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About Me

I'm Blaine, but you may call me B, Buddy, Baby, Bum, Best Experience Ever, Bad Decision, Back-up Plan, or Better Than Nothing, But Not Necessarily.
I'm all balls and no dick, and to compensate I read, learn, write, know, speak, and mean the literal uses of big words so that I have the advantage in any disagreements which pertain to principles, integrity, honesty, and being real with oneself and others.
I am self-righteous to the point where I actually wonder why it is impossible to be met halfway, and while I'm proud of being a piece of shit I demand perfection from loved ones under the guise of "unconditional" and "mutually beneficial" themed rhetoric.
I have heart thus I am indifferent as to whether I am collecting cold blood from without, or losing warm blood from within.
Blood is just another circulation of currency, and like money, it is nothing and it is everything that matters.
Love and Hate are two sides of the same coin; we can fuck or we can fight; just know that I'm all love until you fuck me; I hate only those who I had once loved before being fucked over by them.
There are no posthumous victories or defeats, but haste the coming day when death shall reveal the truth and set the record straight.
***MY MYSPACE GOT PIMPED OUT WITH***
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My Interests

.. I play some guitar, I read books, when I have the ambition for it I am writing, I am always stressing or bitching about class stratification, while others walk fences I find myself only walking the thin line between insanity and genius, sometimes I have to resort to using a few ad hominem attacks, and I never did find a drug that could kill all of the heartbreak, anxiety and perpetual discontent I always seem to be feeling.

I'd like to meet:

folks who blow, drink beer, boil water and handle grease fires like it is nothing.

Music:

Hip-Hop: Kool Keith, Rakim, Masta Ace, Kool G. Rap, Big L, MF DOOM, Uncle Howie & Psycho-Logical Records, Hieroglyphics--PepLove and Casual, Motion Man, Cage Kennylz, RA the Rugged Man, Thirstin Howl III, Company Flow, Jean Grae, Big Noyd, Koopsta Knicca, and the beat goes on and on and on and on.
Metal: At The Gates, The Haunted, Dehumanized, Internal Bleeding, Sepultura, Suffocation, KillWhitneyDead, Carcass, Cephalic Carnage, Spawn of Possession, Dim Mak.
Hardcore: Irate, Candiria, Breakdown, Burnt By The Sun, Shattered Realm, Crown of Thornz, All Out War, Cold As Life, Bulldoze, Powerhouse, Sacto Hoods, Merauder, Mushmouth/Out To Win, Day of Mourning, Full Blown Chaos, E. Town Concrete.
Jazz: Billie Holiday, Charlie Parker, Miles Davis, Dizzy Gillespie, John McLaughlin, Max Roach, and Charles Mingus.
Misc: Screaming Jay Hawkins, Al Green, Rufus and Chaka Khan, Marvin Gaye, James Brown, The Talking Heads, Beck, Portishead, The Melvins, Jackson 5, Queen, Nirvana, and Primus.

Movies:

Dog Day Afternoon, Full Metal Jacket, One Flew Over The Cuckoo's Nest, Clockwork Orange, Fight Club, Office Space, Memento, La Femme Nakita, Tarantino films, The Professional, City of God, Suicide Club.

Television:

Alf, Beavis and Butthead, Aqua Teen Hunger Force, Will and Grace, Elimidate, Boondocks, Becker, Metalapocalypse and Cheaters.

Books:

Hedges, Chris. War Is A Force That Gives Us Meaning. New York: Public Affairs, 2002.

Parenti, Michael. Democracy For The Few. Boston/New York: Bedford/St. Martin's, 2002.

Gillespie, Dizzy, with Al Fraser. To BE, Or Not... to BOP: Memoirs. New York: Doubleday & Company, Inc., 1979.

My Blog

Dear World...

... I’m a gonna fuck you up the next time i see you.
Posted by Blaine Biggity Bling Bling on Thu, 20 Mar 2008 11:24:00 PST

2,108 Blog Views since January!

On average, approximately twenty (20) times in a day someone has undertaken the effort requisite of encountering my mindless meanderings; and I absolutely, fucking love it! (Note that I here, being ...
Posted by Blaine Biggity Bling Bling on Sat, 15 Mar 2008 06:49:00 PST

you bitchez wanna new blog?

here goes...for nearly two years I wasted my youth, ambitions and motivations on one of god's chosen people.not any more, however...you see me?if you don't, it might be because some slut by the name o...
Posted by Blaine Biggity Bling Bling on Thu, 06 Mar 2008 02:44:00 PST

True Colors Showcased at the expense of the Others Significance

Honestly. I understand that the occasional lapse in humility might be effected when one is playing the victim; but, I mean... really, when exactly did wanting to be a good Samaritan start involving ...
Posted by Blaine Biggity Bling Bling on Fri, 08 Feb 2008 03:52:00 PST

when co-dependants become co-defendants and traitors pt.III

i may be older and not as enthusiastic as i remember being once but, even with time and the obstacles and other bullshit weathering my face, i still got it; i never lost the tools, just took a sabbati...
Posted by Blaine Biggity Bling Bling on Sun, 03 Feb 2008 11:13:00 PST

when co-dependants become co-defendants and traitors pt.II

i must apologize to anyone expecting more of my less-than-unequivocal bomb dropping, as i had intended to earlier this week, but the preceding entries have proven to be somewhat therapeutic.this after...
Posted by Blaine Biggity Bling Bling on Fri, 01 Feb 2008 12:28:00 PST

when co-dependants become co-defendants and traitors pt. I

i do not like keeping secrets that involve my shame in any shape, fashion or form. that is obvious, or at least it should be. i can keep secrets for the sake of a friendship or partnership of any kind...
Posted by Blaine Biggity Bling Bling on Wed, 30 Jan 2008 11:06:00 PST

Your Loyalty Is A Virtue, But Not When Its Wedded To Blind Stubbornness Part II

Never Again; Full Blown ChaosAll hope is lost My faith can't be revived Took everything I held true Cast it aside Betrayed by my own Went against all my beliefs Everything has fallen from focus How co...
Posted by Blaine Biggity Bling Bling on Mon, 28 Jan 2008 10:38:00 PST

edits, revisions and notes

i am not the best thing on the earth: if that was anything resembling the case i doubt that i would be the old, bitter, insensitive and crass bastard that i am today; nor would i allow myself to meet ...
Posted by Blaine Biggity Bling Bling on Wed, 23 Jan 2008 03:47:00 PST

Everyday is just like a dream

xmas day: post break-up sex which, as I was instructed to understand, did not mean anything other than we had missed eachother and had not exchan...
Posted by Blaine Biggity Bling Bling on Tue, 22 Jan 2008 10:28:00 PST