Own Words (especially with Spanish, French and English roots), DDR, Driving Around Late at Night, Facebook, Getting Lost in the Music, Going out to get Dinner and a Movie, Instant Messaging, Literature, Mathematics, Myspace, Photography, Poetry, Reading, Show Choir, Singing with Passion, Spending Time with the Best of Friends, Swimming, Talking and Listening, Text Messaging, The Internet, Theatre, and Writing.

I'd like to meet:

If I had the choice to meet anyone in the world, I think that I would want to meet God. God has all of the answers, the hints, the keys, the secrets, the mysterys. Everything that I don't know the answer to. If I could choose more people, I would like to meet JK Rowling, Lois Lowry, Edgar Allan Poe, An English King, and a celebrity involved in the movie business. I love to meet people who have inspirational and philosophical talks and bring hope and joy into this world filled with sorrow. That'd be great.

Music:

N'Sync, 30 Seconds to Mars, Aerosmith, Aida Soundtrack, The All-American Rejects, Angels and Airwaves, Annie Soundtrack, Ashlee Simpson, Augustana, Avril Lavine, Backstreet Boys, Ben Harper, Ben Jelen, Ben Lee, Billy Joel, Blue October, Boys Like Girls, Cartel, Christina Agulera, Clay Aiken, Daft Punk, Dashboard Confessional, Dave Matthews Band, Dixie Chicks, Dream Girls Soundtrack, Eiffel 65, Evanescence, Faith Hill, The Fold, Fort Minor, The Fray, Frou Frou, Gary Allen, Gavin DeGraw, Gwen Stefani, Hellogoodbye, Idina Menzel, Jack's Mannequin, Jamison Parker, Jason Mraz, Josh Groban, Joshua Gracin, The Juliana Theory, Keith Urban, Kenny Chesney, The Killers, Lifehouse, Lindsey Haun, Mandy Moore, Mark Broussard, Nelly Furtado, New Found Glory, Olivia, Olsen, One Republic, Panic! At the Disco, Pussycat Dolls, Queen, Rascal Flatts, The Red Jumpsuit Apparatus, Regina Spektor, Relient K, Rent Soundtrack, Ricky Martin, Rise Against, Rob Thomas, Rodney Atkins, Rogue Wave, Romeo&Juliet Soundtrack, Royal Harmony, Sarah McLaughlin, Saving Jane, Secondhand Serenade, Shania Twain, Shirelles, Snow Patrol, Something Corporate, Spice Girls, Sugarland, Temptations, Tim McGraw, Toby Keith, Trans-Siberian Orchestra, Underdog Project, The Used, Wicked Soundtrack, Yellowcard, Zanna! Don't Soundtrack.

Movies:

Airplane, Big Fish, Brokeback Mountain, Bruce Almighty Crash, Donnie Darko, Father of the Bride (1-2), Finding Nemo, Freedom Writers, Harry Potter (1-4), Legally Blonde, Lloyd, Mean Girls, Miss Congeniality, Moulin Rouge, Rent, Romeo&Juliet, Save the Last Dance, Scary Movie (1-4), Sister Act (1-2), Spiderman (1-2), Tommy Boy, The Village, A Walk to Remember. Anything Funny, Philosophical, or has that has the power to make me cry.

Television:

American Idol, Boy Meets World, Desperate Housewives, Fairly Odd Parents, Family Guy, Grey's Anatomy, Malcolm in the Middle, Sabrina the Teenage Witch, The Simpsons, That 70's Show, Two and a Half Men.

Books:

A Doll's House, A Separate Piece, After the First Death, Beowulf, Ethan Frome, Everyman, Harry Potter Series, MacBeth, Oleanna, Romeo & Juliet, Shakespeare's Sonnet #116, Stormbreaker, The Canterbury Tales, The Chocolate War, The Crucible, The Giver, The Great Gatsby, The Scarlet Letter, Waiting For Godot, You Can't Take it With You.

Heroes:


Jenny

My Blog

this life

i can’t get this song out of my head.i don’t know what the hell it is trying to tell me either. I have no idea where my life is headed or where I’m going.  I’m almost done...
Posted by tommy on Thu, 20 Mar 2008 11:50:00 PST

impossible to know

i have a dilemma. i don’t know who to believe. i don’t know who i should believe. i don’t know what my problem is. help. who is lying? who is telling the truth? what is truth? why do...
Posted by tommy on Thu, 20 Mar 2008 09:54:00 PST

&blueeyes

I don’t have the power to write how I want to write any normal day of the week.   Generally its a form of music that takes over and transforms a part of me...telling me that I need to ...
Posted by tommy on Wed, 19 Mar 2008 03:11:00 PST

the sun will set for you

I'm too willing to trustin the 87 keys that make up my life109 on most daysand yet infinte I give in to give up and up to in and backwardsforwardsthe thumpa-thump continues to go on while kids cry I b...
Posted by tommy on Wed, 27 Feb 2008 10:58:00 PST

Scared

My biggest fear of all is that someday I won't be able to capture the passion in writing; but only be able to recognize it through the works of others.
Posted by tommy on Fri, 25 Jan 2008 09:36:00 PST

Cellar Door

i want to rest an eternal sleep with sunshine (maybe even a spotless mind) Question Why? Why is their sunshine and the rain? Next day you're gone I will go on.   To the Virgins you make much of ...
Posted by tommy on Wed, 23 Jan 2008 09:36:00 PST

Deeper meanings to life

I'm getting a nasty feeling inside me.  Not a feeling of doing something that I might regret, but a feeling of wondering what is to be regreted.  A feelin where I don't understand what I wan...
Posted by tommy on Tue, 22 Jan 2008 09:46:00 PST

Stop & Stare

"You start wonder why your here not there, and you'll do anything to get what's fair" I want to feel love like those of the classics....the movies that are classics in my eyes..the movies that have qu...
Posted by tommy on Sun, 20 Jan 2008 01:49:00 PST

you don’t remember me, but i remember you

I haven't had a crystal clear vision of North Royalton since I've been at college until I turned on my I-Pod tonight while studying for some Microbiology :) I'm happy with where I am.  I'm lookin...
Posted by tommy on Thu, 13 Dec 2007 04:05:00 PST

My little Sunday

I like having two days off in the middle of the week thanks to finals. I should probably be using them to study...but cramming has always worked just fine. I'm feeling happy and different and I like i...
Posted by tommy on Wed, 12 Dec 2007 11:18:00 PST