Morgan

i live in a shitty town. Nobody lives here like me, sometimes i feel like they are looking at me because im colored. But fuck them, i am who i am and nobody tells me what i should be or why im here. Well, after all I said, I am here to meet new people, make friends. If I come off as rude or anything like that Im not, Im just trying to get some anger off my chest. Once someone gets to know me i can be nice and friendly. I am a laid back girl, trying to have some peace around me. I would like to meet anyone because they can be interesting and sometimes im kinda bored, so there! Also, all of us are equal, we are human beings after all and i think that everyone can be interesting and unique and its just nice to find out who one is before its too late. And I'm sorry for coming off in a rude, angry way but sometimes I do feel like that. I already had my some-what midlife crisis which happened in the "best years of our life", high school. I had this group of friends who I thought I knew since middle school but that all changed when I got to high school. Half way into high school I started to realize that I didnt fit in the group. I started feeling different and lonely. It was mostly my realization of finding out that the reason I didn't fit in was because I was of a different color. All my friends were white and I know anyone can be friends despite their color of the skin but I just felt I didn't belong. I realized the reality of the world where skin color does become something of a concern. Because of skin color we can be discriminated against in cruel ways. I know that as I get older, I become a lot wiser and stronger. And this obstacle that occurred in my life is just the beginning of self-realization of who I want to become and where I want to go in life.