Sweetheart, The first time you asked me... Are you sure you really wanna spend forever with me?? I said yes... With some nervous hesitation... Than when I lost you... I still held on and wanted to be with you... Then you asked me again... Are you really sure you wanna spend forever with me... & without a doubt I knew forever I wanted to spend with you... Now each and everyday you ask me for the rest of you're life... My answer will never change... I couldn't imagin forever without you in my life... To hold you.. To look into those eyes... To wake up to you.. To walk with you... To have you looking at me as we drive in the car... To see you're smile... I may not find the words often... Yet, most of all forever without loving you would be forever spent unfullfilled... So always know this... Forever and a day I promised you... To love you in a way you deserve... To kiss you with the same emotion I kiss you with now... To always be you're knight and protect you all through the night... Most of all without a doubt in my heart... To hold you in these arms and never leave you... These are my words to you... They maybe short, but by no means will they ever be false... I put that on everything I am.... "I Miss you"These words I speak... You may or may not like... I do not ask you to understand... I could careless how you feel... Please refrain from thinking... Let alone knowing... What is right or wrong... Do not pretend... Forget the act you put on... You will begin to see... You're lack of time beating you into this earth... At one point or another you will arise... Than just maybe you will see some purpose... Find some meaning... Do not judge this and not that... Do not lay false pretense and give glory to that of which you do not know... Do not pray and yet turn you're head in shame... Glory is awarded to those who know... The day you and I live without sin... The day you and I know... Is the day this world has come to an end... Forget not what you are... Forget not how you were born.... Forget not to cry, forget not to live, forget not to open up inside... Before you die... This life although a painful trip it maybe... Has no Pause... Replay or Rewind... So do not forget this life is not ours.... That is of which the only words I may speak to you... The rest is up to you... Only you can determine the story you write... The story of which you will tell... To pass down from day to day... The question is will you impact this world... Will you find within your soul that of which will be right, and what will be wrong... Better yet will you get the chance amongest this world of sin... To determine, to impact, to stand up, & make a choice... That may or may not change this world... When that decision falls within you're lap... What direction will you land....My name is Chad Michael, Don't judge me, from first sight.. Don't look at my pictures and think I'm someone or some how could be, you will see me around, if you see me in the clubs... Come up and chill, Dont expect to hit me up or make a move. I'm there to kick it with my friends, I'm always game to meet a new face or learn a thing or two... I just dont want anyone on my arm when I decide to cruise. Im 100% focused on my outlook of life. I know who I am and what I want. I put my thoughts and heart into everything.... Which tends to hurt but I accept who I am. I hang out and chill with anyone and everyone, As long as you're real. Anyone who wants to play games or be fake can get lost. Im open to get to know ya, Hang out and see who you are as a person. Im not talking physical. I want to get to know people and who they are as a person all around. So plan on hitting me up to just get with me? well click the X at the top right part of your screen cause that's just gonna be a dream. I dont roll that way.Where do I begin to speak? I wake up and so many times find myself thinking, but why? I lay here thinking... We fight so hard at times to prove were someone.. Yet in the big picture... Were just another person walking upon this world for a short period of time. Yet I still find myself fighting to be something each and everyday... I think I could lay here without a worry, I could give up and life would be so much more easy... I think I'm tired of pushing myself to be something. Im tired of trying to make a differnce when no one else can see it... Than I get out of bed and sit within this shower... As the water falls upon my skin, I begin to wake from these negative thoughts... Because It's so simple. The differnce between success and failure is do you accept those thoughts when you wake up from day to day... The ones that tell you that you can't or you won't make it?? Or do you get out of bed and just do it... At times life will be so perfect, Yet within seconds ur life will change. It will go up and down like a rollarcoaster... The question is when you fall.... Will you give up? or get up... To live but another day... I can tell you this much, I'm 23 years old, I have alot to see, I have alot to learn. In my life I've seen my fair share of stories... I don't have all the answers. The only thing I can do is get out of bed, Live my life towards the goals and success that I fight to have. If I fall short, It doesn't make me a failure. "You say why?" That's simple. Cause I get to wake up another day another way. Were made to fall so that we may pick our selfs up. I hope I can wake up one day and live up to be half the man my Father is, That I can wake up one day and look within the person's eyes I love so much... & She will know that she is my world, That I may pass down the wisdom my father passes on to me each and everyday. It's simple... We live upon this world for such a short period of time... So what are you living for? I know what I am.... My name is Chad Michael...Don't expect to understand me, Don't act like you know me. Im way more deep than a first glance stare. So dont think Im easy. Whatever I do I put my mind to & always excel, Cause in this game of life. I dont fail, I wont allow myself. We all have bumps along the road but its simple, Were made to fall so that we may pick our selfs up. What matters is when you lay you're head to sleep. When no one else is around, Who you are in that momment, Is what matters the most. Everyone can pretend to be something there not for any momment of time. What is real is when you're not putting on that show to walk into a club, What matters is when your alone sitting there with no one to whisper a word. As I said before my name is Chad Michael, Always remember, Its not who we are, but what we do that defines us. You're actions, your soul will determine weather or not you succeed or fail upon this world you walk. Whats ur story?If we may clarify our existence.. Than maybe we may just find our meaning upon this world... Where so many fail, this moment we live within is now.. For you're past may only give you insight to ur actions that shall decide within ur future... So live now, hold true to you're soul. Cry not to times that leave you... Yet cry there for the times that pass you, where you forget to live... This world envies us... Because at any second we could be gone. So we must cherish every breath we take... and live not for tommarrow, but live for right now.....................Please don't look at me.... Thinking you know me.. I'm way more deeper than that... You judge me yet need not take the time to see the path I've walked... Forgive me for the sins I've done... The people I've hurt... The Pain I've caused...
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